March 25, 2008


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Well, today has been a really good day for me,
since the rest of the days were terrible/bad days. X:
Afew happy stuffs that made me perked up.
Despite of doing Research(F&N) till one plus this morning, it has been a really good day. (:
Got back my History DT paper, got 19/25.
which made me quite pleased/feeling kinda tyco because i didn finish up my 2nd essay.
got 11/12 for the first essay, and 8/13 for the next essay. xD
Mr Foo praised me, made me over the moon, since he's one of my fav tcher. (x

Endured through Maths lesson, it was damn boring. ><
Even Weixin fail to entertain me. xD
and had F&N Practical right after Maths lessons, had 2hrs to spare,
so we cook 2 dishes each pair. Paired up with Alexia and Eileen.
The tempura we made were great, along with that mango sauce was a perfect combination.
And the Bali Chicken was not bad either, the colour/smell made it look v appealing. xD
Ended school after two periods of MT. (:

And yes! I'm going to Cultural Night, i was really happy when Yanteen agreed on going with me. Xueling maybe going too, along with Hui Ting, yayayayay. (x

But some, not v nice things happened recently;
My Grandma is currently in the TTS Hospital, suffering from stroke. She fell down afew days ago, at the hospital, somehow the condition worsen and it developed to stroke. She cant even recognize anyone of my relatives/mum&dad, she cudn even talk. It made me really sad when i heard this news ytd. I didn have the chance to visit her. Nearly lost my mood to finish up my F&N. My dad say, she may move in with us when she's discharged from the hospital, and i have no objections to it, I rather have our maid to look after her, since my grandma likes my maid alot.
My grandma and I had never been close, we had this communication barrier at times, I dun really get what's she trying to say, bcus she speaks Hokkien, when I'm not really good at it. I used to think she's kinda harsh with her words at times, but now, I rather she is still that harsh. Everytime our family go to Aljunied to see her/have dinner with her, it's obvious to see that she aged, alot. Everytime when we go there, she seems to be a lil weaker, and made me realise that, she is gonna leave us really soon. I'm not trying to be a cold blanket, but it's the truth. Seriously, I wish she didn fall, and it didn developed to stroke, but it is all pre-destinated i supposed. It is the pain that she's gonna leave us soon that saddens me, it is the tears and sadness im gonna see from my parents' face/facial expression that makes me afraid that all these will come, soon. Especially my dad, I really really hate to see him sad.

My eyes are itching badly, and now it's kinda painful.
Argh, terrible feeling.

pre-destination.

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