because, sunflowers always outshine the dark.

Dumb coffee, I still feel sleepy and having a headache now.
Forget the headache, I'm gonna turn in soon.
Might be going to The Showcase tml, still not cfm, bcus I dun have a ticket on hand.
Well, I went studying with Jolene(DUMB SWAN) at 201 Macdonalds.
Terrible day, I couldn't even focus.
But I still managed to finish some Physics qns and of course chatted with her a lil.
Hhas. (:
Reached home ard 9plus, continue watching Special A.
And off to slp, it's gonna be 11pm soon.

It's not easy to say that I'll always be there for you when you're down.
I'm really really a lousy fren. And I know I'm never there when you needed someone.
But I've to say, you'd always be a good fren to me.
No matter what happens, when you need a listening ear, I'd be there.
And yes, I'm worried. I hope you're fine.
I couldn't make it things right back agn,
but I believe you could pull through all these obstacles.
Stay strong. take care okay, my dear girl.
because sunflowers always outshine the dark clouds. (:

Tag Replies:
wonghuiting: WAH, super enthusiasm. I know I'm as lovely as my blog. xD

Just look into my eyes, cause the heart never lies.

shine through your heart.

Well Well, Today is the last written paper for my Prelims. Chem/Phy Practical Tml.
And I only need to report to school by 0915, which means my dad can't drive me to school,
I need to take the bus there myself. ._.
I hate taking the morning buses, packed with students and working adults,
but I guess I'm left with no other choice. ._.

Time flies huh, we're already at the last lap of our journey.
The next big thing will be our O's already.
Anyway, went to TM with Jolene after my F&N paper, to get some guide book for Science.
Spent more than 20bucks for them, hope it will be useful somehow.

Internet connection kinda slow today, wonder what's the problem agn. .__.
I was wondering if Mangas are always better than the Anime itself.
Hmm, still got coursework to finish up after the Prelims.
But I'm still watching anime, argh. .__.
I better kick that habit, addicted to anime nowadays. T_T

Tag Replies:
Ziyang: Hhas, yeah. I'm fine ah, you? (:
wonghuiting: Hi huiting, you sound so enthusiastic. Lols. (:
Fangyi: Yeah, great isn't it. (:

give me the strength to feel motivated.

Iris's Drink.

Kenneth, candid.



The main point of this picture is Iris's alien eyes. :O




Ohmy, the swan is studying. xD

This hyperactive kiddo ate 4 lil mini packs of sugar. .__.

taken by kenneth @ tcc.


:D


On the way back to Tampines.

Alohaaa frens. :D
These are the pictures taken on Saturday. Kenneth, Iris, Jolene and I went to T3'S tcc
for some studying/chatting.
As usual, we chatted more than we studied. X:
Headed to Iris's place to ton, and basically, we just chatted and chatted, and chatted. xD

Anyway, took History Elective paper today.
Now I realise the worst feeling of all is to have studied a topic that did not come out for the examinations. .___.
Sigh, what's there to do. It's already over. (:
And it's Physics paper tomorrow.

Ha~ I watched Ep5 of Hot Shot.
Can't wait for the next episode! :D
And it didn't rain today, (:
There is Heroes tonight, and
new season of Ugly Betty and Project Runway on Thursday on Channel 5!
Ohman, I love Proj Runway.
And I prefer watching the tv than face the computer screen with such
a small video resolution for hours though,
but you know, sometimes, it can't be helped. xD

Tag Replies:
Yanteen: Lol, It's your honor, I featured your sec1 face! xD
Fy: HA! Not now, Not today, Not tomorrow. xD You better study hard too. (:
Kenneth: .___. Why must you type my name thrice and in parts? Kenneth Chuaaaa~
Jumper: Yeah, that's why I'm calling for the wind. xD

A person with a sparkling heart can do anything beautifully. (:

Oh, It's raining.

Alohaaaaa. (:
Today was such a cooling day to sleep longer than usual,
I slept all the way till 11am this morning. (:
But acutally, I sleep till that late every weekend. xD

It's have been raining all day, not really a bad thing though, its cooler that way.
Luckily there's no lightning.
Argh, I abhor thunderstorms with lightning. >< style="font-weight: bold;">Mictch Albom- For One More Day.
Fabulous book, his book are filled with lessons of life we should learn about.

An extract of a one of my favorite parts of the book:

She put one hand on mine. "When someone is in your heart, they're never truly gone.
They come back to you, even at unlikely times."
-Pg 145; The Second Visit Ends.

But there's a story behind everything. How a picture got on a wall. How a scar got on your face.
Sometimes the stories are simple, and sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking.
But behind all your stories is always your mother's story, because hers is where yours begins.
So this was my mother's story.
And mine.
I would like to make things right again with those I love.
-Pg 194; Chick's Final Thoughts.

Sweet and awakening isn't it? Well.
Sometimes, that's the problem with us, humans. We don't cherish what we have.
and take them for granted. But it's just human nature I guess.
We learn through losing things precious to us and grow stronger through experiences.

No one is perfect in our lives. Don't hate a person for their weakness.
Accept them for who they are.
bcus they are doing the same, accepting your weakness/imperfection. (:
Love the people around you. (:

AND YEAH. I LOVE Secondhand Serenade! :D

And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears.

Splashes in the rain.

Hey anybody-out-there! :D
Prelims are halfway through, done with Mathematics, SS, English.
The first paper next week, is History.
Have to work harder for this one, I dun want to fail my combined hums,
bcus I think I wouldn't do as well for SS. X:
I didn't finish Q4(a), and SBQ, I think I wrote rubbish.
It wasn't difficult, just that I screwed up the format.
I wasn't sure bout the format for most of the SBQ qns. ):
Haiyeah, sian. Speaking bout today's papers, I'm bound to screw up Physic/Chemistry
P1, I didn't even prepare for Science. X:


Sunset in Hainan Island.

Beach at Hainan Island.

Anyway, I'm going to Hainan Island after the O'Levels with my family and grandparents. (:
Initially, we wanted to go to Taiwan, but had to change our plans bcus my grandfather did not want to go to Taiwan and the cost for one pax for Taiwan is too expensive, to afford. (:
So be it, as long as I get to travel, I'm contented.
Plus, Hainan is said to be a beautiful place, I just can't wait. (:

Juan is going for the Bangkok trip, shld i go? Hmm.
I dun want to be the only girl there. Hmm.
Will reconsider bout this later.

Argh, I'm soooo bored.

Tag Replies:
FY: Mushroom soup not available tonight. :D
Iris: Trust me, its a fabulous book, you will love it, like I do. yeah. lets watch it tgt. :D
xinyi: you too, jiayou yea. (:
Rach: thanks! :D my EL was alright, prelims are still on next week. T.T

it's like learning to fly and falling in love. (:

Argh, If I could get into the mood of studying.
I did nothing for the weekeneds agn.
Wthell. ):

Prelims starts tml, EL P1 up for a start, as always. (:
Jiayou, peeps.

Honey and jar. (:

Movie Poster, Twillight, 121208.

and another one.

Robert Pattinson as Edward Cullen whom also played Cedric Diggory in the Harry Potter series.

Kristen Stewart as Bella Swan


The Cullens. (:

The Cullens as portrayed by Kellan Lutz (Emmett), Nikki Reed (Rosalie), Elizabeth Reaser (Esme), Robert Pattinson (Edward), Peter Facinelli (Carlisle), Ashley Greene (Alice), and Jackson Rathbone (Jasper).

Based on the bestseller book, Twilight by Stephenie Meyer, here comes the movie! (:

Movie Plot: When Bella Swan's mother remarries and sends her to live with her father in the little town of Forks, Washington,
she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen - a boy unlike any she's ever met.
Intelligent and witty, he sees straight into her soul. Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance, for Edward is a vampire.
But he doesn't have fangs, and he doesn't drink human blood, as Edward and his family are unique among vampires in their lifestyle choice.
To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy.

Anyway, the official website of Twilight(link) and Wikipedia , the movie claims that the movie will be release on 21 November, 2008 in the USA instead of 121208.
I wonder when is it gonna be screened in Singapore.
Bcus its only gonna be release next yr, on January 8, 2009 in Australia.

The movie trailers are good, yeah? (:
Read the book ppl, its fabulous.

Knew bout this news for quite some time alr, but I decided to post this up, anw.
Since I can't wait for the movie to be screen in Singapore. xD
Hopefully the movie is as good as the book.
And I can't wait to read Breaking Dawn, the last book of this sequel.
Renessa is lending me the book, yayyyy! :D


But actually, I read the last page of the book, breaking dawn ystd, at Kino. xD
Of course, its a sweet ending. (:
As The Twilight Series closes with,
And then we continued blissfully into this small but perfect piece of our forever.

What's this? Sec1? xD

Sec3, This is one picture I REALLY think my hair look like a mushroom. .___.

Sec2, i think, before rebonding my hair. xD

Sec2 as well, i think?

I love this picture, alot. (:

when I still had my contacts. ): Sec3.

Sec2 end of yr, @ Nanjing.

dinner with Sj Gang, Sec4 alr. (:

this is what I usually do when I'm bored, take pictures! :D

too bored at home. xD

during the outing with Alexia.

before going out. (:

outing with dorothy, elaine, zhiwei and fy.

science center trip with kenneth and iris. (:

People may think I'm a hideous person if I dun post pictures on my blog, xD
I think it's been long since I'd post my zilian pictures barh, (:
From Sec1 till now, those physical changes. xD
Looking back, I feel like laughing at myself man. Lol.
WellWellWell, i got pretty bored, so here are some photos of me taken over this yr.
Actually I do have alot of photos to upload and such, but I'm too lazy to do the uploading job,
since I think I'm the only one who read my own blog, xD
Hahs, (: And my hair is getting longer, as time goes by. (:
Hope it gets longerrrrr, so I can perm my hair after my O's. (:

Anyway, I just read Rachel's blog, I miss mapling. ):
Taking crappy SS with The Nehs and Mavericks, )):
But I noe it's not a time to reminisce bout all these past-times.
But lyfe gets boring lah, w/o online games like Maplestory! xD
Ohwell, just have to live with it, I may be quitting Maple by the end of yr anw.

Blow, Wind, Blow. (:

Draw your own rainbow, love.

The Earth says, Hello! :D
Back for some short posting, well. It's another Wednesday like any others.
Anyway, EL lessons are such a bore. Who can help it w/o falling aslp? X:
Mdm Natasha didn't come for SS lessons today, but I saw her early in the morning,
looking kinda rushy, think she's going for some course or smth.
I missed two SS lessons two weeks in a row, since all three periods per week are on Wednesday,
I didn't attend school on last Wednesday
bcus my Uncle(whom live with me for the past 15yrs, passed away),
and this week Mdm Natasha is absent, .__.
For STAR lesson, we did not present for our STAR proj, was it bcus Mrs Cho forgot about it? No idea.
Had Chemistry lesson instead, and we were supposed to take our class photo after school at 1400.
But we went down to the porch at 1430, Mr Lee wasn't there, and we had to do it after school tml.
But guess what, Shahul says Mr Lee is @ the coffee shop opp our sch,
when we were all went our separate ways,
The worst part is that I got tution tml.
and I HAD TO BE EARLY FOR TUTION, TML. .___.
and Alexia is skipping class photo taking! )):
Last yr's photo wasn't full, must it be like this this yr agn? Sigh.
But, I will still be taking class photo before I rush down for my tution.


Speaking of my Uncle, well.
He lived with me for as long as I noe, from the first house in Pasir Ris, till now.
but he's gone, and didn't get to see him for the last time as well, haix.
He made me thought of my Grandma whom passed away earlier this yr,
I lost two close kins in a yr, not a really good feeling, you noe.
Although I didn't cry when he was on that day he was cremated,
but it was still kinda saddening,
that doctor said he could be discharged on monday if nothing goes wrong,
but he actually left, one day before, which was Sunday.
I was freaking shocked, and
I could hear my mum's voice trembling, and crying when she called me that night.
one thing I really hate the most, is seeing my mum and dad cry.
I hope they(uncle and ah ma) are doing well, if they are in heaven or somewhere out there.
(:

Well, prelims are NEXT WEEK.
Gosh, time is flying, this yr has been speeding fast, it's August ard.
Gotta continue with my F&N coursework already.
Okay, it was quite a long post after all. xD

beautiful rainbows, brightened life.

Between darkness and light, good and evil.

Hey People! :D
I'm in a extremely gooddddd mood today! Guess what, got my MT'O results back,
and I got A1(D), a confirmed A on my cert. (:
Was really surprised to get A1 on my first try, Congratulations to those who did well, and buck up for those who didn't meet the mark. (:
All the best, Jiayou yea? :D

Anw, school was as per normal, after the loooooong National Day Hols, (:
Did a couple of things, watched fireworks with my family/
movie outing with Elaine, Dorothy and Martin/got to sleep in a lil later than usual/went out to dine with Dorothy, Elaine and Andrew.
But actually, I spent most of my time watching TV/slacking/studying at home/had tution,
bcus I loveee my home too much, yeaaaah. xD

EL Oral starts today till somewhere near end of August.
Mine is on the 19th, and NO, tml is Wednesday, which means,
its time for the star proj presentation, ohman.
!@#$%^&*()_ I do hate presentations you noe, but I guess I don't really have a choice. ):
Well, Mrs Cho is turning tml's STAR lesson to Chemistry lesson, again. .__.

And speaking of Chemistry, I think I'd flunk the Practical Test our class did this afternoon,
it was easy, but the way I phrase my answers will bound to led me to an F.
Ohmaaaaan, ):

I need to rush my F&N coursework, like now.
Thursday is the deadline. .___.
And I'm more than 10million miles away from finishing. .__.
Argh, Deadlines. .__.

Tag Replies:
Lock: Okay, thanks in adv. (:
Fangyi: Oh really, Don't lie to yourself, fy. xD

It's not easy, but I'm trying.