You're my exception

2011-06-09T20:59:00.002+08:00

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Term breaks are starting really soon but I'd be damn busy for the whole weeks. Would be having Camp Impact and a short Malaysia trip with my family. It must be the influence of SJAB, I like the feeling of going for camps and every time I go to camp I miss SJ so much. Oh well, life.

I got a make up test for MM next Wednesday, during camp -__- AND a Fedex Competition entry due next Saturday. The worst thing is I'd camping on Monday-Wednesday. And not forgetting going overseas on Friday. Greaaaaaaat man.

Enough of school. I don't know why I'm blogging when I got things to finish before the trial tomorrow. Who misses me? I bet no one visits this pathetic space now, heh.

Have you ever thought of your purpose in life? People live for a reason, so what's yours? And what's mine? Sometimes I really question my existence. Nobody listens, nobody gives a damn, so why bother?

Its always the little things that frustrate/bother me the most. After everything I've learnt that I should be setting my priorities right. Since you did, you chose what you want to do, I should too.

Do what makes you happy the most, don't try to please everybody, doesn't work.

I WANT MY TUMBLR USERNAME BACK. SADDED MAX.

Life is too ironic to fully understand. It takes sadness to know what happiness is,noise to appreciate silence and absence to value presence.

2011-05-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

HI I'M BACK.

I always update my blog when I'm bored/stressed. I think I'm losing my mood, don't feel like updating at all. HAHA

Btw, I'm still working part time at the same old place. Forget what I said in the past. It's so difficult to really leave the store, you know?

Btw, Pepper Lunch is awesome. Sorry for the randomness but I just have to do it bcus I'm craving for it now. I had it for the first time last week when I went for break with Atikah. LOL I sound like some noobshit. (OH WELL)

ITELLYOU.
I'm going to Bangkok during Septemberrrrrrrrrr~
Supar excited!

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Apart from everything that has been wonderful (not really) in my life, I don't know what I've been so stressed about. I'm losing my cool all the time and I fucking hate my insomnia. It feels so terrible that you can't sleep every.single.night.

Life has its contradictions.
We contradict ourselves all the time, don't you?

2011-03-11T00:58:00.002+08:00

Why can't I save photos from Facebook?! Wahlao angry.
Haven't blog for such a long time. The holidays are a bore because my shifts are so pathetic I feel like crying. I was so ready to work like a dog this holidays but.... sianxzx

Okay enough of whinning. BUT IM SO BOREDDDDD.
And not to mention, broke.
It's 1am in the morning and it has been raining the whole day now, sipping milo, listening to songs, and I'm supposed to be reading my book but I'm blogging. But whatever it feels good.

Okay plans for this weekend:
Friday- Dinner @ 85 with Jolene and co.
Saturday- Store meeting at 8, Marina Barrage with Dorothy and co. then supper with colleagues. What if they wanna go club? Shitttt so packed.
Sunday- Work at 6.30pm

Need to make a list of things I want to do this holidays.
For next week:
1) Pack my room, closet, table
2) Help with the household chores and stop being so lazy!
3) Date with Rash and Jannah on Tuesday :D
4) Work on Weds and Thurs
5) Bring Jennifer to the place.. UH, I forgot the name of the mall. Heh
6) Dye my hair! Bought the hairdye but haven't use it at all.
7) Meeting with SBM group to do up the notice board on 16th which means I need to change my shift with someone
8) Swim

Okay done. Done with watching Dream High, it was average, some parts were really good though. I love the guy named Jason in the show! Heh, then I got to know he's from 2PM.
And that girl IU, so adorable and young! Such a great voice.

So sick of the internet. So many shows I need to catch up on but I don't feel like watching any.
I wanna find something new to do. Swim, go have fun, do things that don't need money.
Sigh been sleeping too much also -__-

I need a new hobby, or something I want to do.
I really wanna go out of the country too! ARGH

2011-02-15T20:06:00.002+08:00

Spent my day with Jenn, we were supposed to study but ended up..
Watami (Lunch) > Study > Dinner (Pizza Hut)

Oh btw, the Pepperoni Pizza at Pastamania is 10x better than Pizza Hut's! Nomzxz, love Pepperoni pizza!

I really love P!nk. The songs she sing are always my favourites. E.g.: Raise Your Glass, Who Knew and the more recent one, F*ckin' Perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

2011-02-04T21:07:00.006+08:00

I swear I'm surprised by the people who still read my blog. I mean I thought there wouldn't be anyone who check for updates since it's already half dead, but still. I'm thankful for those who still come back to check on this space, even if it's only a handful. :)

Anyway, it's CNY period. It just gets more and more boring each year. I don't even look forward in collecting the money you can get from the red packets. Bleh

CNY Eve: Sick + Reunion dinner @ home.

Chu Yi: Grandma's place > Haig Road (Relative's place) > Bedok North (Aunt's place) > Home > Grandma's place for steamboat!
The only thing I found amusing on that day is that Yunyee's classmate @ Haising is actually my cousin! OMG I KNOW. Surprising lah. I won't even recognize her if she didn't ask me for my name. Pretty small world eh?

Chu Er: Stayed at home the whole day and rot. Watched Peter Pan, Vampire Diaries EP 13 (It just gets better) and re-watched a few episodes of KO3 ANGUO. I can still cry over some scenes I already watched. -____-

Upcoming:-
Chu San: Work > Club! (If nothing goes wrong!)
Chu Si: OMG Mum's friend coming over...... *Grumbles*

This sums up everything about CNY.
Yes, in conclusion I better start studying or else I can fail everything.

Worthwhile?

2011-02-01T19:52:00.003+08:00

Favourite picture out of all the pictures we took.

That day we used Yunyee's macbook to take some pictures! Nvr really took any decent pictures during my two semesters in school.

Can't believe Year 1 is coming to an end so soon. Even though being in a class where half the time everyone just hate each other, I'm glad I got people like them around me. I won't be in the same class as them if I ever get into SCM, because they all chose HRM. Will really miss them, and the gossips. And not forgetting the lecture group I'm in now.
Just a few more weeks till school ends, exams starts and holidays.

Wingsum requested a 1,000 words essay for one of them, sorry. TOO MUCH K. HAHHAHA. Crazy. TSK

I know I got adorable cousins! Batam trip (December 2010)
Batam sucks please. The only thing I really like is the resort. The food at the resort sucks more. BLEH. Maybe because I only spent 2D1N there, didn't really explored the place properly. But still... I don't think I'd every visit that place again. /:

Supper with Rubi peeps.
Finally decided on when I'd quit my part time job. After saying this for a gazillionth time.
When Year 2 starts, TEP or non-TEP, I'd still quit.

Okay, not really. Maybe if TEP is just TEP without other projects and I got my weekends free, maybe I'd continue working. Heh

School: I just looked through my results last semester, I got C+ for the modules that carry 4 credit points and got either B or B+ for those that carry only 3 credit points. No wonder I only got 2.96 for my GPA. This sem? No more C+ for my main exams. EVERY MODULE must be either an A, B or B+.

On a lighter note, SBM handover on 10 Feb!

P/S: I hate CNY. :(

2011-01-24T21:28:00.006+08:00

It sucks when no one sees your effort. No doubt I'm not a very hardworking person, but it doesn't mean that I don't put in effort.

Seriously I don't know what is stressing me so much. I feel so pressurized.
This is bad, I'm only in Year 1 for fuck sake.

This week need to end now.
It's only Monday though. :'(
Sigh..

2011-01-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

Stressed, and vexed.
After my projects, I have a gazillion of shifts. I don't even have the time to buy stuffs for CNY.
Fucked up. Sorry, just venting. I know I bring this upon myself for having so many shifts.

Bye.

2011-01-19T01:11:00.003+08:00

Black Swan (Love this poster btw)

Watched this today... Followed by this.

Hello Stranger.

Black Swan was thrilling, and not to forget totally awesome. The dance and the cast, acting and everything.
I LOVE MILA KUNIS.

Hello Stranger is realllllly sweet. Kinda addicted to one of the song from the movie itself. Heh

Skipped school today since I woke up late, wanted to skip only my Stats lecture but end up skipping POA tutorial as well.
Last night I posted that I was afraid that I'd fail my POA test, got back to results today, got 19/30, thanks to the tutor's superb marking speed. Heh
Not fantastic, but at least I passed, wasn't expecting much

My hair is too long, kinda sick of it. Want to do something to my hair but got no idea what to do with it. No time to head down to the salon as well. Oh vells.

1.22AM, Whoops.
A lil' too late, 8am lab lessons later.

2011-01-18T01:25:00.003+08:00

Was my desktop picture for awhile, guess I'm gonna change back to this again. Love it.

It's 18 Jan, 2011. The worst day that could happen on a school day is probably having a Marketing Presentation right after an Accounts test on a MONDAY.
Everyone spent the weekends editing the report and mugging for POA. Something the tutor said in class about my Marketing report really sadden me, still hoping for at least a B. *shrugs*

Anw, embraceeee Tuesdays! Favourite day of the week because I get to wake up at 10 and go home after a lecture and tutorial.

Impromtu meet up with Dorothy for the millionth time. We should stop dinning @ Kungfu Paradise.

My backache is getting from bad to worse. It's the first time I ever felt that my backache is killing me. Is it because of my menses or because of my bad habit of not sitting up straight? (Opps)

Year 1, Sem 2. I haven't fail any ICA this sem, which MAY be a good thing but somehow I feel that I could have done better. I don't like to lose.
Oh well, I sense myself failing one reallyyyy soon.

Ending.

2011-01-10T22:20:00.002+08:00

I don't even have the mood to shop for CNY clothes, freaking lazy to shop as well. Still got a couple of projects not done. Stats presentation not done. OH MAN. THE PRESSURE. Okay, cool down.

Got an A for Marketing ICA1. No doubt I'm happy about it, but I got a feeling I'd screw up the main exam and ICA2. X:

Till then. Need to finish my Marketing part so that I can edit the rest of the stuffs.

2011-01-06T03:03:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging! After such a long time.

Actually, looking back at my previous post, during the term break, I slept late and woke up early almost everyday for different reasons! Oh well, doesn't make a difference now.

It's already 2011, seems like nothing has changed. Probably a few new colleagues throughout the year. Work is indeed getting a lil better because people start to get warmed up after acting like some anti-social kid at first. Heh and there are reasons why I haven't quit like :) and I intend to work like a dog to save up for my Taiwan trip with Juan, Weizhe, Alvin and Dorothy! They better make this trip come true!

2010 flew past, wasn't aware of what I was doing half the time and it zoomed to 2011. Time, doesn't wait for anyone. To sum things up, in 2009 at least I remember going to a club once. And there'd surely be a second time. Hah, :p

I have new found feelings. Not sure how long it'd last but.. there's no but.
I wanted to say I hope it last, but no, I don't. No expectations = no disappointments.
Wait till I quit my job okay? Heh

Skipping OH 2011 duties. Don't really feel like going since my name is not on the list. I better work hard for my reports later! So unmotivated this semester. Urghhh

Oh, in 2011, I'd try to blog more! *winks*

P/S: Really have to thank Dorothy for accompanying me these few days, meeting her up always make me feel better. Love you many many. You never fail to tell me what I should do, you have grown so wise throughout the years. And I believe you'd be the next Adam Khoo so don't forget me when people rmb Dorothy Lau instead of Adam Khoo okay? xoxo

I had the urge to jog around my neighbourhood at 1am just now, dropped the idea because YY asked me to finish up the Stats report for her. And all these started just because of one song I listened on someone's blog. Ah~

Oh manzxz, too long.

When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

2010-12-14T00:27:00.002+08:00

Really like this photo.

This was X'mas'09, I still have the whole album of pictures in my laptop. Treasured memories. This year, we'd make it happen again, right?

Just so happen to find these pictures on my laptop so I uploaded them.

Term break is next week! Finally I can just sleep reallllly late and wake up late. Heh not much of a morning person. Okay so anyway, term break will be filled with projects and of course catching up w/ my friends! Miss them so so much. Of course I'd love to swim.

Plan to study for Access ICA failed today. Once I'm on my laptop it's really hard to focus. /:
Okay, so this week I'd be working from Tuesday to Saturday, getting really bored with work. Bleh

Note to self: Rmb to choose elective online. SCM SCM!

2010-12-02T19:52:00.003+08:00

The nights are cold and it's December. It's always so chilly in the night @ home. Damn awesome. This year went past way too quickly, next year I'd be 19 in July. Time flies w/o you noticing it.

Anyway, my school has this Community Service Project at Chiang Rai next March, and I really want to go, so hopefully I get selected! I'd be there for 2 weeks though, quite long isn't it? But I don't mind, really want to go experience something like this.

I'm going to Batam on Satuday, just a 2D1N trip, nothing much.
And I'm gonna come back with an accounting test on Monday, gruesome biz stats test on Friday, and a movie review due on Wednesday.

YAY.

2010-11-24T23:25:00.002+08:00

In need of a new watch, desperate seems more appropriate.
I'm so gonna get them from strangepencils. But I gotta wait for my December pay, damn x 100.

Marketing ICA1, BSA Part I down. Macroecons ICA, Marketing ICA2, BSA Part II, Biz Stats Theory ICA to go. Oh, not forgetting the tests.

Can't wait for term break! Must really work harder this sem. Every post I say this, but never seen myself doing it. /:

I want Tinkerbell for X'mas.
Okay that's greedy, new watch can? Shall get one for myself as a X'mas gift. Thinking of an Armani Exchange one, but that is if I'm able to spend lesser in December.

That day when I met Xylia she told me she went to see a fortune teller with her classmates.
Part of me wants to see a fortune teller too, I feel that I'm so lost in life because I've no direction, and don't know what I want in life. I think I need some guidance.
But then again, I'm scared.

I'm scared that I might take the fortune teller's words for real, because I'm the kind of person that will. Even if it might not be true/it might not happen, I'd be afraid.
I'm the type that remembers what people say about me, all the time.
I shouldn't, right? I know, I know.

Volunteering for Open House'11 seems like a wrong decision.
We shall see.

Unpredictable, mysterious.

2010-11-13T04:07:00.004+08:00

I was sneezing my way through the 3 hours stats tutorial and felt terrible when I reached home today. Had to head out to meet Juan, Weizhe and Alvin to celebrate Weizhe's bday. Was in a foul mood but things got so much better after meeting them.
Feeling a lil guilty now for some reason but it's fine. :)

So anyway, Happy B'day Weizhe and Happy Belated B'day Andrew! :)
Actually my projects are gonna due soon and I'm still slacking.
I'M STILL IN HOLIDAY MOOD. GOD THIS IS SO BAD.

It's 4:11am in the morning and I got a wedding lunch to attend later at 1230pm.
I'm doing my face mask actually. Weird timing eh. Heh

Am I forgetting what I'm supposed to do? Like working hard for school and be a superwoman that can juggle school and work, and learn to be nice.

Oh, and Abrie darling, I don't know if you're reading this but in case you are, I saw your blog post! (And I'm meeting you and the rest later!)
I'd definitely miss you too! And when I say I'd miss you I mean realllllly miss you A LOT.
Work'd just be different w/o you ): So anyway, even though you're quitting soon, visit us and we shall go for supper soon again alright! Love you loads. :)

Okay, this is short update right? Yeah man, cheers!
For a moment I wish I was still young and innocent and nothing really bothered me.
Oh well, life just hit me real hard on my face and says wake up to reality man. HAHA

Appreciate and love.

2010-10-30T01:23:00.003+08:00

Tonight is a night of many many thoughts and feelings. There is always so much I want to say but it's really difficult to put in words. Life has it's complications and everything you do has it's own effect.

10 minutes ago I had this huge urge to blog in the toilet while bathing but now all my inspiration is lost. -__- Oh well I'm just gonna blog about something else.

2010 is coming to an end really quickly. A lot of things happened this year, well, nothing much on me but on others that still, affected me quite a bit. And I have to say even if I don't show it much, I really cherish my close friends now, probably bcus I'm getting older and my social circle is getting smaller. When I don't get to see them that often, I miss them quite a lot you know? Esp when I'm in school, it really sucks to have all your friends so far away from you. But this is life, I have to grow up and as long as I know they care for me like how I care for them. Whenever I say this I think about something which I wanted to say something but decided not to, because it's a mindset that I think I should change. On a lighter note, I have my poly clique which I'm really grateful for.

I don't really have one really really close friend that I can call a BFF. But I do have a few/many close friends that I can depend on. I used to think BFFs are overrated and I don't like that term. There's no such thing as forever. But somehow it feels really good to have one. Contradicting myself only eh.

The closest friend I have is probably Jolene, she is someone I really cherish a lot, and I can lose anybody but I absoutely cannot lose her as a friend. Maybe I'm not as important to her as how important she is to me, but if she fall, I WILL catch her. I don't know how to be a good friend, I don't know how to give good advice, but I will listen. I don't say nice things bcus the truth always hurts (HAHA) and I act like I don't give a shit for anything all the time, but I do care. Things changed a lil recently, we're not as close as we used to be but it's alright because things like she's still a very impt friend to me, doesn't change. When Daryl said on facebook, "That's why I drew you two together!" and when Yiquan said isn't it enough to know that someone cares? Yes, it is indeed more than enough.

Oh man this is so les.

Don't stop believing, life has it own ways to tell you it's worthwhile afterall.

2010-10-23T17:17:00.002+08:00

I'm heading out really soon. Meeting them at 6pm @ T3. Haven't been hanging out for awhile so I'm looking forward to it.

Just met up with Alvin, Jolene, Juan and Weizhe for supper @ 85 ystd.
Although it was just a short meetup, but I think we should do it more often.
They're excellent company. Can't wait for X'mas! :)

Shall update more when I have the free time. This week has been on the rocks but hopefully things will get better soon. It will, I believe so.

Afternoon shift tml. SIAN

Sometimes the truth is worthless.

2010-10-19T21:52:00.005+08:00

Ah, life.
School started for me on Monday, and no. It hasn't gone all well.
I did stupid stuffs on the first two days of school. How awesome is that?
Oh well, absolutely no more stupid stuffs anymore this week!
Other than having an annoying POA lecturer, the tutors/lecturers we so far so good.
Still got a couple of lecturers/tutors to meet though, it's only Tuesday.

I'm going karaoke with my SJ peeps tml! Yay! At least I could get some time off.

Anyway, this semester I'm gonna make things work.
I really must work hard so I can choose any elective I want for Year 2.

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If you care, show it. If you love, say it.
Because if you don't, the people you love is gonna walk away from you.
Is it happening to me now?

P/S: My lil sister has to stop listening to Korean songs w/o using the earpiece, it's getting on my nerves.

The only thing constant in life is change.

2010-10-17T03:33:00.002+08:00

The reason why I'm blogging is because I'm waiting for my shows to finish downloading, it's currently at 95.74%. I'm pretty tired though, that's why I decided to d/l the shows and put them in my ipod and I can watch them on my way to work. Morning shift later!

Ohmanxzx, I wonder if anyone ever reads my blog. Oh well~

Why is it still so hard to breathe when I think about you? I hate this so much.
I don't want you in my thoughts anymore.

I really like the Each-A-Cup at Orchard Ion but seriously the queue during weekends and even some weekdays gives me a headache. ):

Yay, 99.73%.

School starts on Monday, 181010, which is tomorrow.
I seriously hope I can wake up on time. /:

It's Autumn.

2010-10-13T17:16:00.003+08:00

So bored so bored so bored.

My new pencil case! Cute right? I actually bought it for my shades but decided to use it as my pencil case instead.

Results for this sem, not fantastic I know. (Opps, I got a lot of FF tabs)

The remaining holidays are damn boring. I'm starting school next week and my working schedule is packed from Thursday all the way till Sunday till school reopens on Monday~ YAY~ How great?

Actually my great grandma just passed away on Monday. I didn't get to go to her funeral until Tuesday. It's kinda sad to see how thin she became bcus of how sick she got. She used to be so strong, but people get old, and when sickness catches up on us, things like death.. is inevitable. I teared when I saw her lying in the coffin but I didn't really want to show it. Anw, I'm heading to the funeral later with my family when my dad gets home.

Today is my Mum's b'day, but we can't celebrate it bcus we have to head to the funeral.
But anyway, HAPPY B'DAY MUM! I really love you. :)

1) The shows I'm watching bores the hell outta me and I got no new shows to watch.
2) I'm getting really depressed bcus I'M EFFING BORED OF THE HOLIDAYS. I.GOT.NTH.TO.DO. AND MY FRIENDS ARE ALL BUSY WITH THEIR OWN STUFFS.
3) I got a pretty bad timetable. But it's good in some ways. Okay, not really complaining bout the timetable, I think it's fine to me.
4) How did things become like that? I thought things wouldn't change much, but I guess it did.

P/S: I got a new hair colour! :)

Stay the same.

2010-10-08T00:32:00.002+08:00

I love this tattoo, it looks damn cool.

Dorothy, Leon and Andre came to ton over at my place last night.
Play Uno with vodka forfeits and monopoly deal.
Seriously, I don't know is it that I'm not fated to play card games/mahjong, or I'm just pure stupid.
I lose so much when playing games like this.
Argh, oh well.

Seriously, this week I have all my weekdays free from but it's the most boring week ever.
I mean I got to go out once or twice with the clique and other friends, but it wasn't really enough.
This holiday is damn boring other than my Phuket trip.
Sigh, sorry for being so whiny.

Expect less out of life and actually Live more of it. Not the other way around.

2010-10-02T20:58:00.002+08:00

Life life life life.

You know it's always like that, you start blogging again, then you get addicted to it once again then it dies down after awhile and then the cycle goes on.

I went to work at 9 but the crowd was crazyyyyyyy. My hands never stop moving until my break.

Today:-

9-3: Work like crazy
3- 3.30: Break
3.30- 4: Work happily (HEHE) & end of work. (YAY)

I know it sounds awesome. But the thing bout morning shift is that time passes very quickly compared to afternoon/evening shifts.

Heading to supper with my colleagues after their/my work, I think it's becoming a thing I do regularly now and I really enjoy the times with them you know with the gossips and random topics. They are the reason why I haven't quit my part-time job after so many months.
Time flies, 2 more months mark the 1 year anniversary of working @ Rubi Ion.

Me and Nicole decided to skip supper this week but just now when I'm home tired and thinking bout some stuffs, Abrie called me from the store and decided we should just go for supper this week. THAT GIRL. TSK

Almost forgot to post this.

Till later!

Because maybe, you just decided you don't care anymore.

2010-10-01T01:16:00.006+08:00

Streets of Patong at night.

Trip to Phi Phi Island!

I love this picture so much, thanks to Iris.

Really have to thank Iris for being there, thanks for everything. :)

This is Bliss, and me!

I know I look cute in shades right? :)

I decided to start blogging again. Failed attempt to create a livejournal account. My tumblr username, beyondhappiness is taken in livejournal. So I just have to switch back to blogger instead. I wanted to change my url/create a new blog but I can't find anything suitable for the time being, so just wait till I get an inspiration for a new blog name. :)

I'm so exhausted today. I want to go to bed but I don't want to sleep so early and I want to finish my book. Oh well, I can't finish my book by today. Heh.

So anyway, the Phuket trip was beyond awesome. It's such a fabulous place and I'd definitely go there again if I get a chance. The sea, sun, sand, sky, people, food, shopping and everything is just great. It's just a pity that I'm so scared to snorkel. There was something wrong with my dig cam on the last day, and I didn't take a lot of pictures because Bliss took most of the pictures. HAHA and when I look at the photos taken using my cam, I realise how breathtaking they are. Phuket is such a beautiful place.

I used to not appreciate it when people make cards for me, but nowadays I wish someone'd make me one.. I don't make cards for people cuz I suck at it, like really really suck at it. Probably why no one makes me one I guess, OH WELL. HAHA.

Random:-
I want to change my blogskin, soon.
I'm super lazy to use photobucket so I just used the blogger uploader instead so that explains why the pictures appear smaller than usual.
Thinking bout how lazy I'm, I wonder how long can this regular update thing last.
I want to go to Taiwan again! I'm so ready for another overseas trip.

You are amazing, just the way you are.

2010-07-23T00:44:00.003+08:00

You know actually deep down inside I'm wishing that something big happens.
But I don't want to be the one creating it.
I want to feel appreciated by others for once.
Well, I know it probably won't happen, I sorta guessed it.

It'd be the same'ol same'ol I guess.

"Sometimes you can’t get back what’s lost & sometimes that’s the way
it’s supposed to be."

2010-07-13T20:39:00.003+08:00

These few weeks have been packed with projs and more projs.
Microecons report is due next monday and we just freaking started.
My biz stats proj presentation was kinda screwed due to some.. reasons which makes me really pissed off just thinking bout' it.

It's been real long since I last blogged isn't it?
Life isn't awesome at the moment but I don't think it'd be anytime soon.
I should stop slacking, but I say that all the time, but I still slack.
SLACK SLACK SLACK

XINYI YOU SHLD DIE.

2010-06-15T23:58:00.003+08:00

I think I need a dream.

Random thoughts post, again:-
Staring at the blank page of my new blog post, I start thinking of what I should write in this lil space of mine.

Constantly remind people you love that you love them, bcus they tend to forget.

I want to believe that everything happens for a reason, but life gives me no reason to believe so.

Don't judge pple by where they're from/who they appear to be, life is more than that. When you judge people in this way, it reflects worse on you. Because you can never see more into the person's beauty and their talent.

That day I showed my friends your fb and even though you're not cute, I dreamt of you that night. A nice and sweet dream that I wish'd come true. I'm not falling for you right?

Tomorrow will be a better day, right?

I miss you btw.

Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

2010-06-05T01:24:00.004+08:00

I went swimming today and I'm happy.
It was a relaxing yet emo week.
But I got over emo.
Life's better when you smile more and rmb what you still have by your side.

I finished all my major tests by Tuesday because my timetable packed the important modules on monday and tuesdays. Like sardine.
I spent the rest of the week, slacking.
I learnt something but let's say it wasn't a fantastic experience.
I gave in. But it doesn't matter anymore.

My friends are enjoying their holidays now but I'm still stuck with one more 5 mins formal speech presentation, 6 shifts of work, projects, and MCQ test next week.
I think the holidays will be packed with projects and work.

Oh,

Happy B'day, Demas Tan! :D

Tag Replies:
Jolene: Yea yea yeaaaaaaaaa

Make life worthwhile, because you can.

2010-05-25T23:00:00.003+08:00

Life's a struggle.
Deal with it.

You can do it.
I can do it.

Every single day in your life, you come up with a question for yourself.
It could be the disastifaction in your life, simpler ones like what to do, where to eat, what to do.
Every single question raised leads to who you are and where you stand now.

Today my question was, "What do you truly want in life?"
which I continue to question myself everyday, whether I'm doing the correct thing in life, is it what i truly want?

I got no answer.

Your eyes, your specs, your hair. I like them all.

2010-05-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

Fabulous song.
Angels Cry- Mariah Carey feat. Ne-Yo.

True love’s a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Come on babe can our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon make it right
I’m on the edge just trying to survive
As the angels cry

Living less
I'm present kind of love
Couldn’t have guessed it
Would just up
And disappear in a whirlwind

Waiting for a glimpse of the suns light

2010-05-02T01:14:00.002+08:00

Because we all tend to forget.

Now I know how it feels like to drag yourself to work. Even if it's just for the 4 pathetic hours.
I wish I finished my AFA tutorial 2 before heading to work, at least it'd make me feel less guilty.

I went to One Fullerton's Starbucks for a short study session with Angela.
(Damn lazy to post the photos, heh.)
Really disappointed by the speed I do things and how easily distracted I can be.
I must not forget my goal for this year.
I must not forget my goal for this year.
I must not forget my goal for this year.

I want to prove to everyone that I can ace my studies as well.
My life now is filled with school work + work @ Rubi + a little time for myself + a little time for my friends and soon it'd add on CCA as well.
I don't really have time to read manga like I used to, watch dramas like I used to, and catch up with the dramas eps I've been missing.
My favourite manga updated 5 chapters and I haven't even finish reading the updated chapters.
But somehow, this feeling is fulfulling you know? It's like you lead a busy life, it's like you don't waste your life away. Even though there are some things that I've to give up, but this was how I want my poly life to be.

Oh, anyway, No problem Angela, anytime.
Rant anytime you want. :)

It actually makes me happy when someone say that the things you reblog @ tumblr is good.
It's nice when people praise you once in a while. It makes you feel appreciated.

A lot of people are shocked that I joined NYP's Symphony Orchestra.
I guess the explaination will be, I always wanted to join band in secondary school but I didn't because I thought that I'd need to have some music background.
And ever since I watched Nodame Cantabile, I was inspired by how amazing a symphony orchestra can be. And so anyway, I'm really excited for strings practice to start. I'd be playing the Viola!

Have the urge to buy books again. Esp when it's $9.70 @ HMV.

Bear with me, short posts always turn long. Heh.

TAG REPLIES:-
Chenxinyi: Yes yes, quit quit. Hah.

2010-04-19T20:46:00.005+08:00

Estee & Me. Probably the best SM ever.

That day Estee left Rubi Ion for Parkway was probably the saddest day of my whole 6 mths in Rubi. Honestly, I no longer have the energy I used to have during work. Thinking of quitting already. It'd be really soon I guess? When I really can't handle school/work/life altogether, it'd be time I leave Rubi. But I really enjoyed the days with the awesome people in the store. They made work fun for me, until....... SIGH.

So here's another proper update (Yayyyy!), since it's the first day of school. I should be nice and update right? Hah.

My classmates smsed me this, which I find really funny.

hi friends! this is YONGQIAN, or you can call me YQ FOR SHORT. Yes, I know. You must be wonering now, "Whose this crazy guy who smsed me" so let me refresh your memory abit. i wore a white shirt with black shorts today. "Uh, so many people wearing the same colour! How I know" Okay then, I carry a white sling bag today. "Yes yes! I rmb vaguely but can you be more precise? Sure. I'm wearing an orange crocs and I'm not a shortie at all. "Huh, I still dont know who you are la." Okay i dont have black hair! If you still have no clue.... I cant help you then! Maybe you can scream my name out loudly tomorrow : D Anyways, I hope we could all get along really well. After all, we will be stuck altogether for a year or so so I would appreciate if you could give like a brief introduction of yourself too. Also if you are wondering how I got all your numbers, I'm sorry but I can't because Nicholas told me not too, right Nicholas?

The part on orange crocs made me remember who he is.

They sound like really entertaining people and I hope I could enjoy Year 1 with these awesome people.

Anyw, I hate my hair now. HOW?!

Tag Replies:
Chenxinyi: Thanks. :)
Dor: :) Love you too.
Angela: Hah, yeap yeap. What you said is true what! Hah.

When you look at me, I just wish could read your mind.

(via sgsecrets)

2010-04-08T23:38:00.005+08:00

To someone, this is for you only:-

Honestly, I myself don't know what's the problem.
Why we don't talk anymore? Why this cold war happened more than once?
I want it to be gone but somehow I don't know how to let it just disappear.
I know it's my own problem. But what's the problem? I seriously have no answer to the question.

To anyone of whom it may concern:-
And I know my attitude sucks, but if you don't tell me what's my problem, you think I'd know? You think I won't want to change? Somehow, I'm really sad. What if no one told me..? What if things just go worse? So I'm supposed to lose you all of you?

If there's a problem with me, I'm telling you I want to change. So please do tell me the problem yea. Don't worry, I won't cry, I'd try to control my temper and stop cutting your words and listen to you obediently till the end and see what I can do to improve. But please do understand that I am unable to change overnight, everytime takes time but I'm trying to be a little happier from now on and shake off the nickname of 'Depression'.

Anyway, you know some emotions are really hard for me to express because I'm not a very expressive person. I think I everytime express myself in the wrong way. That's why sometimes when I'm a lil too loud or a lil too direct, most of the time I thought you all understand that I'm just how I'm and I've no evil intentions, most of the time when I get agitated easily it does not mean I'm pekchek or angry even if I look like that.. Most of the time I'm not pekchek, I thought it sounded like a joke. ><

I think.. the days where I'm in good mood are too little that everyone only rmb me as being the lil pissed off queen. Hehe.

I don't know if you all know but when I don't talk sometimes.. it's not that I'm giving attitude, it's either I'm really tired (and I get tired really easily so.. the chances of me talking and in a happy face = very rare chance to see) or either I don't feel like talking or I don't feel comfortable. It's not like I want to have a sulky face all the time, it's in my face, it's in my face, i'ts in my face, I wish I can stop looking so tired and depressed all the time. I got called 'Depression' for a reason.

As for explains for my attitude these days:- Not many know that I was going through a very difficult period during the start of the year till now when things are getting better. The big big big fight at home, the DAE rejections I got, 3 polys rejected me and I was really sad. That day when NP rejected me I cried, because I tot NYP will surely not accept me as well. Everyday I question myself on what if I have to stay in RP, what if I continue to struggle while studying in RP. I know some of you may not see what's the problem in this, but to me it was the days where I got really sad bout every lil thing bcus nothing seem to work well for me. Even work wasn't that enjoyable as the past..

I'm sorry that I kup your phone and not saying bye. Bcus I don't really like to talk on the phone, I like conversations sweet and simple and most of the time I don't say bye because I don't think there's a need to.. (Opps?) Okay, so next time i'd try to wait till you put down the phone alrdy then I put down so there won't be situations like that happening again, and I'd try to be nicer to you on the phone. I'm sincerely sorry bout anyone who I have offended in the past, hope you forgive me and yes, I'd try to improve myself.

你不说，我不懂。

2010-04-07T04:22:00.010+08:00

Yesterday was awesome because:-
1) NYP accepted my DAE application! (Y)
2) Swimming lessons were great, the instructor is so nice and it was fun!
3) Today is.. PAYDAY! 400+ in my acc now! Kaching Kaching!

But.. I lost my black watch at the swimming complex. =/.. Nvm.

You know when I created the previous post I was feeling completely opposite of what I'm feeling now.
I was down, sad and really depressed. About my life and so many lil things that makes me upset
because I was rejected by NP. I thought I won't be able to change schools anymore.
I thought that since NP rejected me, my DAE for NYP'd definetely be unsuccessful.

It's funny because.. even when I'm feeling really down, I wanted to believe miracles do happen.
Everyone's like that isn't it? Everytime when things don't go our way, with that little inch of hope left, you hope that things'd change a little, turn better the next day.
Well, I guess it won't happen everyday, but when you think about your life, it happens.. once in a while isn't it? So I guess that's why some people choose to lead a happy life instead of saying "OH GOD, FML" all the time.

Happy things do happen, miracles do happen (sometimes), when you stop thinking bout how bad your life is and look at the brighter side of life, or even when you think bout the happy times you had, remind yourself constantly how good life was, even when it's already the past. I guess that cheers people up a little.

Everyone struggles with their life.. But some choose to make the best out of it. Growing up and learning along the way is inevitable.

NYP accepted my DAE, it really made me happy. Even though I found out that I'd be in the same course as someone I didn't really like, but it's okay. I believe that it's good enough that I won't need to continue studying in RP since I hate the system so much, even though that, but the campus is really great, the food is awesome too, hah.
So just in case you still don't know, I'm posted to NYP's Business Managment!

I'm elated that I got accepted, but nervous at the same time. I don't know anyone from NYP, even for those that are in the same batch as me, aren't those that I'm really close with. Sigh.. But well, it's like Secondary 1 all over again! And another thing, now that I'm in a business course, I can't help it but to be afraid that I won't like it, and the competition I'm going to face when I start to go out to work. Like Angela said: "It's business, everyone can do it"
I so agree with that. But that day at the store, (although it's totally unrelated to whatever I'm posting) Ginnie once said: "Don't ask so much, just do it"
Yeap, just like the Nike slogan.

I just loveeee this scene! And Justin Long is awesome don't you think? I really like his voice and the way he talks!

Oh, I was watching 'He's Just Not That Into You" because I found it on PPLive and decided to watch it again! It's fantastic. I always loveee that movie, I like the ending, I like the storyline, I like the cast (which is fab btw). Esp. Jennifer Aniston, Justin Long, Drew Barrymore and the list goes on. Ah.. it's just awesome.

And I just found out that "Whip It" (The movie) is directed by Drew Barrymore? WOW.
And OMG, Alvin of Alvin and the Chipmunks were voiced by Justin Long? OMGGGG.

Anyway, I can't wait to watch "Whip It" because Ellen Page is aweeeesome, love her.

“What if you meet the love of your life… are you supposed to let them pass you by?”

—	Mary (Drew Barrymore) from He’s Just Not That Into You

2010-04-04T05:08:00.003+08:00

daijo bu desu ka.
Watashi wa soba ni iru yo.
itsumo.
gome ne. hontou gome ne.

watashi wa hontou tsukareta desu.

(I tried to come up with more phrases but it's kinda hard. HAHA. Time to revise my Japanese agn!)

Most of the phrases should be correct, if I'm not wrong. Except for the first one. :P

I know the romaji sounds wrong but I don't care.
Don't understand? It doesn't matter.
il desu ne.

さようなら, こんにちは! :)

2010-03-31T01:40:00.006+08:00

Ah.. found another song I love.
It's the starting song of a drama I'm watching.
偷心大聖PS男 (The title sounds really dumb I know.)
So anyway, the title of the song is 我是谁我是谁我是谁 by 魔幻力量 aka Magic Power.
No idea why the group name sounds so retarded.

我是谁你是否常常这样问自己
我是谁总是活在別人的期望裡
我是谁是誰又擅自幫你定義了
你是誰只有不是自己才安全

为什么你以为这个世界很美丽
为什么你爱这个世界勝过爱自己
为什么这个世界不給你平等待遇
为什么到底做錯了什么

...

不過就是最普通的的的平凡
诚实做自己有時候很难
但是请你勇敢的试一次看看

无论他们又说什么问言语無法伤害我
世界上只有一个我沒人能代替的我
无论他们又做什么小动作無法打敗我
我知道自己是最美丽的
The most beautiful

...
会不会你常常都觉得力不从心
会不会堅持要做自己太危险

憑什么难道比较特別就是不对
憑什么先下了注解在认识之前
憑什么只不过想认真的活一遍
憑什么隨便就把人定罪

...
我就是我你就是你认真做自己的人最美丽

Tag Replies:
Yanteen: Agreed! Thanks. :D

2010-03-28T00:41:00.004+08:00

We all want a chance to love, you know?

This song has really meaningful lyrics, look at it. Even if the song is meant for couples. But, doesn't it reflect on you as well? Little hings like.. life? Things like.. why do people always wait till they lose smth and start regretting? Because I know one thing for certain, no one wants a sad ending, isn't it?

我们是不是变得太懦弱
该面对的时候掉头就走
我们坚持什么要的是什么
为何烙了一身伤口

我们是不是变得太薄弱
该解救的时候却一再沉沦
本来相濡以沫却变成寂寞
我们都有错
再见还是朋友
我们却连个问候多年后才开口
咖啡店里你看起来似乎过得不错
可是为什么说着说着
眼泪开始坠落

我们是不是变得太执着
该快乐的时候铐上枷锁
像夜行的班车我们各奔西东
安静的消失在夜空
假如分开会是一种解脱
为何直到现在还不断回头
本来相濡以沫却变成寂寞

我们都有错- 张栋梁

--

Stole this from Abrie's blog. (Thanks ah lian!)

A boy gave a challenge to his girlfriend to live a day without him. No communications at all and he said that if she passed it, he’ll love her forever. The girl agreed. She didn’t text or call him the whole day, without knowing that her boyfriend had only 24 hours to live because he’s suffering from cancer. She excitedly went to her boyfriend’s house the next day. Tears fell as she saw her boyfriend lying on the coffin with a note on the side saying, ‘You did it, baby. Now, can you do it everyday? I love you.

(via 472239364)

--
Tiring day! Had Ajisan with my mum @ TM, shopped ard, shoes from Mitju and bottom from Uniqolo. Headed to White Sands, got my Dengeki Daisy Vol. 1, (yay, now my collection is complete! I've vol. 1 to 5!)

Then went to meet Yanteen to pay the movie tickets for Xuelin's b'day celebration later, YT reached MS lateeeee. Dropped by Citylink Mall's Rubi to pay Syima a visit, she was heading for break and we chatted while she eat, miss her alot man! ):
Walked ard aft getting the tickets, got a watch and bobby pins for myself. Rly like the watch, spending 10 million years in the same store till I got a lil headache was totally worth it, HAHAHA.

The saddest part of the day: I headed to the airport to send my maid off, she's going home to Philipines. No longer hiring anymore maids, so we just have to live our life w/o one. Man, I'm reallllly gonna miss her. Sigh.

--

Why did I decided to blog? It was really random, I thought of the song lyrics so I decided to post it up.

--

Cherish it, I know you will. Just wanna say, I'm rather envious of a chance you got. :)

I don't know what I want.

2010-03-25T00:42:00.003+08:00

I downloaded COLOR's album quite some time ago, but didn't really pay attention to their songs. But today, I realised that they're really good, even though it seems like they ain't that popular. But whatever, I still like them.

COLOR- M Right.

我问女孩　她心裡早有了M Right
我们谁都不该再为难　成全就是爱
回忆永远都在

Another song, which is also very nice. From the drama, Black and White aka 痞子英雄
放逐愛情- 解偉苓

想不透我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择让步

“Your face, the way you talk; I hate how much I still love them"

2010-03-23T03:12:00.001+08:00

In short, I'm sorry I'm like that.

People say, "Life is like a bed of roses."
Well, indeed.
The catch? Roses come with thorns- that can hurt you at the most unpredicted timing.

2010-03-08T04:27:00.004+08:00

(credits to edzwashere, tumblr)

I decided to move on.
The last few weeks I realise that I no longer have anymore lingering feelings.
Stay happy and keep your passion for whatever you like to do and make it burn like fire.
It's amazing you know, the amount of things you can do with passion.
You showed me how amazing you can be, even w/o you yourself realising it.
You should be proud of yourself.

Turn "I can't" into "I can" and pretty soon it'll be "I did"...
(The Daily Love, Twitter)

I'm a very straight forward person, I say what I've, even if it hurts you. It's not that I don't care, it's just that I think it's for the best. I don't know how to put it, maybe honesty is indeed the best policy. I'm glad that there are people who accept me for who I'm, that makes me grateful that I ever have them in my life.

I initially planned a two lines blog entry, it turned into a 15 lined one.

Right now, this moment, this second, my only wish is to see you again at 313, bcus when it happens, the joy is just.. overwhelming.

Every part of this entry isn't in any order, because they're all sudden, random thoughts.

Tag Replies:
Jolene: You did!

"I'll probably never forget you." (from some manga, forgot which one)

2010-02-28T01:06:00.006+08:00

Mitch Albom was in SG last week. And I was there! Got his signature on his latest book, "Have a Little Faith"

So this was what happened. I ended work at around 7 so I went to eat dinner and walk around and head to Kinokuniya; like I always do, then I saw that there were alot of people crowding at one area of the bookstore, and just so happen to see Mitch Albom there! OMFG.

I was super happy to see him, even though he's not my favourite author, but his books are good, and I read all his books except for his latest one.

So me being the crazy self, I went to buy his latest book so that I can get his autograph.
While waiting I was sofreakingbored that I could just sleep there.

Waiting for some stranger to email me the picture I took with the author.
I know the picture quality kinda suck, it's bcus it's taken with my phone.

Forgot to take a picture of the autograph on the book itself, hah.
This happened on Thursday.

--

Yesterday was Saturday and I headed to 1 Caramel with Jolene, Rash's workplace.
Kinda last minute decision, but no regrets, bcus that place's good.

Don't focus on Jolene. She's just an extra in the picture. :)

Tea-ramisu

Didn't really like my own drink, But I loved Jolene's drink.

The cakes were good, and I really want to try this pinkish looking strawberry cake, even though I don't really like strawberries. I'm starting to like them, every since my mum bought this Korea strawberries home, they were so sweet and nice.
Don't worry mango, I still love you.

The sofa was really comfortable, one of the main reason why I didn't wanna leave. Hee.
Chitchats, cakes and coffee. Great night, even when Jolene find fault in everything she eats/drinks.

--

Okay since my blog is back, next time I shall update a post with some Universal Studios pictures and CNY's. Since FB sucks, can't upload pictures all the time.

Going to Lock's dance compeition later @ Vivocity!
All the best to him and his dance team, because they're aweeeesome. :D

Time for a miracle. (yellow seems like a better colour than blue in contrast with my bg colour.)

2010-02-09T02:44:00.004+08:00

I've been really stressed out recently, bcus of some stuffs.
I realise there's no one I can really depend on nowadays.
Everyone've their own problems too.

Sigh, I need to wake up at 0730, and it's already 0250.
What's wrose is that, there's a UT later at 1100.
What am I doing..
I'm so screwed.

Hooked on reading Reader's Digest recently.
Subway later for breakfast before UT.

4 more UTs to holidays.

This hurdle is one that I've been trying to cross since forever, but when can I fully have the ability to?

2010-02-02T15:38:00.003+08:00

Blair and Chuck. You can never get enough of them. :)

Sorry for not updating much.
Doesn't make a difference anyw.
@ Downtown East's mccafe, because I skipped classes with Xylia.
And Estee just told me my shift got cut. ):
SIGH. I'm happy that my shift got cut because I'm really tired, but shift cut = less pay. BOO.
5 more days to pay day.
Bet it's gonna be less than 200 dollars, GOD.

Oh, that day when I just happen to browse through blogs and I saw from Huimin's blog about this poster that Boys Like Girls came to SG on 27th Jan! AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW.
FUCK MAN, I don't even know! It just makes me sad and pissed for missing their performance! Booo. ):
Thinking bout it just makes me sad, I really do like BLG you know, ARGH.

XYLIA SOONG IS A SICK PIG.

"I will seal your darkness."- Ul.

2010-01-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

Anw, today's a happy day.
Like really really happy.
I'm happy.

Superficiality, part of human's nature eh? Totally.

2010-01-14T01:10:00.003+08:00

Stay strong.

I should probably just listen to them, I did fine. At least I passed, right?
Other than disappintment, there should be anticipation I guess.

No more tears, no more sadness, I'm gonna look forward, hoping for the best.
It's not the end of the world.
Just gonna let fate decide itself.

I want to sleep early but I don't think it's possible for me.

I wish you're more than just a eye candy to me, looking forward to seeing you on Friday.
At least I hope.

已经太疲惫的自己还是要坚強的自己如此脆弱卻又真实的存在 .

2010-01-12T00:24:00.003+08:00

Me and Jolene, having this interesting conversation. :P
This happens when you can't think of an excuse to skip work.

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*i tell you you're so gonna draw take the money from
oh jojo ~ says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*damn (Y)
T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*the cheque

oh jojo ~ says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*I think so too LOL

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*i acc you to bank early
*or you go yourself
*i slp at home
*:P
oh jojo ~ says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*come with me la
*i scared they cheat me sia
*i damn gullible

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:19 AM. Ryuu~):
*i scared my parents angry i skip sch
*_|_

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:20 AM. Ryuu~):
*lol but i dun care lah
*i tell them i v late slp
*lol

oh jojo ~ says (12:20 AM. Ryuu~):
*will they throw you laptop away

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:20 AM. Ryuu~):
*say you eat mcspicy then stomach pain tml
*IT ALWAYS HAPPENS

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:21 AM. Ryuu~):
*or must acc your sis go make IC
*LOL!!!!

oh jojo ~ says (12:21 AM. Ryuu~):
*that one damn lame leh.

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:21 AM. Ryuu~):
*LOL i know
*but damn funny
*and useful kay

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:22 AM. Ryuu~):
*or maybe your mum wanna renew passport but she cant read eng
*then she want you to go with her
*ICA building is such a freaking good place
*for excuses
oh jojo ~ says (12:22 AM. Ryuu~):
*...
*can ask for chinese de -.-

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:23 AM. Ryuu~):
*rly uh?
*LOL!
*OKAY
*erm
*your mum
*duno how to go ICA building
oh jojo ~ says (12:23 AM. Ryuu~):
*....
T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:26 AM. Ryuu~):
*say
*your mum too depressed with your O's results
*say ban you from going out for one day
oh jojo ~ says (12:27 AM. Ryuu~):
*going out and working is diff
*U SUCK LOL

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:27 AM. Ryuu~):
*going out to work LAH

oh jojo ~ says (12:27 AM. Ryuu~):
*tell my boss
oh jojo ~ says (12:28 AM. Ryuu~):
*i flunked my o, kinda depressed
*if u dont give me off
*i will probably kill customers
*Give Me My Off
*Fucker
T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:29 AM. Ryuu~):
*damn funny lah
*i posting this on my blog
oh jojo ~ says (12:29 AM. Ryuu~):
*LOL
T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:32 AM. Ryuu~):
*aiyeah
*JUST SAY
*YOU STOMACH PAIN
*O'S RESULTS TOO GOOD GO EAT SEOUL GARDEN THEN MORN WAKE UP STOMACH PAIN

oh jojo ~ says (12:35 AM. Ryuu~):
*LOL
*said, Bossi, i spammed mac spicy.

T. Xinyi. 電撃デイジー. says (12:36 AM. Ryuu~):
*if im the boss,i'd probably scold you stupid

There are people in life that makes me happy.

2010-01-06T22:37:00.002+08:00

Time, let it stay.

School's getting boring!
If nothing goes wrong, I'd get my pay tml! :D
Felicia called me down for work just now, but I couldn't go down today because I had to study for Maths UT tml.

I'm gonna come back later, and think bout what to post later.
Okay, after watching 100% Entertainment feat. Khalil Fong and Jam Hsiao, I decided to post bout Khalil Fong.

I tell you, Khalil Fong and Jam Hsiao is a fabulous duo.
They have great chemistry, but of course, they're not gay. :p

Timeless (Album)

I love Khalil Fong/方大同! He sings fabulous English songs for a Chinese.
Probably because he grew up in Hawaii.
He so cute with his specs.
The covers he did for Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You and 红豆 are my fav.
One of my fav songs are Sing Along Song (English), My Heart Will Go On (Live Duet) and some of the chinese songs.
He's a very unique artist, in his own ways.

It's hot chocolate.

Isn't it cute? Lol, it's really nice too! Esp. on a colddd day. The girl at the counter brewed it and drew smth like a bear on it for me, so sweet can. :)

These few days, I had a conclusion, Life's complicated eh?
Alot things happened ard me in these recent weeks, be it to me or not.
I just think that life is not as simple afterall.
The responsibilities that we hold are getting heavier, like I said before.
I'm turning 18 soon, time flies eh? It's like it was just ystd when I turned 12.
There's nothing we can do bout time running.

Damn freaking pissed now.
I got B+ for Cognitive! 2 more marks to A okay, arghhh.

Maths UT2 tml.
Wish me luck, hope I won't fail.

My head is spinning. Ahhh.

Oh, Check out this remix song, it's really good.

P/S: BOYS LIKE GIRLS ROCKS MY SOCKS. WOO. (Y)

One day, someone is going to walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.

2010-01-04T01:26:00.002+08:00

Keep it natural.

Well, I figured that when you blog more, you'd rmb things that you did more.
So I guess part of me wants to stop being lazy in order to rmb what I actually did this year.
Let's hope I keep it up, hahahah, whatever.

So, today I got myself a new phone, with my dad's plan for Singtel to be exact.
SE Xperia X1, it's hell lots of functions and I think I don't need so many of them, but it's pretty nice phone, I wish it came it white as always, but the great great thing is that I can read manga on the go now! Plus it has MS Words/Ppt/Excel (Mobile), plus WiFi. Sounds pretty awesome eh? :)

I just wish it won't die on me like my previous phone did. After trading in my stupid ass phone, it costed me $108, which I offered to share with my dad, half the amt each person.

Geez, I don't wanna go to bed bcus when I open my eyes, it'd be time for school.
I know I sound like a kid, but I just.. have my reasons why I don't like to go to school now.
If only it was Sem1, I'd have more motivation then I've now. ):
Plus I got work later at 6.30pm, and E.D UT the next day, fabulous!
I haven't even studied for E.D UT yet.

Okay, gotta do smth before sleeping.

Why are all my posts this long? Dang, I don't think anyone'd have the patience to ever finish reading the whole post anw.

The sound of your breathing when you're close to me.

2010-01-02T03:06:00.010+08:00

Christmas'09!

Okay, enough of me!

Epic but nice right? Hah.

This is damn retarded, look at my face! LOL MAN.

Best pictures that made me laugh like mad.

Damn funny I know.

Now this is why I love Lock's new Samsung camera so so much! It rocks.
The quality of the pictures may not be the best, but I think it's bcus the resolutions of the pictures on fb were pretty small. But the shutter speed and the ability to capture photos, this camera is truely awesome.

Everyone shld skip this wordy post, it doesn't concern you anw.

The time now is 3:06AM, it's saturday, 2/1/10.
When I write the date like this, it makes me feel like we're in Year 1000 (well, I wish)
Hahaha, okay crap, whatever.

I changed my mind bout blogging, didn't want to blog in the first place, but I still did.
2010, a year with smth to expect, finishing up Year 1 at RP, hopefully heading to TP.
I didn't rly set any new year resolutions this year, bcus half the time I forget bout them.

HAPPY 2010! Even though I'm one day late.
Well, this is the point whr pple make summaries bout what they did in 2009.
But due to my super short term memory, I couldn't rly remember much of it.
Be it good or bad, 2009 is history now, spending one whole sem with a lovely bunch of pple, W14B which I'm truely thankful of, bcus they made school fun for me.

Last year, I learn bout true friends that stay by your side, bcus of the changes in their lives, yours too.
Last year, I learnt how much I love some of my friends that I want to keep in years to come.
Last year, I had a big tiff with my 2nd sister which made our r/s gone really bad and it still isn't that fabulous now.
Last year, I changed. I learnt how to hide more of my real feelings.
Last year, I learnt that my emotions are like a book, yeap. This easy to read.
Last year, I found out how tedious it can get when you can't get along well with your new class.
Last year, I realise.. my parents aged. And I hate it how dependent I'm on them, how dependent I'm on my sisters, and even my maid. I hate myself for being such a loser all the time, everyone in the family normally compromise with my demands. I'm truely a horrible person.
Last year, my overall r/s improved with my family, esp with my mum, other than being so dependant, I realise I've been telling her everything that I could share which makes me feel happy.
Last year, I realise my dad is alot like me, character and temper wise. He loves to share when he find that you and him have smth in common, but loves to do things on his own, when he's quiet it means that he has alot on his mind. He has a rly bad temper when he can't find his stuffs, and look for his stuffs with his mouth more than his eyes and hands, just like me. He's a vv good fren to his frens, a great bro to his frens, that's pretty unlike me, I'm.. not a rly good fren, ha. I wish my dad's my brother instead. But I love him just the way he is.
Last year, I had a few crushes but they died down eventually.
Last year, I found myself envious of those who found another half, but truely happy for them.
Last year, I grew fatter when everyone is slimming down.
Last year, I had to chiong for O'lvl maths agn, but if there's ever a second chance to make it, pls make it work this time.
Last year, I got to work at a couple of places like Robinsons Expo, Rubi Ion (still working!); I have fabulous collegues, and fun at work.
Last year, I realise I spent too much of my parents' money and still spending like there's no end.
Last year, I went to Taiwan, which was totally fabulous.
Last year, I found this manga that I'm totally in love with and still not getting sick of it at all, Dengeki Daisy.
Last year, I realise.. we're no longer kids, we have more responsibilities on hand and pple expect more from us. I know my dad actually wants me to take of more of the family, bcus I'm the eldest amongst my sister, but I know he's keeping his stress to himself and not telling me any of it at all, I'm just a immature kid.
Last year, I constantly remind myself that I don't need help from anyone, when actually I do need it in some areas just that I refuse to ask, thinking that I can handle it when I couldn't.

I can't believe I blogged so much about my family which I normally do not share much about.
I'm surprised myself.
These are actually my most inner reflections I made, like today.
Sigh, what the fuck am I doing to my life?!

I didn't want to blog bout last year, but the memories just keep coming back.
When I was thinking bout whether 2009 was a good year, I smiled.
Does this indicate that it was a good year? I guess maybe, it was, I don't know.

2010, something new, everyday is smth that will be filled with surprises.
I shld probably just face it with all I've eh?
One thing I rly want to do this year, during my dad's birthday, I'm gonna foot the bill solely for my family when we go dine @ Oasis.

Anyway, enough of the stuffs that made me a lil teary.

I met with Jonathan along with Demas and co. ystd(Fri)
These sweet pple waited for me to knock off from work before we went for dinner at Far East Plaza together. :D
Walked ard, got tickets for Alvin and the chipmunks 2 for today (Sat), then we headed to Esplande! The view on the roof was great.

Getting tired, plus I'm going out later.

I got smth to say.

I'm so sorry but I hate Kpop.
This sudden craze that caught everyone so into Kpop is ridiculous.
I understand if you like DBSK, bcus even they're sound good, even to me, a anti-kpop-er.
So far it's the best Kpop group ard.
But come on man, just with some vv dumb but catchy songs, like SHINee's Ring-ding-dong and SNSD's Gee.
Or trying to sing Chinese songs when you can't even pronounce the words properly? -.-
Or some dumb songs like Nobody by Wondergirls when you can't even pronounce the word 'You', it sounds like 'Chu' okay. -.-
And SS501's Love like this- it's 'Love' not 'Lub'. -.-
Just bcus you all are pretty/handsome and bcus you can dance rly well is what making your album sell okay.
And hell to the BOF craze that tone down a lil now, I see Kim Hyun Joon (I duno how to spell his name lah) and Lee Minho on every Taiwan and SG mag some time ago, and up till now, they're still on the covers of Taiwan mags when I see them at Kino.
Major turnoff okay.

I'm just ranting, no personal attacks to anyone, seriously.
At the most it was just a trigger.

It's 4.24AM now.

P/S: I'm getting my pay soon! (Y)(Y)

Tag Replies:
Xylia: -.- I dun need everyone to know that I say that all the time. (Actually I rly don't) And this is your crazy obession so keep it to yourself.
Iris: You know what? When I look at Lock's fb album you look happy in every single jumpshot man! LOL.
C.Xinyi: LOL, IJ YOUR LOVE MAH.

I'm so addicted to the song from my previous post, OMG.

蔡旻佑 你看不到的天空!


Today's effort, tomorrow's reality.

2009-12-28T03:29:00.003+08:00

So next time you cry must notice whether is it left or right, to determine if you're sad/happy. xD
Jk lah, it was supposed to be smth interesting.

Opps. Credits to Lock. LOVE this picture, btw. (BUT I WANT ALL THE PICTURES, LOCK! SEND THEM TO ME/UPLOAD THEM TO FB, TY~ :P)

A couple of reasons why I stopped blogging.
1) Ever since I came back from Taiwan, looking at the large number of photos I uploaded to my computer, I got rly lazy to upload them on fb, bcus it just keeps failing! Asssss.
2) Okay, actually reason no.1 has nothing to do with why I stopped blogging. xD
3) When I got back from Taiwan, I know that I'm ought to post pictures and blog bout my Taiwan trip, actually I jotted down a rough idea of my whole trip, but I got lazy.
I will post the photos, someday, well... I don't know exactly when, maybe never.
Wahahaha!

So, I spent my x'mas with the bunch of crazy pple above.
I love how I spent every x'mas with them, and this yr's x'mas is especially memorable.
We had
1) gift exchange, I got Shu Hui's gift! :D
2) interesting chit-chat sessions, one of my favourite part of this gathering, I just love it how we can still chat so much when we haven't met in such a long time.
3) we played with fire crackers, took alot of photos, with Lock's new awesome camera! I love his new camera!
4) Played a lil, (only a lil) of mahjong, but I didn't win any rounds at all. T.T
5) We drank, a lil.
6) We even had a log cake. So x'masy eh? :)

I just want to spend the remaining number of x'mas with them, be in 5, 10 or 20 years.
Thanks guys, you all seriously made this x'mas totally worthwhile.

Plans for this week:-
Lunch/Study session with Xylia and C.Xinyi, 28/12 (Today)
W14B Gathering on Tuesday, 29/12
Work (30/12-1/1)
I'm certain that I'd definitely have more plans to come, hah.
I want to watch movies, Avatar, Sherlock Homes, and Chipmunks!

Okay crap, it's 3.48AM in the morning, and I'm meeting Xylia and CXY at 12 @ e-hub.
I better turn in soon.

DANG. I STILL GOT 3 MORE UT PAPERS TO TAKE. BOO-HOO.

Ciassu.

我在你看不到的天空  
看著灿烂的烟火 
这城市孤单的人只有我
  - 蔡旻佑 你看不到的天空
(It's a very catchy slow song, it's now my new fav.
check out the mv, I love how cute Guigui is in that MV!)

2009-11-28T02:18:00.001+08:00

Bon Voyage.

In a few hours time I'd be flying to Taiwan.
Rly excited.

So.. see you guys in 7 days time.
Bye!

Happy B'day YIQUAN! :D

Because I know that I'm a really lucky kid.

2009-11-27T01:27:00.003+08:00

Just a short short post.
Need to get back to packing my stuffs cuz I'm sleepy.

Had a great day with Angela, Iris, Huiting, Yanteen, Xueling and Kenneth.
Astons, Daiso, Cotton On, Starbucks.
Happy B'day in advance, Yiquan and Iris! :)
Esp Yiquan, sorry I couldn't celebrate your b'day with you.
As for Iris, at least we had a celebration in adv.
LOVE YOU ALL. :D

HAPPY BELATED B'DAY, JON! :)
Sorry for the late wishes.
Have to take this time to thank you for the encouragement you always give me. :)
May your dreams come true and all the best for your exams!
Jiayouuu! :D

想念的简单让这星空好像特别灿烂
幸福很短却浪漫

2009-11-25T14:12:00.003+08:00

crowded streets, empty hearts.

It's been awhile since I last blogged.
This week has been kinda busy for me, bcus it's a pretty short week.
Got quite a number of stuffs to do, busier in school also, plus loads of stuffs happening.

Things to do includes:
1) Print notes to study during the Taiwan trip, bcus when I come back Physics UT is gonna start shortly.
2) Start reading The Time Traveller's Wife
3) Finish up my Chinese Paladin' 3
4) Get another legging for the Taiwan trip.
!@#$%^&*(), I can't wear shorts to Taiwan because it's gonna be cold.
5) Pack up for my Taiwan trip.
6) Iris BBQ
7) Get DD volume 5 back from Jolene
8) Finish up my DD volume 4.

Most of the things I need to do is redudant stuffs, hahaha.

I lost my ring this week.
I was damn fucking sad, but I figured there's nothing much I can do about it, so forget it.
Sigh. I miss my ring, bcus it gives me strength in one way or another.
Ahhhhhhhh, I'm gonna stop talking bout it, it makes me sad.

I'm gonna skip school for one week cuz I won't be in Singapore.
How awesome is that? X:
Part of me feels really guilty, but excited as well.
Been skipping school quite alot because of my O'lvl Maths earlier this sem, that's why I'm feeling guilty.

I like my new shampoo~~

I skipped so many stuffs for my Taiwan trip.
6/5 Gathering-cum-lunch, signing my contract with Cotton On, Yiquan's B'day, Jannah's B'day. )):

Just a random thought (I'm filled with random thoughts, lol), I think luck plays a very important part in one's life. I strongly believe in that. But luck isn't everything. Just that luck can be a life-changing factor at times.
Sometimes even when you have already planned out your future and got the ability to not depend on luck, but the best thing that could happen to you is that everything changed in split seconds. Is this fate, or luck? :)
LUCK.

I believe it when pple say, What comes around, goes around，风水轮流转. Is this what we know as karma? Ha.

Tag Replies:
Yanteen: Thanks alot. You take care too.
Dor: You dumb dumb.
Jon: I agreee! Rly like Chang Jin and Jing Tian, hoho~

我只能夠抱緊你的害怕因為我也沒有解答
也許人的心都要被擠壓再透過掙扎去長大

2009-11-23T12:11:00.004+08:00

directions, which is the correct way?

Today's Engineering Design, and it's time we build our prototype.
And it feels so D&T, the sound of filling sucks, I hate it.
Hand functioning torchlight.

Can't wait for this week to be overrrrrrrrrr.
Apologizes for the photos I haven't upload, busy watching Chinese Paladin' 3.
5 more episodes to go. :D

Going to Taiwan in 5 days, excited because I want to take a lil break.
Can't wait for my school holidays too, gonna work work work. :)

Finally spent some time with Dorothy, missed her so much.
Chatted a lil with her, and came to a conclusion.

Things changed.
I'm learning how to spend more time alone and independent.
Alrdy learnt, whose there and whose not.

I promise I'd upload the pictures soon. :)

Tag Replies:
Angela: Why everytime you tag 2 times? HAHAHAH.
chenxinyi: Who wanna miss you! Lol, BHB. x)

One day, someone is going to walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.

2009-11-20T10:10:00.002+08:00

Happy times don't last forever, but just let it remain as it is now.

This few days have been kinda good.
Out of everything, I got to see some shooting stars when I went to see the Meteors Showers with
Jolene, Weizhe and Eric. Although we only got to see a few shooting stars, it wasn't really a wasted trip, I had fun. Didn't take alot of photos, but will post some random photos I took.
P/S: There's no pictures of shooting stars/whatever there is on the sky, because my cam wasn't good enough to capture all these. x)

2nd, I got myself a job @ Rubi, Bugis.
Me and Juan went to the Cotton On/Cotton On Body/Cotton On Kids/Rubi Recruitment Drive for Christmas Casuals and got the job. The results was announced on the spot, in case you're wondering why I know whether I was recruited so early.

Got to choose which outlet to work at, so I choose Rubi, because I always wanted to try selling shoes. But I regret not choosing Cotton On Mega @ Plaza Sing because Khai works there too, and
I think Rubi got few/no guys working, what if it ends up Juan being the only guy working @ Rubi?

Been watching Chinese Paladin' 3 recently @ EP20 now.
Not bad, the special effects are good.

Lol, I'd laugh.

Hell, I miss so many pple,
esp you, out of so many pple, why is that so? =/

Tag Replies:
Angela: Love you, take care tooo~ (:
Chenxinyi: Love youuuuuuu. :D
Jannah: It was a bigggg day! lol.
chenxinyi: Told you it wasn't for you! lol. Zach is always dumb, used to it alrdy. hahahha. I dun like BC!
Kenneth: Yeap, hello. See you sooon~

我不出声, 一直等.

2009-11-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

Why don't you all ever realise?
Nvm nvm. I think I'm so used to it alrdy.
You all can forget bout me, like you all always do.
And I reckon you all would nvr realise that I'm talking bout you all.
Never will.

Sick and tired of everything.
Bye.

2009-11-16T00:05:00.004+08:00

somehow.

Must be the influence, I'm posting in Chinese too. x)

"幸福是被爱的人需要"- 品冠, 无可救药

我渴望拥有的，真的有一天会得到吗?
每一天过这这样无为的生活，幸福该从那里来?
我要的太多了，多的我自己也无法收回。
可是我的欲望，是种罪恶吗?

当你相得到被人所拥有，而你得不到的，
想想那些你有的，但其他人从未得到的吧。
或许这是种自我安慰，但有的是候着一些自我安慰的事，
可以变成生活一种简单，的享受。

Forget what I wrote above, I was in a different mood.

Nobody's life is a walk in the park.
Life is full of choices, (im sorry chen, but this is not against/for you)
but i'm sorry i sorta flare up at you at this time of your life.
I'm worried but worrying won't solve your problems.
I want to make you feel better and tell you I'm here when you need help.
But saying doesn't help, nothing I do is gonna help.
But even when I'm such a freaking useless friend, I want to let you know that I love you.
And if there is anything I can do for you, even if you don't want to, pls force yourself to tell me.
Nothing's gonna help if you bot everything in yourself.
Cry, rant, tell me those things that are troubling you.. please don't let yourself suffer alone..

再也无法想像没有你的鼓励。
I've always wished that somehow my encouragements get to you.
You're a very important person to me, just so you know.

Perhaps the rain nowadays reflects everyone's feelings now- cold.

Forget life.
There's a reason why I'm looking forward to the Taiwan trip this much.

And I need to cut my friggin' fringe.

FUSP, rly. Geez. Go to hell.

Happy B'day, Ying. (:

Whatever it takes.

2009-11-15T21:01:00.002+08:00

Liar Game S2!

Liar Game: The Final Stage (movie), in cinemas @ 060210. Yay~

Liar Game, manga.

Liar Game, manga.

Liar Game is back for seconds! Yay, another anticipating season awaits. ^^
Can't wait for the movie too. x)

Just came back from Seoul Garden (dinner) with my family.
Comms UT tml, ):

If you believe, there's bound to be sunshine after the rain.

2009-11-12T09:54:00.002+08:00

In school now. And crap, there's Mathematics UT tml, and I totally don't have to mood to study because I slept at 4.30AM, and woke up at 5.30AM. How great is that? ._.

I was so sleepy that Zac startedd saying things like im so tired because i went theif catching at night and stupid things like im on drugs. .__.

A few pple skipped class today, so the class's has lesser pple than usual.
I wish our class is "fun-sized" like this all the time, hee. :)

It's okay if my presence doesn't make a difference.

2009-11-09T13:17:00.005+08:00

I'm bored in class. That's why I'm blogging. Engineering Design UT on Wednesday and Maths II on Friday.
I hate E.D. -.- And today happens to be E.D and I got no idea what today's lesson is about.
Congrat me. Yay~

Hee, I heard my fav. song, 我以为-品冠 in Autumn Concerto! So happy.
I'm super addicted to this song- 我爱他- 叮当.

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

From Marcus's blog:

In conclusion, thanks Marcus, thanks. LOL. But anyway, I liked the movie.
I thought it was rather good, interesting storyline and obviously it made me cry.

My tears are free flow, ha. Dorothy told me that there were parts that she wanted to cry, but she didnt, bcus when she turned, I was crying and it makes her wanna laugh more tAhan she wants to cry. .__.

Have to clear the videos I d/led to my ipod.

Jannah's on fb! Like finally right? HAHAH. You see, I even wrote bout you on my blog because it's such a BIG event, don't you think? HAHAHHAHA.
and Jannah, Sponge wins pooh! :D

Is it okay to feel this way?

2009-11-06T09:46:00.003+08:00

I want to visit this place known as Alishan Forest Railway Station (not the one in the picture above)
because everytime I look at the advertisment promoting Taiwan, I think Alishan'd be a really beautiful place. I want to go to Alishan, but too bad it isn't in my Taiwan's trip itinerary.

I decided to find some pictures of Alishan/Alishan Forest Railway Station.

Beautiful isn't it?

Alright, back to lesson.

I HATE THE SIGHT OF YOU.
YOU MAKE ME SICK.
AND ARE YOU LIIKE FREAKING DEAF?!
Z. GO TO HELL BASTARD.

TAG REPLIES:
Jannah: ): Yeapyeap. How bout studying tgt for Maths? (:

"Isn't it obvious? I'd just learn to love everything about you. " -Teru.
Dengeki Daisy CHAP5, pg40

2009-11-05T12:44:00.003+08:00

Rachel梁文音-哭過就好了 (Ending theme song for Roseate Love)

我从来都不说不，不是应为我愿意，是因为我爱你。
我从来都不生气，不是因为我没有脾气，是因为我爱你。
我从来都不哭，不是因为我没有眼泪，是因为我爱你。

You got no idea how much I miss W14B. Until now I sitll can forget what (current)class I'm in.
When pple ask me what class am I in, I rly want to say W14B.
I miss them, so much. Esp singing in class and at least they make me laugh like hell all the time, I'm happy in that class, at least. And the facilitators are fabulous.

But things are not longer that fabulous. I drag myself to class most of the time.
I no longer have the anticipation to have fun with my classmates in class.
I don't hate them, just still not used to it.
And sometimes Ij ust want to emo in class.
Argh, this sucks.

When you delete the 'buts' and 'howevers', the original, most genuine thought would appear.

2009-11-03T09:28:00.003+08:00

I miss everything about this trip.

Everything sucks today.
I had a great start in the morning, I was happy, until I came to class,
on top of everything, there's UT today. Andand,
I miss talking to you, like hell lot. And the encouragement you always gave me.
I was looking thru some stuffs and made me miss you even more.

You made me feel a lil better, thanks.

Damn fucker, are you deaf?

Tag Replies:
Angela: Better call me sooooon! HAHA.

Someone asked me, "Why do you keep loving someone who doesn't love you back? There are tons of fish in the water." I simply replied, "Just because it's also water, would you drink from the sea?"

2009-10-29T00:59:00.003+08:00

I'm so lazy to go to school. You know pple usually get Monday blues.
Now I got Thursday blues. LOL.
It must be because I skipped school for so many freaking days, I'm so in the holiday mood.
And I'm very free from now on.
THAT'S WHY I'M LOOKING FOR A PART TIME JOB. xD
Luckily tml is Cogn, something that I can survive easily..
HAHA. it should be, kinda easily, instead.

I WANT TO PLAY. MAHJONG.
and watch movies too.

I've been dying to watch some movies these few days, didn't have any spare time to watch movies because I was busy studying for my O'lvl Maths.
But now since I'm alrdy so free, MOVIES! MAHJONG! K SESSION! ANYTHING ALSO CAN! LOL.

Sigh, I don't feel like sleeping.

Tag Replies:
chenxinyi: HAHA. Thanks for the encouragement these few days. (:

Every have something/someone that unknowingly motivates you to go on?
I do. Never'd expected it to be someone like that, seriously.
I thought I was crazy, even started doing crazy stuffs.
I laughed at this kinda stuffs in the past, but now it's happening to me.
Is this karma?
But whatever it is, I don't mind, at all.

It feels fabulous, because at least there's smth to keep you going.

2009-10-17T22:15:00.004+08:00

On a short breaking from everything, will be absent from school as well.
I'D MAKE IT HAPPEN, WATCH ME.

ALL THE BEST FOR THOSE WHO ARE TAKING O'S AND OTHER MAJOR EXAMS TOO!
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! :D

Recent Addcition：

Beautiful Lie- 同恩

Goodbye- 郭靜
Although the mv is pretty dumb, but it's a really nice song, I love it.

Goodbye 我不要只用眼神期待
I'm fine 痛不痛我自己去明白
Goodbye 不要沈默那麽的失敗
我想我要我應該　值得精彩

thinking of wanting to see you every morning spoils my plan, a lil.

2009-10-16T09:23:00.003+08:00

I HATE BEING SICK.

IM GONNA PASS MY MATHS O'LVLS WITH FLYING COLOURS.
I WANNA RECOVER.
I WANNA HAVE SOME TOMATO SOUP.

I CAN'T UPLOAD PICTURES, PHOTOBUCKET'S NOT WORKING.
I'M SICK OF SCHOOL.

MATHS ROCKS, YESSSSSSSSSS.

BC I WANNA SEE YOU ):
IM LOSING MY MOTIVATION YOU KNOW, ARGHHH.

TAG REPLIES:
XING JUAN: HELLOHELLO. :)
CHENXINYI: YAHHHHHHHHHH I WANNA SEE HIM UH ):

Every morning I anticipate that moment, that you'd appear in front of me, but the problem now is, I'm forgetting your face..

2009-10-15T14:53:00.002+08:00

lone.

Tired, rly tired.
But I need to endure, rly need to.

the fact that I really miss you when I don't see you is undeniable.

2009-10-13T09:10:00.004+08:00

Gift, it was a gift.

I suddenly thought of you today, about you in the past and the you now.
I miss the old you, although I know that you never treated me as a rly good friend, but
it doesn't matter alrdy, I suppose.

My Communication Skills facilitator is very nice, friendly, funny and super interesting.
I got to know the class more through him, everyone enjoyed the class I supposed. :D

Well, I haven't see BC for 3 days alrdy! ):
Just hope I could see him tml. :D

Tag Replies:
chenxinyi: what what what. I update alot alrdy! Even Jannah says so. :P and I dun want to like him, ):
Jannah: Of course! IM HARDWORKING BLOGGER OKAY. XD
Rash: Next time then I link you! :D

Goodbye 我不要只用眼神期待.

2009-10-11T00:43:00.002+08:00

Around, again and again.

(1) Anyway! I had Pastamania @ Parkway Parade for dinner! With Marcus and Dorothy. So happy that I finally got to drink tomato soup today!
Tomato soup makes me happy. :D And the apple crumble pizza was really good too. (:

(2) And, this two crazy ass always make me laugh like mad. Esp. I got no idea why I laughed so loudly on the bus when Marcus did the eyebrow thing, seriously it was so freaking hilarious. LOL.

(3) I took this screenshot on Friday, while webcaming chenxinyi at home.
It's funny, we webcamed the whole day, in class we kept our webcam on, got home still wanna webcam. xD

(4) Friday wasn't really a pleasant day, but it's alright, I'm looking forward to Monday. (:
So far, school haven't been fabulous, I miss W14B! ):
I'm still uneasy in my new class, but there's nothing I can do about it, just have to bear with it, and the reason why it makes me happy to go to school everyday it's because I get to take 168 every Monday-Friday, hee.
Okay, I know I sound a lil sick. xD

(5) Theresa just called me to go K with her, and some other peeps. She called me at 12AM.
CRAZY, and sing till 5AM in the morning? Lol, spare me. I want to sing, but not when today is a Sunday! Hhas.

(6) Ohyeah, my black roots(hair) disappeared! Used the bubble hair dye last week.
I like my hair colour, although there isn't much of a difference. Hahs.

(7) It's nice to have someone you love ard you sometimes, you know.
I yearn for that kinda thing too, don't you?
Waiting, it was a rly long wait. I know somethings aren't meant to be.

'Even though we both know that our loved ones will never so much as look our way, we can't erase something within us that continues to hope in vain..' - Akatsuki, Vampire Knight.

(8) Xinyi xinyi xinyi, I love my name, don't you?

(9) Wow wow wow. My blog post is filled with random stuffs all the time.
I'm such a random person, haha!

The feeling lingers, and hardly disappears. Am I just trying to deceive myself?

2009-10-08T10:53:00.003+08:00

Just realise I'm blogging everyday, and the reason I'm blogging now is because,
if I don't do smth now, I'd probably just doze off.
I'm very slpy! And Cognitive is super boring.
Scientifical Tales of Love, and we need to explain the term, 'think scientifically'.

Sometimes I feel like telling you that we're put in a TEAM for a reason. .___.

I don't know what's with me! It makes me happy to see you these few days, when I don't even know you. Pls, I don't want to fall for you.

I miss singing in my old class you know, in my old class I can just sing as I want.
But since this a new class, I need to restrain myself from doing crazy stuffs first. :P
But now I got my chance! Rusdy's playing some songs using the classroom's speakers. Yay~

Just came back from lunch, and I realise my appetite is becoming really small.
Don't feel like eating, but eat for the sake of eating. LOL

How is that even possible?

2009-10-07T10:06:00.002+08:00

I decided to blog because I got bored during breaktime(now).
I'm so happy I'm getting my laptop back tml, I hate the dumb slow and heavy school laptop.

Anyway, I lost my wallet ystd. But, I managed to retrieved it. :D
Lucky me, someone found it and returned it to the OSC.
This was how it happened- Saw Yenc at the Woodlands Interchange and took 902 to school together, chatted on the bus, and didn't know I drop my wallet at the RP bus stop.
Someone stopped Yenc at the bus stop and asked if the wallet (which happens to be mine) is hers, then she said no.
The person asked if it was mine, den she said no. I didn't even realised that my wallet's gone until I reached class.
Luckily Yenc told me someone found it, just that the money was gone. But it's alright! I still got my IC, Student Pass and ATM card with me. :)

Another thing,
I'm wondering if you can like someone you see on the bus, not everyday, only occasionally, but you know he's cute.
Sigh.. I think I'm crazy.

Today's module is Physics, getting used to the new class. But I still miss W14B. ):
Not used to the pple in the class.

有一些事情, 未必不提, 就想不起.

2009-10-06T12:39:00.002+08:00

2nd day of Sem 2.
Communications Skills today.
Comms is kinda easy, but Engineering Design ystd was a killer, the material selection itself was
alrdy killing me. Other than that, I'm damn bored.

My faci's back, bye.

Oh yay! My laptop is ready for collection!
Very very happy, (:

2009-10-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

I took these when I went to watch the fireworks on National Day.
I know it's very long ago, but I like the fireworks pictures I took, they were very beautiful.
I love fireworks. (:

Anyway, I'm blogging and watching Flashforward on Chnl 5 now.

"What if I saw nothing because 6 mths from now, I'd have already been dead."
"Those visions were a gift, don't you think?"
"You're worrying your future would come true; I'm worrying, my future won't come true."
"Maybe it's a blessing in disguise; maybe because you saw it you can change it."

-Flashforward

And I seriously can't wait for the next episode, the preview make it looks awesome.

I'm... starting school tml. (Sem2, Year1)
Quite excited bout it, but worrying to see my new class too. xD
W34N, first module tml is Engineering Design.
My GPA's out too, 2.6, not very sastifying, but the only thing I'm hoping that I won't need to retake my Science module.

Tag Replies:
chenxinyi: He's not my dearest! But I indeed miss seeing him, after so long. :P
wonghuiting: Yeaaa, thanks for scaring me uh. -.-
dor: miss you too! (: Glad I got to meet up with you.

Hey I really, I really want to know, (nee boku wa, boku wa shiritai)
Just what does it mean to love? (aisuru tte donna koto?)
When you smile, the world shakes a little and glows, (kimi ga hohoemu to sekai wa sukoshi furuete kagayaita)
As if it comes to life and draws a breath. (marude kokyuu suru you ni ugokidashita)

Saigo no kaijitsu- Maaya Sakamoto

2009-09-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

*So sorry bout these pictures, the Dengeki craze agn, hee. xD

Some other photos instead! :D

@ Teoheng! Can't wait to go and singggggg again, I love singing~ LA LA LA LA LAAAAA~

Okay, I know I sound a lil crazy now. Just feel like posting pictures because my photobucket is working~
And that dumbdumb wonghuiting told me the havaianas sales @ NUM (50% of for two items) ends on 21st Sept, when I only knew bout it, three-four days later, I was freaking shocked because I waited for quite some time for the sales to get the type of havaianas I rly wanted to get, but actually the sales are ending the end of this mth instead.
YAY~ AND HUITING................ THANKS UH~ x)
But of course, after running from different stores of NUM ard Singapore,
I couldn't find the ideal colour and design I wanted,
so had to settle for a navy green pair havaianas (flash urban fresh series) and yellow flipflops.

But I still like what I chose. (:

Hmm.. reading Skip beat! manga and watching Death Note nowadays.
I enjoyed reading Skip beat!, it's captivating in it's own ways, @ chap101 now.
Actually, I started reading from chap 60plus, because that's where the anime stopped. (:

And as for Death Note, @ ep28 currently. Sign, why must L die~ I miss his voice. (from the anime).

Okayokay, shall stop the crap bout these mangas/animes/jap stuffs for the sake of pple who don't enjoy these stuffs.
Chenxinyi's class chalet tml, might be going aft 7, since I have to go to Minyi's place tml afternoon.
Okay just got informed that I can't go to Minyi's place tml. It's alright, can see the mahjong table waiting for me at the chalet alrdy. xD

The conclusion of the day is, we're moving at a pace where we'd come to realise that we're no longer kids where we can just slack and do nothing bout our lives anymore, the pace of our lives are getting heavier and the loads we've on our shoulders are getting heavier as we grow older. It's time to face reality, so many things happened to my friends that it hits me hard that I shouldn't be like this anymore..

Dor says:
*you are really fortunate
*even if your lil sisters are damn irritating but you know deep inside you love them too
*and your mum and dad
*cherish them

Yes I do, rly rly do.
I'm so sorry, it's hard to say it.

2009-09-22T03:51:00.003+08:00

Okay, HAHA. It popped out. Love this pic.

Everytime I..., sigh. I'd feel like blogging.
It's irritating when blogger and photobucket won't let you upload any images.
But whatever it is, my blog still looks plain w/o pictures.

Just finished watching EP10 of both Buzzer Beat and Roseate Love,
and this particular sentence of lyrics(from Roseate Love) keep repeating over and over in my mind, (again).

It's 0357, and I shld be aslp actually, and I realise that
okay. forget whatever I wanted to type. I can no longer find the words..

Knowing your character, I know whatever I say won't be any use at all..
The right words to make you feel btr.. I know there's none.
All I can say is usually take care, stay strong and I know I'm not good with words, but I can lend you my listening ear.
I still rmb the days when you sms people when you can't slp at night,
I'll be waiting.. if you ever need someone to talk to.
take care okay?

itsumo soba ni iru yo.

I wish one day if it'd ever come agn, that I'd be able to see your smiling face, again.

2009-09-18T03:42:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to make FF work for me, I want to upload a picture but sadly I couldn't get to
photobucket. So too bad, I guess.

I'm addicted to Death Note(anime).
I know I'm a lil slow on this, but well. I rly like it. Hahs.
Hmm.. L is as cute as ever, and smart too. Still trying to find a way to d/l the anime to my ipod, and haven't confirm if it works, bcus the vid is still d/ling.
so I can watch it on the go. Getting a lil bored of TW dramas, I want to d/l jap dramas and put in on my ipod, but youtube doesn't have any jap dramas, argh.

I need to stop watching animes, dramas and reading manga.
Speaking of manga, I bought Dengeki Daisy's vol.4 (in chinese), which makes me really happy, although it's in Chinese, but whatever.

Got pretty much to update actually, just that I go to bed at 5am everyday, and wake up at 1-2am.
And I should start sleeping early, but I realise I couldn't, which kinda sucks.

Okay, actually I need to wake up at 9am tml, I don't want to wake up late.. So, I'd probably leave the vid to d/l, and convert it when I wake up.
But actually I d/l-ed ep10, when I'm only at ep7. (I thought I was alrdy at ep8, lol.)

I just read some archives, and on November 20, 2006, I wrote:
took alot of photos.
but cant upload.
smth's wrong wid blogger.
nvm. (:
wont regret going to nanjing and beijing.
learn alot and get to noe alot of ppl. (:
cheers~
a gathering at doreen's cafe on 20th dec,
orh, im excited larhs. (:

Whose Doreen? LOL, how come I don't rmb! OMG, GETTING OLD. I think if I'm not wrong she was the tour guide from Singapore that acc our school to China, I forgot.

On November 11, 2006 I wrote:
my 203th post. (:
blog hab been going on for so long.
happie mii, lol.
hmm. f&n class nxt year.
really, sianz.
but its expected dat i will get into f&n class.
so, derhs not much of a disappointment.
will be in derh same class as, alexia
[she sticks to mii forever, wadeva i do, i will b in derh same class,
same grp and wad so ever. kinda fated huh? ~]
dorothy, fang yi, andrian, shahul, renessa, jovin, khairul
and some 208 gurls will be in derh same class too.
derh are some ppl i dislike in 308. lyk MARTIN.
NVM~

I don't dislike Martin! LOL, I laughed at this post, it's kinda funny. But come to think of it, its pretty fascinating to be in the same school with someone whom is from your primary school and all the way till now, in poly. Hahs.

On November 26, 2005, I wrote:

den i wen tuu de bus stop.
at sch liaox.
den sir tok tuu us.
i kept on sweating and sweating.
de sweat wen into my eyes.
i was lyk .. grHs !
hahax!
Lol, it always happens, doesnt it? HHAHAHAH.

Okay, thats bout all, getting lazy. Anw, will be singing K with Yanteen, Angela and Xueling tml! Yay~ :D

Shadows or Lights?

2009-09-14T02:44:00.002+08:00

A few more posts to my 500th post. Wow, this blog has gone a long way. Didn't change my blog address over the years and kept my blog going on for quite some time already. Although I usually update only when I feel like it, but still, I'm still loving my blog address.

Saw some stuffs. Is it just me? I hope I'm only over-reacting.
Sometimes when I keep quiet, it doesn't mean I don't care.
I know action speak louder than words.. but argh forget it, I know I'm only finding excuses for myself.

Dengeki Daisy is updated. 2 more lovely chapters for me.
Cried over the last few pages of Chapter 14.
Well.. for those who ever read mangas, DD is a must. Trust me on this.
Hahs, well. For those who don't, DD shall be your first.
DD is updating more than often, and it never fails to cheer me up.

Alot went through my mind last night, while I was trying to sleep at 4am. I was still wide awake when it was near 5.30am, because my dad wake up to go to work. And I've come to realise that I have no conclusion.

Stopstopstop. I need to stop thinking bout these kinda stuffs.

And I'm super worried for my laptop. Because I don't wanna waste any money fixing it.

Tag Replies:
chenxinyi: I'd be waiting to laugh at you at our next mahjong session, HAHA.
yanteen: Erm nope. B&W I watched online, hhas. My house only got those older dramas. (:
wonghuiting: Hello wong wong wong! :D

"How many times has it been? You often fall asleep while crying, don't you?" -Dengeki Daisy.

2009-09-07T23:00:00.005+08:00

Delta'05 outing ystd at my place, pictures on Yanteen's facebook/blog. (:
Kinda lazy to blog about it, but I rly had fun spending time with these peeps. Hahs.

Taken from the first ep.

EP20.

This was from the last ep. (I like the guy in the 2nd row, 2nd column! xD)

Mark Zhao

Lol, Vic look so funny in this poster.

An overview of the drama:
Pi Zi and Ying Xiong are two cops who are as different as day and night. One does nothing except for drinking coffee and living a luxurious lifestyle while waiting for information from dubious sources to crack his cases. Another believes law and justice are the pillars of society and is constantly on the street catching criminals… a little overzealously for his superior’s liking. When a case brought these two top crime solvers together, sparks flied and a little light peeked into this dark city where the nation’s President is on friendly terms with the local mafia and twins kill people while drinking milkshake.
(I duno whats with the twins killing people while drinking milkshakepart in the, kinda funny, I don't rmb seeing it in the show! LOL)

I suddenly feel like blogging is because I feel like watching 痞子英雄 aka Black and White agn, lol.
This drama was really fabulous. First time seeing a Taiwan drama that made a police show so movie like that you can't wait for the next episode, the love triangle w manymany twists
(I never figured out who Vic Zhou liked until the later part of the show.LOL) and the cast was great, Vic Zhou acting- fabulous. (he's one of the few superb actors/actress that I rly like, other than Ariel Lin and Mike He),
and also Kingone Wang as a bad guy this time, rly rly reminds me of the Joker from The Dark Knight. And not forgetting Mark Zhao, the newbie, he's not bad too.

Other than fabulous acting skills from the cast, the plot is really good. The plot line and characters are developed with intricate attention.
The plot gets really interesting as the show develops, the changes in the characters' character, secrets that can never be told, the dark side of the so-called 'righteous police', the corrupted government, true friendship and love that can never be reciprocated.

'The most profound darkness, is in reality, born in resplendent.'

They made everything very movie-like too, and this drama is as good as HK and Japan's police-related dramas.
This is the type of show that you'd never regret watching.
This is the type of show that you'd urge others to watch.
This is the type of show that addicted once you start watching.
Even if you don't like police type of dramas, you should still watch this, trust me on this.
The ratings in Taiwan were really good, and because of that, they decided to make it into a movie! That'd be coming out, (hopefully) next year, I seriously can't wait for the movie!

Getting excited? Here the trailer! (the full eps are out alr.)

I hate these stupid commas

2009-09-06T03:01:00.004+08:00

Ferris Wheel @ Dream Mall.

Finally! Done with my new blogskin. It wasn't the one I wanted to change initially. I came across this blogskin and decided to change to this instead. But I couldn't change the heading for my right and top panel, they're .jpg. ):

Well other than inserting a misc panel where I put in some of the songs that are some of my all-time top favourites/songs I'm recently addicted to and also some random stuffs to share, once in a while.
You know.. usually I'd get lazy to update that lil panel, hhas. But I had fun picking out songs, I just wanted to add more and more. But usually the songs that I like, aren't songs that my friends listen to. Lol, but who cares, so be it.

I created a Twitter acc for fun, since there was a panel on the blogskin for twitter updates.
Okay, the only thing I'm left with are links and a song. Links'd be updated once I get my hands on the other laptop, all my links are saved there.
Song, still thinking of what song to put, but it probably'd be You Say- Elliott Yamin.

Ten minutes later:
Song's up. (:
And I rly need to go to bed! It's already 3.27am.

Delta'05 gathering tml, steamboat @ my place. HAHA.

Your key in freedom lies in your power to control your thoughts.
-TVM Quote.

2009-09-05T02:18:00.004+08:00

when it comes to the end.

I'm hungry. Craving for some chocolate and some coffee. Lol.
I'm supposed to sleep early, but when did I ever slept early when I'm supposed to?
The lyric '好像说亲爱的，是我' from a song in the drama, Roseate Love keeps playing on my mind. I think my brain's a lil dead now. I couldn't process on what I wanted to blog..

Just that I realise I'm so temperamental when it comes to Maths, sigh.
Went to study w Jolene and Iris @ 201's mac.
I'm losing motivation, but.. let's make it last only till 040909.
So, I'm supposed to gain back my motivation, since the part where I 'lose motivation' ended.

Couple of movies I want to watch this month.
Including Rain's new movie, Ninja assassin is it? I forgot the title.
(can't believe I want to watch that. .___.)

I realise I used to like Robert Pattison/Edward Cullen. But now when I think of him, I just wanna puke. Anyway, speaking of Twilight, New Moon (the movie) is coming out in December. Although I'm not a fan of the movie version of Twilight Series, but I'd still watch New Moon.
Hoping that Jacob's acting'd be better than Edward, ha.

I wish I could workkkkk. I wanted to save more money for the Taiwan trip, but there are some many things online tempting me......
A pair of sandals on the list, plus 2 bottoms and a few tops that I like.
Sigh, the online blogshopping addict is coming back.
I need to stop.

Ohyeah, suddenly thought of smth really funny.
The last person you wanna play mahjong with is chenxinyi. We were playing mahjong at Xylia's house. and guess what? She tells you stupid things like
'So can I throw the chicken? I dun like it lah..' or..

Ben: *throws five bamboo*
CXY: 'Why you wanna throw 'five bamboo'?
US: *Stares at her* Why can't we throw the cards we want to? -.-

Ha, d/ling Ko3 Anguo EP28, so I can watch it on the go.
Feel like watching some dramas again, like PLMIT and FYDXX.
Gah, I miss Guigui.

I need to go to sleep already, my head's spinning.
And put a stop to those negative thoughts. And crap, I'm turning in one hour later than I'm supposed to. It's already 0253. .___.

Tag Replies:
Chenxinyi: yea, I know. It's unbelievable. Lol.
Xueling: Bring my jap cert tml. (:

猜不透你心里想什么

2009-09-02T02:25:00.003+08:00

-

Well well. I'm updating agn, just before I turn in.
It's ard 2am, argh. I should be sleeping you know. My sleeping/waking up time is still so screwed.

Spent my Monday going back to EV to visit some teachers, have to say I rly miss secondary school life and the teachers.
I rly miss crapping with Mdm Linah. Seeing the teachers made the trip worthwhile. (:
Head to Bugis to shop and have lunch with Elaine, Fy, Andrew, Yq, Zongtai and Ivan.
Headed to iluma, first time visiting iluma, saw Terence there, didn't know it was him until I asked him just now on msn. LOL.
iluma really reminds me of Changi Airport, the escalators, the space. Hahs.
Well, wanted to watch The Proposal at iluma, but nobody wanted to watch the movie, so
we head to shop ard Bugis street/junction instead.
The guys bought more stuffs than Elaine, hhas.

Cutting the crap short,
Andrew, Elaine and me went to watch The Proposal at CS instead.
Loved it, it's worth the money, it was really funny, some parts were pretty touching for me. Hhas. Anyway my tears also free flow, LOL.

Aft the movie, Iris smsed me to acc her to Orchard, so I said yes. I know I'm nice, HAHHAHHA.
Spent only a few hrs at Orchard and have to leave alr, gotta head to Jolene's house.
Spend the night at Jolene's place ystd, with Iris, Kenneth and Simin.
Didn't wanted to go there, but still went. Wanted to watch Underworld, but too tired, plus the room was rly stuffy. Hahs.

I hate the bus/MRT fares w/o concession. It's freaking expensive. Take ystd as an example, I topped my ez-link, initially it had $14++ left. But by the end of today, only 2 days have passed and I'm only left with $3+. .____.
The number of places I went ystd made me spent quite a sum on traveling fares.

Look at how much I traveled on Monday and Tuesday, I tapped my ez-link 15 times for the last 2 days. Kudos.

From home > bus to bedok MRT > Tampines MRT > EV > Tampines Interchange > Bugis > Tampines MRT > Orchard > Tanah Merah MRT > bus to home > bus to Jolene's place > bus to home > bus to Bedok Interchange > bus to tutor's place > bus to Bedok Interchange > bus to home.

(1)And crap, I left my ipod cable at Jolene's place. ):
(2) And I'm gonna get bus concession even if it's the holidays now.

（3） Anyway，in response to Angela's tag:
I'm so sorry I forgot to post about it! ><><
Must understand I rly apperciate your effort and time to do that cute lil thing for me, although it keeps dropping, xD
Thankyou, lovelyyyyy. :D

（4）Badminton at RP tml! (:

（5）I hope the soundtrack for Roseate Love'd be released soon; the songs in this drama is really good, just as good as the drama itself. (Although the ratings for the show isn't really that fabulous, but it's the plot that attracts me.)

哭过就好了，伤都会好的.
记忆有限，所以它会淘汰坏的.
-哭过就好了- 梁文音，紫玫瑰片尾曲

2009-08-27T23:19:00.011+08:00

Taken ystd:

I love this two picturs.

Taken on my b'day: ( I know this was really longggg ago. But who cares. XD)

I was wearing the necklace they gave me as a b'day present. (:

I wrote this on my last UT paper, while I was doing my revision in the library, LOL.
I like coming to the library. Everytime i'm here; there'd be someone playing the piano w/o fail.
Kiss the rain and river flows in you and the most common pieces the pple ard here'd play.
Hahs, I'm here at 0817; w/o the internet, (the whole's school internet) is cut due to UTs.
Writing on a note because I want to post bout liking pple playing the piano in sch.
I know I know, kinda lame. Hhas.

Shall cut the crap short bout what I did ystd.
Meet Huiting, Yanteen and Angela for mahjong at Yanteen's place.
1plus- 6pm, and sigh.. I like to play mahjong but I suck at it, ending up losing a lil.
Hahs. Went for dinner at TM, shopped ard, bought my new waterbottle, and dark blue nailpolish. LOL.

Nothing much today, went to Minyi's place and home.
But there's tuna at home, yayayayay.

(1)I dug out a book that I used to write some personal stuffs in it ystd, while I was arranging my messy table, smiled to myself bout the crap I used to write and how I miss going to Bedok library's cafe.
(2)And my stupid internet connection sucks.
(3) Oh, changing my blogskin soon. (:
(4) And I'm going to Taiwan during the end of Nov! YAYYYYY. Those that are closer to me shld know that I'm crazy bout Taiwan stuffs, and I even though of migrating to Taiwan, HAHA! I know it sounds crazy. Hees. But will be skipping school for 4 days just for this Taiwan trip. ): But who cares, it's totally worth it. I seriously can't wait.
(5) It's so windy now, gonna rain agn? The weather is so good nowadays, love it.
(6) I'm gonna to learn to sleep early and wake up early; don't want to continue to have such screwed up sleeping time.
(7) Everyone's saying The Proposal is good! I wanna watch it too, anyone? (:
(8) Gotta start saving! Limiting myself to going out(leisure) once a week only.
(9) I bought 3 sets of accessories online, .__. one for 7, the other 2 for 11 bucks.
(10) If you think it's nothing wrong I got no rights to stop you. (:
(11) 是你的就是你的，不是你的再希望，再强求也得不到. just like you.
(12) If only I knew your character better, maybe I'd be more courageous to ask you what's wrong, I wish I could help. But I know I couldn't. I never had the courage to even try,bcus I really don't know how to approach you..

Sometimes, life passes day by day, am I happy with each day?
Everyday I go for my goal, do what I need to do, by doing fun stuffs and sastifying my appetites.
It all connects to the future, but what exactly is the future?
If people die and consciousness dies with them, then what meaning does any of this have?
Even if you sastified all your appetites while you are alive, won't it all be meaningless when you die?

I feel empty, but I can't say how.
But I still choose to go on living each day.

One day we'd reach the goal beyond the light.
That place where Train managed to get to.

I promise I'll get there to.

-Extracted from Train Man by Nakano Hitori, translated by Bonnie Elliott.

Tag Replies:
wonghuiting: hmm, huiting. suke hati, suke hait. :P
Angela: I said yanteen and co. co. = you included mah! Lol.
Xueling: Yeap, wanna see you soon! Hahs, but the stuffs on the 5th nt cfm yet, rain how? ): Still planning in progress.
chenxinyi: Yea! I love that nickname, hhas, I know the pictures are pretty! xD And I update you got prob is it? Rawr!
Jannah: I like to update lehhhh. You can't stop meeeeee. :P

itsumo kimi no soba de.

2009-08-23T20:41:00.002+08:00

MATHS. MATHS. MATHS.
MATHS UT3 TML.

SIGH. Things aren't going very well.
I love maths, I love maths.
Darling Maths, love me back pls.

3 down, 2 to go.
Can't wait for Monday to be over.

give the strength to not give up, give me the strength to move on.

2009-08-19T00:29:00.002+08:00

Photobucket not working, too bad.

I'm studying for Enterprise UT3 tml.
Yes, last minute studying sucks, but the lazy me never got into any serious business like studying early, EVER.

Enterprise Skills is full of crap theories and shit.
It's not that we need to memorize all of it, just that even reading it gets boring.
I dun want to end up not studying for anything and go for UT3 like that.
It'd be a confirmed fail for me in that case.
Losing my mood already. (and I'm only 1/4 thru.)
NONONO!
XINYI, YOU NEED TO CONTINUE UNTIL YOU FINISH STUDYING E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

Wah ass, I can't believe I'm blogging now.
I ate cadbury boost and drank red bull just now.
I'm mentally strained.

All the best for those who are collecting their O'Levels MT results tml, (:

Ystd(Weds) was such a nice/sad day.
Saddening cuz it was the last lesson for the semester.
Nice because class was super fun, as usual.
Well, the video by jon and biqin was really good.
HAHA, AND I LIKE MY NICKNAME!
KARAOKE QUEEN, WOOTWOOT.
Hope thinking bout happy stuffs helps me perk up a lil.

sometimes, some things aren't meant to be.

2009-08-17T10:55:00.003+08:00

it's turning cold, or is it just me?

These were typed ystd:

Pizza today for lunch! :D
Faci's treat, nice right! Hai Wei sure is a fabulous Maths faci. :D
Now I get it why you can't do Maths on Mondays.
They don't go well together, you won't have the mood. HAHA.

Tml's the last lesson, then it'd be UT3 already, den the holidays.
I haven't really revised.. only a lil of Enterprise and Programming.

Just made some plans for the holidays, other than studying, Detla'05 BBQ outing, K session with classmates, another K session with yanteen and co. and also mahjong session! HAHA. Movies, and shopping for new sandals/slippers.
I wanna go Escape too! But I'm supposed to save. =/

Have I ever mention? I like reaching home before the sky turns dark. (:
The thought of reaching home when the sky is still bright indicates that I'm home early.
It's nice.

Tag Replies:
chenxinyi: okayokay. I will change it soooon; And you should update! :D
yanteen: yeayea. I change later okay! for you exclusively.

when is my Degenki Daisy updating? zzz.
Looking at raws is so freaking irritating because you got no idea what they're saying. .___.

do you believe in shooting stars?

2009-08-12T20:09:00.005+08:00

LOOK AT THESE WALLPAPERS & pictures!

this one is my fav. (and my current wallpaper for both laptops. HA)

And.. he fell aslp. Aww..

(these pictures/wallpapers were uploaded using photobucket, thats why it's a lil bigger, shall use photobucket more often in the future, hees.)

Credits goes to whoever uploaded these pictures to deviantart and mangafox. (:

Going crazy over this manga, Degenki Daisy.
Couldn't believe the fact that I went crazy over the raws, when Jolene gave me the links through msn.
I'm seriously mad.

A lil summary:-
“No matter what happens, I’ll protect you.”

Teru, who lost her only remaining relative, her older brother, is cheered on by a mail from an enigmatic person, DAISY, who she can contact via the cellphone her brother gave her. One day, through an unexpected incident, Teru ends up working as a servant for the delinquent school janitor, Kurosaki. But this scoundrel, Kurosaki, is really…!?

Sounds like your typical manga storyline right? But it's more than it, I rly like the storyline and it's super sweeeeeet.

Edited this post to make it longer and w some pictures. (:
The flow of this blog post.. is a lil, off. Bits and pieces here and there.
Sorry bout that. xD

What's with my blogger?
I hate using my school laptop nowadays because I couldn't sign in to msn messenger at home, argh.

Skipped school today, slept all the way till 2pm.
Shiok. Actually.. I set my alarm at 11.30AM, wanting to go out to study, but after snoozing my alarm many many times-> waking up-> replying pple in msn-> go back to slp-> ended up waking up at 2pm.
AWESOME.

Ystd was Nas's b'day, cake, present, card. Esp the choc cake, it was baked by Faz's mum and it was really goooood.

Class was a blast too, the first cognitive lesson that I thought was really easy and enjoyable.
Once agn, shall post the pictures up when I feel like posting, (like I ever would, lol)

@ Downtown's Maccafe now with Wanyan and Jolene, drinking my Caramel Frappe and
studying programming.

Had a lil chat with Guoding, someone I haven't talk to in ages, surprised that he talked to me on msn. HAHA.

!DING! says:
/toh xinyi

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
yes? o.o

!DING! says:
*i think u r like the xinyi in ming zhong
*LOL

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
-.-

!DING! says:
so funny

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
are you too bored or what?

!DING! says:
xinyoi name same
and u look stupid like her
arnt u happy?
its a compliment

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
Yea, if saying that i look as stupid as her, it's not a compliment.
and yes, i know i look like a star, hahahahah.

!DING! says:
i mean the part when u r sticky note girl

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
i am not okayyyyy.
LOL
eh btw. you finally got a gf huh? LOLLLL.

!DING! says:
finanlly is not the word
she is just a friend
how is your mum?
ying go which school?

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
*my mum? hmm. she's fine. weird leh, why you ask bout my mum. and its super rare that you'd talk to me lah. i swear you're just feeling too bored. Ying.. she's fine.
she went to bedok view
and go get a gf lahhhh.

!DING! says:
life is not aout fining someone
its aout being happppy

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
yeaaaa. how's work?
you sound like you haven't change your concept about having r/s. HAHA.

!DING! says:
shut up
work is goof
i am not in sg

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
you see, you always ask me to shut up. .___. oh rly? where are you now? hhah.

!DING! says:
philippines

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
awesome. for work or holiday? hha.

!DING! says:
work

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
awesomeeee. if it was for leisure i'd ask you to help me buy a pair of havianas cuz its cheaper in the philippines. xD HAHAAHAHHAH.

!DING! says:
issit
/
i saw alot
look so low class

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
but are those you saw authentic? cuz havianas are ore expensive in sg compared to the philippines. LOL

!DING! says:
wear bata la

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
dun want lah. btw, whats your monthly pay?
*im curious. hhaa.

!DING! says:
10000000000000000000000000000000

T. Xinyi. (: Love Drunk! says:
-.- YAH AS IF I'D
BELIEVE.

HAHA. He's just trying to be stupid.

FOCUS, I NEED TO FOCUS.
WIRELESS@ SG SUCKS.
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS.
UT3, NEXT WEEEEEEK.
SIGH.

lazy to reply tags!
And going off to bed, it's already 1.14AM.

P/S: Try listening to My Love(Acoustic) by The Sallys, which happens to be a S'pore band.
It's good, really. (:

When I ask myself, where's my motivation? The answer I got, turns out to be nothing.

2009-08-11T08:25:00.002+08:00

fell in love with this picture last week.

Decided to blog, since I got a lil spare time before class starts.
Last few days (including next week) with W14B, after that exams + holidays.

Had a lil chat with my Cognitive Facilitator that day.
I hope I'd remember what he says, for the next two months.

This extended weekends were spent either having tution or with my family.
BBQ at my aunt's new condo near Bendimear (?) + Tution on Saturday, Collected my transparent bag + Fireworks display on Sunday.
(Pictures'd be up if I happen to be hardworking enough. xD )
Went over the Minyi's house to a test paper + Dinner with family and Uncle(and his family) at Oasis.

I need some new slippers/sandals badly, I dun wanna wear flip flops/covered shoes to school everyday.

Genting during sept, anyone? (:
I rly rly rly wanna go overseas. ):

Ending here, class's starting.
Today we're supposed to design a logo for some 'Singapore Games', not real, just for today's work.

1) Shall download more videos.
2) Stupid laptop works in school ONLY. At home, I couldn't use Msn Messenger and connect to VPN, couldn't even d/l videos.
3) UT3. is. coming. DIE.
4) Waffles!!
5) Tomato Soup. ):

2009-07-31T09:50:00.010+08:00

Enterprise, Formal Wear Day.

--

CHENXINYI IS THE NUMBER 1 STALKER ON MY FB. OMG.

This is actually aft my haircut, and the main point of this picture is chen's retarded face. :D

--

Cakes and presents from W14B. (:
There are more pictures Biqin took, but I'm lazy to upload them, FB pls! :D

--

Hees, my new red ipod nano.

They came to give me a surprise for my b'day! :D

I think this picture is pretty funny, hahhaa.

Latest picture taken ystd.

Wow, it's rare that I update my blog with this alot of pictures uh. Took alot of pictures recently but due to the lack of updates, didn't have the chance to post them on my blog as well, and also some/most of them are in facebook so.. you know what to do. :)

Just went to cut hair at somewhere near Iris's house. And my hair is no longer that thick, but too thin for me, and also my fringe is shorttttt. I think I look like a kid.

Haven't had a proper chance to thank those who wished me happy b'day and those who gave me surprises, the macaroons, the photo frames, photo album, cakes, the necklace, the tower, and the pastamania treat. (:
BIG THANKYOU PPLE! :D

Anw, today is Mathematics module. Have I ever mention that I got a really good faci that makes lessons more enjoyable and understandable? I wish he was our Maths faci from the beginning. Well, the week is ending, and TGIF!
FRIDAY IS A FABULOUS DAY FOR A NEW EP OF KO3 ANGUO! (:

Thinking of watching Fringe on Chnl 5 on mondays at 10pm.

Well, I got nothing much to update bout acutally.

I LOVE 品冠!! :D

Tag Replies:
wonghuiting: yea I miss you tooooo! :D
chenxinyi: oh, that time is bcus of the msn virus.
Nicolette: thankkkkks. :D
Theresa: I'm gooood, and Fiona Sit, her songs are goooood! :D
chenxinyi: wonghuiting, jon: Thanks!! :D
chenxinyi: IJ IS YOURS. :P

2009-07-21T11:41:00.004+08:00

(:

Well well well, it's Programming module today, and something was wrong with my laptop early in the morning, went to IT Helpdesk ot get things fixed. Yeap, everything is working well now, virus removed too. Hopefully my MSN will be working from now onwards. Sigh.

I'm falling in love with English songs released a few years back, like SP old songs, because I copied these old songs from my desktop(now ex-desktop), but my mum's thumbdrive wasn't enough for me to extract the PLMIT series I copied from the DVD I rented the other time. ):
I wish I had a external hard disk.

Went to Cuppage/Cuppagge/Cupagge for Wanton Noodles w Dorothy, Joseph, Yi Quan and Marcus. Walked around orchardcentral, took bus 7 home.

Ohyea, erm. Chnl 5 is showing Heroes S3, haven't watch this season 3 so, yay.
But it's at 8pm, I'd have preferred 10 or 11pm.

Tag Replies:
Angela: Hahs, you shld be! x)
June: cai poS are.. hahahahhahahahaha
Kenneth: Hahs, miss yea too! x)
chenxinyi: you too.. ):
thaii: Hahs lock, no caramel frappe here~ I want double choc! xD

Ending here.

sigh, if you want to stay like that and keep blaming yourself for smth that isn't your fault, you can continue doing so. If you wanna find the real culprit, it's my fault, rly.

我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专情陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生

2009-07-19T19:47:00.005+08:00

the true genuine smiles, come from the simplest things in life.

It's the lovely weekends, but apparently the last day of this lovely weekend.
Well actually I'm not at home, I'm at Dorothy's workplace, hhas.
to be exact, im in the lil fitting room of Dorothy's workplace, watching dramas, listening to songs, and blogging now, and it's a lil cold now, hhas.
Dor, you know I love you, ha. (:

Say Hi to the retarded me! :D

Although its a lil boring here, but taking retarded photos, dramas and songs kept me occupied.
I missed two hours of my show because I want to wait till her work ends. See I know I'm nice, really nice, really really nice hor. x)

The thing is, I like to spend my time alone, and listen to sad songs. (yes, call it emo if you want to) just that being alone give me time to think bout rubbish/serious stuffs. But..usually the serious stuffs dun get into my brain at all, :)

(School) Wow, it's gonna be 15 weeks soon, which means we're changing our classes really really soon, and it also means that holidays are reaching soon. I rly feel like going overseas, even if it's a rly short one. Sigh. I wish i own a private jet.

I went to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince the other day, with Lock, Demas, June and Alexia. Well, I personally think it was average compared to the other HP movies. And the best part of the movie was Emma Watson, she's getting prettier.

I'm getting a lil sleepy.
Time flies, it almost time for Dorothy to end her work, in 1 hr time I suppose. :)

And I'm getting a Ipod nano soon! Probably getting the 16GB, red one.

Tag Replies:
Rashhh: Yeapyeap, thankyou! Anw that UT also flunk alr, ):
Yanteen: you know how lazy I can get, so wait till next time, you'd probably see a miracle, (if I happen to change the resolution of my tagboard. x))

sometimes, I tell myself to give it up, but I know it's not easy. If I had a say of who I could meet/how much they'd affect me and my life, I wished you never had such a impact on my life.
I know one day I'd be able to say goodbye forever, to you.
I think you'd never know how much you affected me.

P/S: sometimes it's not good to guess too much, don't think too much on what I wrote.

2009-07-13T12:39:00.003+08:00

mist, sunshine, illusions and anticipations.

Well. actually I'm at Biqin's house now. Yes, I skipped school, again. And I tell you uh, Elaine playing neopets okay, wth that kiddddd. SO OLD ALR STILL PLAY NEOPETS!
tsk x 100000.

I'm super exhausted, I slept for less that 4 hours of non-quality sleep, (if you know what it means) it sucks to being unable to sleep at night, because you got too much on your mind, and the only way to sleep well enough is to make yourself rly rly tired to fall asleep properly.
Having insonmia sucks lah.

Spent some time finish watching Roseate Love on youtube,
yes, it is a good show, although the leads are all not handsome/pretty, but the storyline is pretty attractive, and sad. I like sad shows even though they tend to make me tear, but well. that's the point, I like to cry when I'm touched. LOL, CRAP LAH.
Can't believe I'm typing all these crap. xD

Anw, went out for dinner w my family, Angelo & his mum @ Yummy Claypot, Joo Chiat.
The prawn porridge is rly gooooood, makes me drool whenever I think of it.
OMG.

Ah! Pictures taken w Dorothy and Elaine last friday is in my laptop, but I'm lazy to upload them, will upload them in fb instead! :)

Haven't reply tags for awhile,
Tag Replies:-
dor: yea cai po, wth.
Lock: Hahs, shall meet up soon. :)
Angela: yeap, hhas, feeling honoured? :)
Jolene: I think the begining will be kinda sad, but HOPEFULLY the ending wont be that sad, and that toh on my tagboard was dorothy! :)
chenxinyi: I nvr fb everyday okay! xD, thankyou for your encouragement though.

yes, have to admit im a selfish lil unsignificant being, is it wrong..?
sometimes.. I wish you'd understand.
but I think I'd nvr understand you even in a million years, even after so long.
we live in the same world, but in different spheres of existance.

我不需要Tiffany - 薛凱琪
Trust me, its worth watching, the MV I meant, because I cried when I watched it, at one of the parts.

I'm going to take a lil nap, before going back to school for UT.

looking into to your eyes, how I wish I need not hide anything.

2009-07-10T10:06:00.004+08:00

i know, its my fault.
and sorry for spoiling your day by not going.
its my fault that im dislike watching horror and said that weeks ago that i won't watch that show even if you all go watch. i agreed to go bcus i trusted that you all wont try to bluff me to go watch that movie.
sigh. forget it, im sorry.

you know whatever i think your character was, i nvr thought you'd blog things like this out.

2009-07-09T09:47:00.002+08:00

Ice cream, anyone?

Heyyo. Actually I'm in class now, but its first break, so I could take some time off to blog,
and chitchat a lil.
Science module today, Week 10 means change of teams for the 2nd time! :)
Fazlee, Haiqel, Hui Min and Julian is in my team.
So far so good, just that today's problem is on Biology.

In a quite good mood today, well.

erm, what above was typed in the morning.
now I'm in a not so good mood.
don't ask me why, perhaps its tiredness, pms? what else?
whatever it is now, I wanna be emo now.

2009-07-06T07:47:00.003+08:00

-

Wah, damn. I feel so cheated. Why I could upload pictures in school and couldn't when I'm at home? Roar.
Rmb my last post the video on Roseate Love's preview? The song in the preview, I went to d/l it, and listen to it more than 10times I think. LOL. 梁文音- 爱一直存在.
It rly is a fab song!

我知道我的爱一直都会存在
沒有你快乐都停擺
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回頭看愛　都在

站在你的门外　我卻幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说　说不出来
但我想你一定都明白

Lol， I feel like singing in class. xD

Hhas, I sidetracked a lil and went to fb to do some retarded quiz.
Anw, I didn't slp well on the bus today.
As well as last night, I went to bed at one, and have no idea what time I rly slept.
And I thought I could at least take a good short nap on the bus, in the end what I did was closing my eyes and knowing I'm only resting my eyes. .__.
It sucks to not being able to slp well every night.

Seriously some photos on fb really made me laugh. LOL.
And, I'm feeling really bored.

Tag Replies:
Iris: Hahs, I did mention in my post! xD But now you know, hhas.

2009-07-05T01:24:00.004+08:00

Look at this funny conver between me and Dorothy.
Who th hell will know that is cai po on top of the kuek?
I tot it was some funny wording. .___.

Anyway, this is the 2nd time blogger could not upload my photos.
I had to use photobucket to upload them instead. Curse you, blogger. Lol.

My sandles/slippers had a hard time during June, I spoilt two pairs of sandals during that month. Sway, I know. Both were from Far East Plaza, one pair was white, another was black.
I liked both pairs. And now due to the limited pairs of slippers/sandals I have, I've to either go to school everyday w covered shoes/flats OR the pair of slippers.

Of course, saw a few pairs of shoes I rly like online.
But due to the lack of cash, I didn't want to order sandals/slippers online. Later can't fit how?
But anw, this Havaianas(Flash Urban Fresh) has been my fav item from NUM for quite a long time alr.
But I never had that money to buy it, because I normally don't spend so much money on sandals/slippers alone.
To me its not that worth the money, you know. IT'S 49.90 OKAY. ):

Aw, I love this colour the best.

This and the red one is not bad too.

Anw, last friday.
Me, my family and my uncle's family went to Jumbo Seafood Restaurant for dinner!
The cream crab was really good, the pork ribs too, and the prawns, woah, fabulous.
I'm starting to get hungry.. Somehow I rly like the fruits and desserts there.
Okay I know that the fruits/desserts is not rly the main point but, the fruits are really fresh, plus they served mangoes! *drools*

I want tomato soup from Pastamania! ):

Oh, I'm super 'into' accessories nowadays, esp bracelets and necklaces!
here's some good web I found.

For accessories:
http://community.livejournal.com/spreehouse/3641364.html#cutid1

For bangles/bracelets, aww, I'm so in love w studded bracelets.
http://community.livejournal.com/spreehouse/3635481.html#cutid1

For tees/tops (cheap!):
http://community.livejournal.com/spreehouse/3592875.html#cutid1

Oh last thing before I go off, the tagboard is back on the bottom of the page! :D
the resolution of the tagboard is a lil weird, I'd change it next time! :D

Oh another last thing, 紫玫瑰/Roseate Love preview. (:

ro·se·ate [rṓzee àyt, rṓzee ət]
adjective
1. rose-colored: of the reddish-pink color of roses
2. optimistic: optimistic or idealistic, especially to an absurd degree

Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2005. © 1993-2004 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.

Liang Wen Ying and Tender Huang.
No idea who the guy is but he sure has a funny name.
Taiwanese all have pretty weird names eh?
I rly like the song in the preview. (:

Suddenly feel like watching My Lucky Star and PLMIT agn.
Hees.

I probably should turn in soon, like NOWWWW.

no longer the same.

2009-07-02T00:44:00.007+08:00

What's up with blogger? I can't seem to post any photos.
Well, forget it. I'm here to update, wow.

Now I can write longer sentences without breaking them up because I got a blogskin which has a wider layout.
I wanted to post pictures w larger resolutions but told you blogger won't work for me today.

Well, I've no idea why I decided to blog today. I'm lazy to go to sleep, got no idea why I'm lazy to sleep as well.

Met up with Marcus, Dorothy and Alexia for lunch at TP, Design School in the afternoon, ystd. (it's past 12. :))
Skip the minor details, went to North CC, and watched the guys play bball.
Dinner, slacking, dor's house, home.

Today was a rather gloomy day for me.
eLearning ended ystd, and there's school today, tons of things on my mind, plus I'm feeling kinda slpy. gahquwhuandafsafcvghyfjisck.

(1)I got 5 hours of sleep left.
(2) Movies, threads of destiny, harry potter, aliens in the attic, Duplicity(!), UP(!), 20th Century (3) Boys Part II.
(4) so immune.
(5) Ipod nano, red or orange?
(6)Aww, I want a rose too. (:
(7)One word, Sigh.
(8) Sick, tired, negative.

2009-06-30T00:51:00.003+08:00

pure joy.

- A lil bout the photo.
You know when I first found this photo, I rly loved it.
I though it was a beautiful photo. (:
Agree?

How long haven't I updated?
It doesn't matter anyway. And gosh I need to slp soon.
Bus or MRT? haven't made my decision yet. =/

Wow, the weather is rly cooling today.
Like it only happens 0.1111/10 times a month.
Ah, lovely wind.

Well, Dorothy asked if I thought of what to blog.
Other than blogging bout the crappy and mundane life I have, what else?
Actually I had some thoughts bout something more bout what I've been thinking bout and some point of views of certain stuffs, but actually I forgot.
My brain pratically fits stuffs that are so unnecessary and unimportant.
Aww..

I found out.. who are those I want to cherish and probably be friends till we all grow grey hair together.
And I rly hope it'd happen.
Life isn't bout how many new friends you can make in a new environment.
Afterall, friends come and go, how many can you keep? how many stay true to you after a some time?
Friendship strains all the time, so why do some pple forget friendships that took so long to establish?
If you were to ask me this question last yr, my answer will be, I dun even care, I can make new friends any time.

But now, I can just name you all those that stay true to me even as life goes on, and they're the ones I rly want to keep.
Even if we ain't together all the time, but absence/time makes the heart grows fonder, it work for friendship as well eh?

Have I mention I'm thinking of some peeps, rly missing them.
When can I get to see you guys? Sigh.

Starbucks for eLearning tml w Rash, Faz, Jannah, Nas(?) at One Fullerton.
Totally love that place. Probably the best place to mug if you need your laptop with you.
Better wireless connection than Macs, more power points and good coffee.
It's quiet on weekdays too. (:

Tag Replies:
chenxinyi: what auntie siah. That time not feeling so postive bout life mah. Lol.
Dor: (: <3 style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">chenxinyi: keke. LOL, you're v sweet too.

2009-06-22T11:45:00.002+08:00

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Hope everything will go well for you.
Stop feeling so down, it rly worries me.
I know it's hard for me to say, don't think so much bout it.
And I don't have the perfect words to make you feel better.
But I'm still rly worried. Andand,

If you want rasberry smoothies, I'd bound to get them for you.
Take care alright? love you, dor.

Suspected cases of H1N1 flu virus in RP.
But it hasn't hit all the classes yet, including my class.
Hope our class gets quarantined soon. X:
Sound evil, yea I know.
But who doesn't want to stay at home? (:

Been watching Mr. Brain Ep1 since last night, and it's a great show. :D

2009-06-12T02:45:00.004+08:00

Dengeki Daisy sure is a fabulous manga.

I guess, my life sucks yea.
Hahhahahaa.

And I know I'm a useless person.
Rly useless.

rly is all or nothing isn't it?

Is it just the mood or perhaps the weather? Ha.

Fabulous songs loved by me, for this few weeks.

你在房间像幻灯片你在我眼里蔓延
你在收紧你在闭电无法隔绝
你在深夜像黑咖啡你在我心里面
陪我失眠可是却不在我的身边
你在，不在- 郭采洁

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing. (Rly? Hahah. )
No Boundaries- Kris Allen

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My fate is shaking
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'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
Were always gonna wanna make it through
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes were gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's The Climb
Miley Cyrus- The Climb

对你的爱我选择了让步
被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去轻轻的闭上眼睛
静静的摆在那里
放逐爱情- 解伟苓

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
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She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
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Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
You Belong With Me- Taylor Swift

听着呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
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快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
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顽固的赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸空隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记
如果我变成回忆 - Tank

Take your time, I won't go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you
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I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul there
I can't face you, I can't save you
It's something you'll have to do
Come Back To Me- David Cook （Ty Jannah, for the song, lol.)

2009-06-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

Omg, THAT face, reminds you of Alexia, doesn't it? :P

Okay, I decided to update bcus I decided to stop being lazy and just update for the sake of updating.
Partially bcus Jon pangseh-ed, his comp d/ced agn, !@#$%^&*()_
HAHS.

Have been spending money like nobody's business(as always) these days, for b'days esp,
Alexia's and Demas's.
Happy Belated B'day, both! :)

June, Nicolette and PH's bday coming up, 20th, 21st, 24th respectively.
Next mth'd be July, another mth filled w b'days, including, *AHEM*
Do I even need to remind you guys? Hahs. xD

School is starting really sooon! ):
When I'm still enjoying the hols, sob.
Pple, pls come entertain me in RP, hhas.

Freak youtube and watchanimeon, loading my vidoes in snail speed. .___.
Actually it was alr loaded, if it's not for my itchy hands, restarting the whole thing,
I think I'd be enjoying my show by now, Lol.

My blog is going on hiatus soon.
Bcus most of the time I run out of things to update, and I can't recall what I wanna type once I start blogging, being lazy to update, etc etc.
Plus, I dun wanna pple to know what's happening in my life, HAHAH!
Kidding.

I got nothing to update actually, just that Taylor Swift got beautiful eyes!
LOVELOVELOVELOVE HER! :D

Ipod Classic or Ipod Touch? =/

Tag Replies:
chenxinyi: okayokayokay, I updated! :D
Eugene: Stop reminding me bout the blood thingy. !@#$%^&*()_
Jannah: Pfft, but I think she meant that Im cuter than all my classmates! :D

I believed he missed her too.