Juz had a talk wid my father, derh normally stuffs, my hp bills, me spending too much money and my studies. For some personal reasons, i cried..while tokin to my father. =x i felt dat my father really do cares? And felt i been too overboard to my parents these days. Dey noe i haven been studying hard these days and dey understand, im glad dey do. And i often though dat taking up a part-time job will hlp me meet my wants and part of my pay will go to my parents, even though dey still hab a regular income? Juz wan to b a sensible person. I felt super overboard at flaring up at dem wen dey dint not allow me to go for derh part-time job today, but i noe dat dey wan me to focus on my studies, which is more important at derh tym being. Which i hope i can focus more nxt yr, haiz. Its lyk.. hard to even apologize wen i noe im at derh wrong, all i can do is blog, even wen i noe im at derh fault, sowrie mum and dad. [crap, mayb u guys dun understand my post, bcuz its all abt my feelings? lol. Duno wad im blabbing abt.]