May 28, 2008

Yes, i'm in school.
I've been busy with MT until these few days, and its the starting of coaching agn.
Jus wanna say that i'm not gonna update unless i switch on my comp.
(like always, i know. xD )

School is pretty much the same, nth much.
having the hols now, went out a couple of times, with my clique and such.
sigh, kinda moodless.

I miss reading Jerry's blog. ):
His blog is often inspiring, and funny.
And the guild in maple.
But the past is the past, so no point thinking back isn't it?

was it you who changed or me who changed my impression of you?
sigh, you seem so distant nowadays.
I want those days back, where i can just tell you all my troubles.
and you telling me yours.
when you can just bloody-ly say HI to me,
when you NOE i saw you.
but now it seem that you can't be bothered with me and dorothy at all.
why?
sometimes i really wonder if it's true that you said i'm your good fren.
i wonder, if those things you told me are lies?
i'm doubting what you said and you or is it that, i'm doubting myself?
sigh. I just want the past days back.
Dorothy said it's possible, is it?
YOU tell me.
Wishing that you're truely happy now.
take care, my fren. No matter what, i will be there for you, always.

i just wanna have someone who i can lean on when my days are down,
is that so diff?
i just wanna spend a day out when i can have a whole day of REAL fun.
can i?

May 13, 2008

Is your birthday day 27 of the month? Your Life, You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a loving person. Your Love, You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

Got this from this (link).
Check it out, i think its rather true for me. (:

And (link)
Your date of conception was on or about
4 November 1991 which was a Monday
You were
born on a Monday under the astrological sign Leo.
Your Life path number is 1.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Much more grows in the garden than that which is planted there.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22.

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.25792563600783 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is
Sunday, Your lucky number is 1 & 4, Your ruling planet(s) is the Sun, Your lucky dates are 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th, Your opposition sign is Aquarious, Your opposition number(s) is 8.

Today is not one of your lucky days!
There are 75 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 16 candles.
Your birthstone is Ruby.
The Mystical properties of Ruby: Ruby is said to open one's heart to love.

Your birth tree is
Cypress, the Faithfulness
Strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, happy,content,optimistic, needs enough money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered,unruly, pedantic and careless.

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning crescent.

& this
You entered: Toh Xin Yi

There are 8 letters in your name.
Those 8 letters total to 52
There are 3 vowels and 5 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 7

The characteristics of #7 are: Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating.

The expression or destiny for #7:
Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.

If there is an over supply of the number 7 in your makeup, the negative aspects of the number may be apparent. The chief negative of 7 relates to the limited degree of trust that you may have in people. A tendency to be highly introverted can make you a bit on the self-centered side, certainly very much self-contained . Because of this, you are not very adaptable, and you may tend to be overly critical and intolerant. You really like to work alone, at your own pace and in your own way. You neither show or understand emotions very well.

Your Soul Urge number is: 6

A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.

The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.

If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.
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Okay, all these were pretty interesting for me, and the above is all bout me, some true/untrue. (:
Credits to Iris Wang for recommending these webpages to me, was kinda fun though.

ANYWAY! Went to school as per normal today, didn have school ystd. xD
Reviewed English P1/P2 & MT P1/P2.
Didn do really well as an overall, scored 55/100 for English
and 65/100 for MT.
Damn disappointed with my MT results, cudn't blame anyone though, except myself.

The worst part of the day is here, i sprained my leg while walking down the 3 freaking steps outside the hall.
Tell you this, it was freaking painful, and although it was reduced for awhile, but it still hurts as i walked.
Went to NCC to eat lunch with Zhiwei, Elaine, Fangyi, Doro and Elaine.
Chatted at the area near the CC and Doro came to play Audition over at my place,
when most of them left.
I did went to see the Chinese doc with my mum and sister, got my leg bandaged.
My sister got her leg bandaged too, since her leg was aching as well.
Both of us are excused for P.E for a week, but i dun think i'll be having any P.E lessons this week? hm.
and the bandages cud only be removed tml night.
Nothing much today, no pictures due to a uncooperative Blogger. ):
And i predict tml won't be a very nice day as well. X:

And I can't wait till the next Vampire Knight manga to be uploaded.
Takecare people, MT'O is coming real sooooooon. (x
i hate it that my fontsize for the posts are so DAMN small, tried editing it, but still can't seem to change it. ):
And the freaking virus on my computer just won't go awayyyyyy, rawrrr.

the flow of time will bring us back, love.

May 11, 2008

1. What age do you wish to get married ?
23-25? (:

2. What do you want to do now?
Score well for O'levels of course, but before i can do that, improve on my maths. -.-

3. What is the dumbest thing you have done in your life?
Eh, too many to mention, which one you wanna noe? xD

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Although its not that i'm super confident of myself, but i'm improving to be a better me! (;

5. Do you have any dreams?
Of course i do, my dream is to work in a well-known hotel in Singapore/aboard.

6. Do you believe in eternity love?
Nope, i dun believe in eternity/forever. (:

7. What are you afraid?
Frogs?

8. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yeap. (:

9. List three good points of the person who tagged you.
too many ppl tagged, one good point of each,
Fangyi- sweet and lovely girl. (:
Xueling- hardworking. (:
Iris- Full of rubbish/crap. Nvr fails to cheer me up! :D
Ziyang- good at playing the piano. (:
TYJ- the-go-and-study-bugger! xD
Albert- friendly guy. (:
wonghuiting- great listener. (:
Angela- Smart and crappy. :D
Jolene- Swanster, always have good animes/mangas to recommend! :D

10. What age would you want to forever-be?
i told you i dun believe in forever-ish stuffs.

11. Type of people you hate?
as long as you have somewhatever that i dun like, its had for me to like you. (:

12. Do you cherish everyone of your friends?
Of course I do. (:

13. Do you believe in God?
Dun really think so?

14. What do you think the most important thing in your life is?
Actually, i think everything is impt. Esp my family.

15. Do you need to have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
I would love to. (:

16. What kind of friends do you hope to be in their eyes?
As who they see me now, unless i change or whatsoever.

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
A person which high self-esteem, i guess. (:

18. What is your wish for now?
Do well for my MT'O and other O'papers, and get into that TP COURSE. (:

19. Do you believe in fate?
Yeap.

20. What do you think you're lack of right now?
Materialistic stuffs i guess, nvr get enff of those.


Tadah. (:
Had a great time at Sentosa ystd, with those ppl, above to celebrate Shu's birthday.
Had loads of fun playing at the playground too, although i wake up this morning with aching
arms/legs. xD

Just came back from No Signboard Seafood Restaurant, went there with my relative and family to celebrate sorta, celebrate Mother's Day? hm, the food was avg only.

And yes, SA1 is finally over, tml is Marking Day.
going out with the lovely Iris. :D
Enjoyed quite abit these few days,
hopefully i wud get back my studying mood after this short break.
MT'O is getting nearer, as days passes and getting an A1 is a must.

I know it's been long since i last logged in and blog.
Alot of things happened recently, but i swear i'm happier than the past. (:
for no particular reason i guess, just changed a lil of myself.
sounds rather funny isn't it? yeah, laugh at it if you want to. xD
Yeap, will relink peeps and do the quiz, since ppl asked me to do it. (:
Fyi, i didn update for such a long time is bcus i didn switch on the computer. (;

Sometimes, wishing is not enff.