just smth random, suddenly thot of death note. xD

feel lyk posting again.
alot of stuffs ran through my mind just now.
i duno wad kinda feeling is dis. X=
i wan to work hard, strive for the best.
but somehow, everytime i vow to do smth well,
i tend to give up again and again.
its always the same things that happen.
can i just work hard and get it over wid someday?
haix, i really duno wth am i doing to my lyfe.
ruinning it perhaps, one day, i`ll just ruin myself.

i duno why do i still feel so affected by you?
i thot i told myself to give up?
i thot i got over wid it, but somehow i didnt, again. ._.
it happened again and again and again.
how many agains are der gonna be?

dont ask me bout wth happened to me,
cuz i hell-ly duno what happend to me too.
ending here.

when ure lyfe is on the rocks;
close ure eyes and tell urself, everything will turn out okay someday.
be happie, dat you're at least more fortunate bcuz u got urself, urself and urself.
have faith. (: