Anw, today's a happy day.
Like really really happy.
I'm happy.



Superficiality, part of human's nature eh? Totally.

Stay strong.


I should probably just listen to them, I did fine. At least I passed, right?
Other than disappintment, there should be anticipation I guess.

No more tears, no more sadness, I'm gonna look forward, hoping for the best.
It's not the end of the world.
Just gonna let fate decide itself.

I want to sleep early but I don't think it's possible for me.

I wish you're more than just a eye candy to me, looking forward to seeing you on Friday.
At least I hope.


已经太疲惫的自己 还是要坚強的自己 如此脆弱卻又真实的存在 .

Me and Jolene, having this interesting conversation. :P
This happens when you can't think of an excuse to skip work.

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*i tell you you're so gonna draw take the money from
oh jojo ~ says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*damn (Y)
T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*the cheque

oh jojo ~ says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*I think so too LOL

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*i acc you to bank early
*or you go yourself
*i slp at home
*:P
oh jojo ~ says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*come with me la
*i scared they cheat me sia
*i damn gullible

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*i scared my parents angry i skip sch
*_|_

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:20 AM. Ryuu~):
*lol but i dun care lah
*i tell them i v late slp
*lol

oh jojo ~ says (12:20 AM. Ryuu~):
*will they throw you laptop away

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:20 AM. Ryuu~):
*say you eat mcspicy then stomach pain tml
*IT ALWAYS HAPPENS

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:21 AM. Ryuu~):
*or must acc your sis go make IC
*LOL!!!!

oh jojo ~ says (12:21 AM. Ryuu~):
*that one damn lame leh.

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:21 AM. Ryuu~):
*LOL i know
*but damn funny
*and useful kay

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:22 AM. Ryuu~):
*or maybe your mum wanna renew passport but she cant read eng
*then she want you to go with her
*ICA building is such a freaking good place
*for excuses
oh jojo ~ says (12:22 AM. Ryuu~):
*...
*can ask for chinese de -.-

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:23 AM. Ryuu~):
*rly uh?
*LOL!
*OKAY
*erm
*your mum
*duno how to go ICA building
oh jojo ~ says (12:23 AM. Ryuu~):
*....
T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:26 AM. Ryuu~):
*say
*your mum too depressed with your O's results
*say ban you from going out for one day
oh jojo ~ says (12:27 AM. Ryuu~):
*going out and working is diff
*U SUCK LOL

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:27 AM. Ryuu~):
*going out to work LAH

oh jojo ~ says (12:27 AM. Ryuu~):
*tell my boss
oh jojo ~ says (12:28 AM. Ryuu~):
*i flunked my o, kinda depressed
*if u dont give me off
*i will probably kill customers
*Give Me My Off
*Fucker
T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:29 AM. Ryuu~):
*damn funny lah
*i posting this on my blog
oh jojo ~ says (12:29 AM. Ryuu~):
*LOL
T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:32 AM. Ryuu~):
*aiyeah
*JUST SAY
*YOU STOMACH PAIN
*O'S RESULTS TOO GOOD GO EAT SEOUL GARDEN THEN MORN WAKE UP STOMACH PAIN

oh jojo ~ says (12:35 AM. Ryuu~):
*LOL
*said, Bossi, i spammed mac spicy.

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:36 AM. Ryuu~):
*if im the boss,i'd probably scold you stupid

There are people in life that makes me happy.

Time, let it stay.


School's getting boring!
If nothing goes wrong, I'd get my pay tml! :D
Felicia called me down for work just now, but I couldn't go down today because I had to study for Maths UT tml.

I'm gonna come back later, and think bout what to post later.
Okay, after watching 100% Entertainment feat. Khalil Fong and Jam Hsiao, I decided to post bout Khalil Fong.


I tell you, Khalil Fong and Jam Hsiao is a fabulous duo.
They have great chemistry, but of course, they're not gay. :p

Timeless (Album)


I love Khalil Fong/方大同! He sings fabulous English songs for a Chinese.
Probably because he grew up in Hawaii.
He so cute with his specs.
The covers he did for Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You and 红豆 are my fav.
One of my fav songs are Sing Along Song (English), My Heart Will Go On (Live Duet) and some of the chinese songs.
He's a very unique artist, in his own ways.





It's hot chocolate.

Isn't it cute? Lol, it's really nice too! Esp. on a colddd day. The girl at the counter brewed it and drew smth like a bear on it for me, so sweet can. :)

These few days, I had a conclusion, Life's complicated eh?
Alot things happened ard me in these recent weeks, be it to me or not.
I just think that life is not as simple afterall.
The responsibilities that we hold are getting heavier, like I said before.
I'm turning 18 soon, time flies eh? It's like it was just ystd when I turned 12.
There's nothing we can do bout time running.

Damn freaking pissed now.
I got B+ for Cognitive! 2 more marks to A okay, arghhh.

Maths UT2 tml.
Wish me luck, hope I won't fail.

My head is spinning. Ahhh.


Oh, Check out this remix song, it's really good.




P/S: BOYS LIKE GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS. WOO. (Y)


One day, someone is going to walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.

Keep it natural.


Well, I figured that when you blog more, you'd rmb things that you did more.
So I guess part of me wants to stop being lazy in order to rmb what I actually did this year.
Let's hope I keep it up, hahahah, whatever.

So, today I got myself a new phone, with my dad's plan for Singtel to be exact.
SE Xperia X1, it's hell lots of functions and I think I don't need so many of them, but it's pretty nice phone, I wish it came it white as always, but the great great thing is that I can read manga on the go now! Plus it has MS Words/Ppt/Excel (Mobile), plus WiFi. Sounds pretty awesome eh? :)

I just wish it won't die on me like my previous phone did. After trading in my stupid ass phone, it costed me $108, which I offered to share with my dad, half the amt each person.

Geez, I don't wanna go to bed bcus when I open my eyes, it'd be time for school.
I know I sound like a kid, but I just.. have my reasons why I don't like to go to school now.
If only it was Sem1, I'd have more motivation then I've now. ):
Plus I got work later at 6.30pm, and E.D UT the next day, fabulous!
I haven't even studied for E.D UT yet.

Okay, gotta do smth before sleeping.

Why are all my posts this long? Dang, I don't think anyone'd have the patience to ever finish reading the whole post anw.

The sound of your breathing when you're close to me.

Christmas'09!





Okay, enough of me!



Epic but nice right? Hah.


This is damn retarded, look at my face! LOL MAN.

Best pictures that made me laugh like mad.



Damn funny I know.


Now this is why I love Lock's new Samsung camera so so much! It rocks.
The quality of the pictures may not be the best, but I think it's bcus the resolutions of the pictures on fb were pretty small. But the shutter speed and the ability to capture photos, this camera is truely awesome.

Everyone shld skip this wordy post, it doesn't concern you anw.

The time now is 3:06AM, it's saturday, 2/1/10.
When I write the date like this, it makes me feel like we're in Year 1000 (well, I wish)
Hahaha, okay crap, whatever.

I changed my mind bout blogging, didn't want to blog in the first place, but I still did.
2010, a year with smth to expect, finishing up Year 1 at RP, hopefully heading to TP.
I didn't rly set any new year resolutions this year, bcus half the time I forget bout them.

HAPPY 2010! Even though I'm one day late.
Well, this is the point whr pple make summaries bout what they did in 2009.
But due to my super short term memory, I couldn't rly remember much of it.
Be it good or bad, 2009 is history now, spending one whole sem with a lovely bunch of pple, W14B which I'm truely thankful of, bcus they made school fun for me.

Last year, I learn bout true friends that stay by your side, bcus of the changes in their lives, yours too.
Last year, I learnt how much I love some of my friends that I want to keep in years to come.
Last year, I had a big tiff with my 2nd sister which made our r/s gone really bad and it still isn't that fabulous now.
Last year, I changed. I learnt how to hide more of my real feelings.
Last year, I learnt that my emotions are like a book, yeap. This easy to read.
Last year, I found out how tedious it can get when you can't get along well with your new class.
Last year, I realise.. my parents aged. And I hate it how dependent I'm on them, how dependent I'm on my sisters, and even my maid. I hate myself for being such a loser all the time, everyone in the family normally compromise with my demands. I'm truely a horrible person.
Last year, my overall r/s improved with my family, esp with my mum, other than being so dependant, I realise I've been telling her everything that I could share which makes me feel happy.
Last year, I realise my dad is alot like me, character and temper wise. He loves to share when he find that you and him have smth in common, but loves to do things on his own, when he's quiet it means that he has alot on his mind. He has a rly bad temper when he can't find his stuffs, and look for his stuffs with his mouth more than his eyes and hands, just like me. He's a vv good fren to his frens, a great bro to his frens, that's pretty unlike me, I'm.. not a rly good fren, ha. I wish my dad's my brother instead. But I love him just the way he is.
Last year, I had a few crushes but they died down eventually.
Last year, I found myself envious of those who found another half, but truely happy for them.
Last year, I grew fatter when everyone is slimming down.
Last year, I had to chiong for O'lvl maths agn, but if there's ever a second chance to make it, pls make it work this time.
Last year, I got to work at a couple of places like Robinsons Expo, Rubi Ion (still working!); I have fabulous collegues, and fun at work.
Last year, I realise I spent too much of my parents' money and still spending like there's no end.
Last year, I went to Taiwan, which was totally fabulous.
Last year, I found this manga that I'm totally in love with and still not getting sick of it at all, Dengeki Daisy.
Last year, I realise.. we're no longer kids, we have more responsibilities on hand and pple expect more from us. I know my dad actually wants me to take of more of the family, bcus I'm the eldest amongst my sister, but I know he's keeping his stress to himself and not telling me any of it at all, I'm just a immature kid.
Last year, I constantly remind myself that I don't need help from anyone, when actually I do need it in some areas just that I refuse to ask, thinking that I can handle it when I couldn't.

I can't believe I blogged so much about my family which I normally do not share much about.
I'm surprised myself.
These are actually my most inner reflections I made, like today.
Sigh, what the fuck am I doing to my life?!

I didn't want to blog bout last year, but the memories just keep coming back.
When I was thinking bout whether 2009 was a good year, I smiled.
Does this indicate that it was a good year? I guess maybe, it was, I don't know.

2010, something new, everyday is smth that will be filled with surprises.
I shld probably just face it with all I've eh?
One thing I rly want to do this year, during my dad's birthday, I'm gonna foot the bill solely for my family when we go dine @ Oasis.

Anyway, enough of the stuffs that made me a lil teary.

I met with Jonathan along with Demas and co. ystd(Fri)
These sweet pple waited for me to knock off from work before we went for dinner at Far East Plaza together. :D
Walked ard, got tickets for Alvin and the chipmunks 2 for today (Sat), then we headed to Esplande! The view on the roof was great.

Getting tired, plus I'm going out later.

I got smth to say.




I'm so sorry but I hate Kpop.
This sudden craze that caught everyone so into Kpop is ridiculous.
I understand if you like DBSK, bcus even they're sound good, even to me, a anti-kpop-er.
So far it's the best Kpop group ard.
But come on man, just with some vv dumb but catchy songs, like SHINee's Ring-ding-dong and SNSD's Gee.
Or trying to sing Chinese songs when you can't even pronounce the words properly? -.-
Or some dumb songs like Nobody by Wondergirls when you can't even pronounce the word 'You', it sounds like 'Chu' okay. -.-
And SS501's Love like this- it's 'Love' not 'Lub'. -.-
Just bcus you all are pretty/handsome and bcus you can dance rly well is what making your album sell okay.
And hell to the BOF craze that tone down a lil now, I see Kim Hyun Joon (I duno how to spell his name lah) and Lee Minho on every Taiwan and SG mag some time ago, and up till now, they're still on the covers of Taiwan mags when I see them at Kino.
Major turnoff okay.

I'm just ranting, no personal attacks to anyone, seriously.
At the most it was just a trigger.

It's 4.24AM now.

P/S: I'm getting my pay soon! (Y)(Y)

Tag Replies:
Xylia: -.- I dun need everyone to know that I say that all the time. (Actually I rly don't) And this is your crazy obession so keep it to yourself.
Iris: You know what? When I look at Lock's fb album you look happy in every single jumpshot man! LOL.
C.Xinyi: LOL, IJ YOUR LOVE MAH.

I'm so addicted to the song from my previous post, OMG.

蔡旻佑 你看不到的天空!


Today's effort, tomorrow's reality.