anyway, my new sofa; dat jus came on saturday. (;

just reached home at 5plus.

was kinda tired and mum was lyk scolding my sister again.

(bcuz she dirted the new sofa. __)

sick and tired of those kinda scoldings.

everytime she scolds someone in the house,

even if it isnt me who is the one getting scolded,

i will feel terrible.kinda feel lyk she's indirectly shooting me too. X=

shall learn to reflect on myself. X=

nvm, shall chose to ignore her/dem/her scoldings. X=

just felt kinda low recently,alot of tings happen in sch and at home.

(its lyk im feeling low, every week. -.-)

orhwell, have to finish up my F&N.

de deadline is tml. X=
school today was as per normal.

nth much to update bout sch? hrm.
after sch, had lunch in the coffee shop wid

andre, kamal, hui ting, zhi wei and martine(horny. xD)

had xtra maths lesson after lunch.

we all left kinda early,

bcuz wedges was angry with the class fornot paying attention, hrm.

feeling kinda bad for not paying attention. X=

had to lower the flag for the day, so stayed till 4plus before taking 38 home.

DIANA SOH IS A SICKO! X=

she just is lar, its too paiseh to

type wad she did to me. X=

SICKO. SICKO. SICKOOOOOOOOO! XD

anyways, its just dat SA1 is really near, and i

haven even started studying my comb sci,

which im weakest at. X=

only for chem, a lil. not the rest.

haix, wont pass it anyway. so i dun even feel lyk studying.xD

i failed my maths DT, again.and again, and again. -.-

hrm. got 22/60.

okay, nvm bout dat.

apologises to alexia, i tink i been treating you kinda lyk

bad recently, i oso duno for wad. X=

orhwell, i tink its my mood, and sometimes,

small lil tings made me kinda pissed wid you,

for no reason lar.okay, the prob lies with me, sry, alexia. X=

sry for that lil qurrel dis morning in the canteen. X=

and apologises dorothy too, i lied to you tell you im okay,

im really really sry. i didnt feel lyk saying anything just now.

sry, dorothy.i noe u have ure own probs wid ..

but i wanna tell you dat im der for you always. (:

i noe that things had been hard for you.

and i really wanna apologize for wad i have done wrong to you. X=

i noe i nvr been there wen you needed someone. X=

takkires, i really dun wan to see unhappie stuffs happen to you.

i noe ure a really really gd fren, and its her prob for not cherishing you.

and sometimes i do feel guilty for not cherishing you as a fren too.

haix, i really things will turn out okay for you.

you have been lyk bottling everything in and in ure hart again and again,

not letting dem out, sometimes i really feel lyk i fail being a fren..

just hope that tings will turn out okay, eventually.

im really sry, dorothy..

but,

i was really suprised how you noe

i was not okay at that very second.

jus shocked dat you noe dat im not okay. X=

wasnt dat okay,bcuz my mum was lyk screaming ard the hse, again. X=

hrm, nth happened between me and alexia. (;

i tink wad june told you is de lil agruement btween me and

alexia dis morning.nth much, so dont worry bout me okay? (:

takkires too! (:

i noe u were absent for the day,

so you better go drink tons of water and rest well! (:

no worries, bcuz ders no worksheets or wad given out today,

so i didnt hlp you take anything. xD

siew min took ure chinese handouts for you alrdy. (:

orh dorothy, thnx for the concern. (:

thanks thanks thanks. (:

<3333s.>

that kinda feeling; cant be defined.

was it some kinda special feeling or

just my own imagination?

get the facts clear, me.

that ure not gonna love me-