yes. im blogging.
sch shucked today. =(
maths for the first two periods.
had a lil quiz.
and yuppx, it was easy, for the first tym. xD

F&N.
wasnt paying attention to mdm chang's lecture.
hrm, had a test.
i will surely get a straight zero. (:
it was difficult cuz i dint study much. X=
nah, im used to failing.

sch ended.
opened up sj room for some cleaning.
blah blah.
went on wid some POP practice.
finished touches on the first part of the whole POP.
and ppl lyk andrew and peeps wud rather go play bball
den come for practice, cool?
yeah, right. (:
went home at bout 4plus.

mrs ng called my mum.
FUCK.
juz bcuz i dint do my maths quiz corrections and dint get my mum
to sign dat bloody quiz, she had to call my mum?!
and i noe dat the others whu did not handed up
dat quiz corrections, did not get the call?
y muz it be me?
i admit i had been kinda not attentive during lessons.
but im TRYING to pay attention!
mrs ng juz dont understand.
wad does she understand?
calling my parents will hlp in some kinda way?
NO WAY.
it juz caused a conflict between me and my mum.
juz hate it.
ARGH.

ending here.
whole body aching.)=

hhas.
here to update.
in the comb lab now. xD
hrm. not in a gd mood nowadays. =(
i duno y. i been tinking quite alot. =(
haix.. seriously, i really duno wad i shld do nxt.
one prob coming after another.
wad can i do now..?
haix, dorothy, sry if i hesitate to tell u
bout dis. X=
hope u wont mind.
its not dat im hesitating.
its jus.. im still tinking abt how to tell u. X=

haix.
hopefully i wud be fine soon enuff.
as in, DTs are ard the corner.
i dun wan to be bugged by dis kinda of probs. (:
cheer up, me. (:

i just tink its my own prob.
a prob i shld solve it myself.
or let it ade away by tym.
am i jus running away?
haix. well, i tink i somehow am?

TODAY.
first two periods of PE.
we played handball, a new game miss ng taught us.
cool game, kinda enjoy it anyway. (:
den it was physics.
mr goh bought in some simple demoS to show us.
-.- he was lyk repeating the same ting to xplain bout density.
boring lesson.
couldnt sms cuz mr ng was sitting at the bak of the class. =(
WAS ABT TO SLP.. DEN hui ting called me and asked me bout
the public duty ting and after dat, i was started paying a lil more attention. (:
which is a gd ting, thnx hui ting! (:
LOL.
den it was recess. and now.
im updating my blog, in the computer lab.
hhas. its english now. xD
miss safia is not feeling well,
she's resting and we're jus lyk doing our own stuffs. xD


i guessed u ppl noe y i dun update my blog recently. =D
sowrie, AGAIN. (:
wooS. (:

hhas, im in the computer lab now. xD
just done wid my F&N.
hrm. boooring day.
maths for the first two periods.
wasnt paying much attention. X=
talking to zhi wei the whole lesson. xD
hrm, during recess. we went to the hall to listen to jovin
play canon in d.
woos. really nice luh. =D
den F&N. alexia keep dooling on my hand.
=( she is such a big bully. xD
but i still love her~ woos. =D
she keep writing AZW LOVE ME.
-.- on my hand. -.-
kies, dats kinda lame. xD

still got 3MOIs to complete. =(
haven iron my full uniform, polish my boots.
not enuff tym luh! =(

after sch, there will be a POP practice.
=( sian.. nvm. (:
POP in two weeks tym, shld be a happie ting. =D

takkires ppl. (:
wooos. (:

LOL.
its been so long since i last updated. =/
xinyi's pressing me to update luh~ ^^

hrm.
comp training dis few days.
can see improvement in the teams.
but somehow i feel its not enuff..
to get the top 2 u all nid to WORK HARDER..
i noe u all been working hard. (:
*ENDUREE;
ITS JUST TML, BEFORE THE SHOWDOWN. (:
JIAYOUS!
I NOE U GUYS CAN DO IT. (:
I HAVE FAITH IN U GUYS. (:

im just sooo glad that the former AC1 is back. (:
dey really can form a better team.
if we int break dem up in the first place,
i believe dey cud do even better. X=
orhwell, at least dey are back. (:

going as a hlper tml, nid to reach greenview at nine.
gosh..
nvm. =(

is all these false hope u r giving me?
i really hope not.
im getting worried..
wher r u?
haix..

THIRTEEN deep questions that will really tell you something about you.
Not stupid questions like" What is your favorite lip gloss ? "
-----------------------------------------------------
1)What is more difficult for you,looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel ?
*looking into someone's eyes telling them how you feel.

2)Think of the last time you were REALLY angry.
WHY were you angry ?
*i forgotten; too many stuffs happen at tyms. xD

3)You are on a flight from Bristol to KL with your family non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phonecall.
Who would you call ?
*the first person i thot of at dat tym;
since my family is wid me, my bf perhaps? lol.

4)You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you are going to die.
Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die ?
* no. just cherish the tym spent wid dem. and rite dem a lettr telling dem im sorwie i left early.

5) What do you do with your remaining days ?
* spent every moment to the FULLEST. (:

6)Would you be afraid ?
* of cuz. bcuz i hate to c dem cry, when im gone.

7) You can have one of the following two things - trust/love.
Which do you choose ?
* before you learn to love, you will nid to learn to trust.
so, trust. (:

8)You are walking down the street onyour way to work.
There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street.
Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired.
Do you save the dog ?
* yes. bcuz i lelieve dat kinda boss is a stinking boss.
cant u even save a dog?-.- inhuman boss. (:

9)You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other.
Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?
*i noe i nvr will be unfaithful.
but i will, if i did.
i dun wan to lie, esp to my loved one.

10)Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship.
He/she is falling inlove with you. What do you do/say ?
* it depends on my feelings,
but more prob i will tell him/her dat its best we stay as frens.
i believe he/she cud find someone better den me. (:

11)Think of the last person who you knew that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of their life back,but you have to give up one year of your life. Do you do it ?
* OF COURSE! its worth it afterall.
im willing to give up even ten yrs of my lyfe.
bcuz i believe, when others are happie, i`ll be too. (:

12)Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend ?
* well, i dun tink so. =/
13)Does love = sex ?
* OF CUZ NOT. -.-
DIS IS A DUMB THINKING. (:

is it just my imagination or is it true? (:
how i wish it was true. xD
although it is impossible.
but i wan you to noe dat im still waiting.(:
you're simply someone i wanna cherish. (:
wishing you were by my side.
xD
hhas. (:

went to IKEA today wid my family.
its really big derh and loadds of stuffs luh. =D
bought a full-length mirror and a white shoe rack. =D
the border of the full-length mirror isnt the colour i wanted. =X
the colour i wanted was out of stock. =(
sad case. xD

yesterday.
went out wid tan hui ting and pei ying.
vanessa dint came due to some reasons luh~ xD
hrm, catched two movies at one shot.
pursuit of happiness and follow the law.
both shows were nice. (:
pursuit of happiness is really a swit show.
which shows really lyfe reality.
orhwell, same goes to follow the law.
really a funny show. (:
enjoyed both shows anyways. =D
hahs, dats bout it i guess. =D

takkires ppl;
ending hre. (:

smth form yingjie's blog.xD
hope she doesnt mind me sharing dis,
cuz its really meaninful. (:



look at dis picture clearly/ carefully. (:

what do you see in this picture?
An optimist is a person who sees only the lights in the picture
a pessimist sees only the shadows.
An idealist, however, is one who sees the light and the shadows, but in addition sees something else: the possibility of changing the picture of making the lights prevail over the shadows. - Felix Adler
who are you? hahs (:
tink bout it, its smth meaningful.
leave a tag telling me wad u saw. (:

lol.
very tired now.
today is friday; hrm. (:
had a greeeat day in sch. =D
hrm, sch as per normal.
but ders no IRP reading in the parade square today.
lol, went back to class for the issuing out of report books.
hrm, had maths for the first two periods.
zh wei said i was kinda low, but i wasnt.
its just dat im very exhausted at dat tym.
hrm. den recess.
F&N till 1230.
lol, f&n was fun for today; but kinda tiring too.
had to go through two topics, vitamins&minerals.
learned bout a diease named night blindness.
hrm, hearing wad tcher say bout dis illness.
i really pity the ppl whu suffer from blindness or even night blindness.
ppl wid night blindness cant c in the dark.
and cant even c the beautiful nite sky; and may/may not
turn blind wen dey get older.
der vision tends to be blurer in the night.
dey cant exactly c the lights during the nite.
but during the day, dey shld be quite alright.
we toked bout colour blindness too.

hrm, i suddely realise smth.
i rather be paralysed for lyfe then
to turn blind/colour blind.
imaging living in a world of darkness?
things u cud feel and cant c?
how wud u feel?
i really pity those whu cant c the beautiful colours of lyfe
or cant even c.
those whu was born wid blindness;
dey couldnt even c their own parents, or love ones.
even describing to dem wont hlp, cuz dey wont noe wad ur toking bout.
tink bout it, dey must feel very sad.
at least wen ur paralysed,
u cud still c the beatiful side of the world.
best wishes to those whu suffer for any illness or wad;
jiayous, and live your lyfe colourfully, even in a diff way. (:

after sch, stayed back to pass the bravos consent form
for sunday's compeition and civil defence course nxt thurs.
den NC&AC had self train, we stayed back tinking dey needed casuatly.
but in the end, we waited till the end of der self train. -.-
lols, its okie.
its worth the wait anyways. (:
had looooadds of fun anyways. =D
went home after dat.
having a slight headache and super exhausted.

anyways, will be going out wid vanessa and tan hui ting! ^^
watching pursuit of happiness. (:
hope its a great show, yeah? (:
takkires ppl, will be ending here. (:
weeees. =D

im happie. (:
cheer up, xueling. =D
dont be so sad kies? (:

pamela, i miss you. =D
hrm, takkires ppl. (:

hahs. at home now.
just came back from tution at kembangan.
hrm. today's sch was okay.
first it was PE.
our class made miss ng angry. =/
i mean not me luh, those whu came dwon late for pe.
dey were lyk 20mins late.
so outrageous of dem..
really pissed wid dem myself.
miss ng is such a nice tcher;
y must dey take advantage of her kindness?
sometyms 3/8 really shucks..
lol~~ den miss chin came to talk sense into our class.
i hope those ppl whu were late for pe will wake up,
and really wan to apologize for miss ng.
she's so nice and our class treat her lyk dis.
hrm, =((
den it was physics.
slept for one period.
and the tcher dint even cared. xD
hrm. den it was recess.
was playing wid the hamsters in class.
my mum wont allow me to buy a hamster! =(
super saddening. =X
lol, i really wish i had one..
dey are just super adorable. xDD
eng, play some game.. kinda lame.
but fun. xD
den it was assembly. (:
ev idol. lol~ some of dem really can sing well.
marvin sound quite gd actually. (:
and the gurl who sang hero. lol~ (:
and SHAFIQ was the mc~ lol.
went to coffee shop for lunch after dat.
me and alexia left first.
cuz we had tution.
hrm, dats all, i guess. (:

just smth random. (:

hahs. second post for the day. (:
PAMELA~ I MISS YOU LEI. =D
:)hrm. nth much to post actually. xD
just dat, im changing a blogskin soon. (:
just not now. =/
hhas, i saw keith msn&frenster. (:
know he got a new stead, glad for hiM! ^^
lol, he's a nice guy,
and i noe derh gurl muz be very fortunate to hab him. (:
best wishes for dem! ^^

lol, and yarh.
shall stay happie&cheerful from now on.
i dun wanna hab anymores of those blues. (:
JIAYOUSSS, ME. =D
i can do it. =D
hrm, i wanna stay happie..
even wen i noe how hurt i feel, just by missing u.
and tinking of u. =/



tuesdays wid morrie is a GREEEAT book. (:
touching story. (:
its by mitch albom, anyways. =D

i dun wan to go to tm tml. =P
unless we are catching pursuit of happiness. ^^
lol, i noe its gonna be great.
saw dat advertisment while watching ghost rider dat day. (:
and i tink i saw michelle's blog saying it was not bad.
so i tink, for the overall.
its worth a catch. (:
lol, why m i promoting dis show, btw? -.-

ENDING HERE.
TAKKIRES PPL. (:
WHOEVER YOU'RE,
UR LOOOVED BY ME. =D

suddenly.
pamela made me so envious of her. =/
seeing her miss the guy he lyk so openly.
made me so jealous~ =X
orhwell, i noe things dat are not gonna happen.
why m i still wishing the impossible?
i really duno y..
=/ pamela, dun worrie, ur secret is safe wid me. (:
tag more kies? TAKKIRES! (:
AND I MISS U, PAMELA.
i wanna go out wid yoooou! =D
just miss u so much luh. =D

kies, finally got the mood to blog. xD
today is a typical tues.
nth much in sch, first two period was eng.
went to the computer lab to do some coposition thiny.xD
den mt, really bored me ooout. xD
recess, maths.
i really dun get wad mrs ng is saying. =/
haix, nvm bout dat.
nxt was social studies.
mr dennis came in the class.
lol, xD dint pay attention to his lesson today. =/
i was kinda sleepy? hmm..
den it was chemistry; i slept for one period.
i tink miss ang noe im tired, she dint ask me to wake up,
for the first tym in hist. xD
lol, den it was hist, at 305.
miss wong came in(a new tcher. -.-)
i miss mdm nisha. -.-
miss wong, duno how to teach.
and she's staying till mid-yr examination is over.
orh god. =(
had to stay back for chem xtra lesson.
lasted bout a period.
miss ang said our class had the potential to score well for chem. -.-
lol, make me luff~ xD
was really tired by den.
went to coffee shop for lunch.
walked to north park after dat.(:
den i went home, taking 38.

imcompete TA(task analysis) and PL(priority list)
=( i duno how to do my PL. zzz.
ending here. (:

from a particular song, (:
swit lyrics huh? (:
the faint scent of tears on my rain-soaked cheeks;
the memories that i tried to rmb wander aimlessly.
the warm look on the face of travellers;
the music from our childhood echoes in the backgrd.
but within these tiny wings, launched by my dreams;
our distant oceans&skies we`ll soar together to a place where memories nvr fade.
you light up the way for me in the darkness of night;
oh, that warm look on ur face.
i miss you so much.


HAPPIE BDAY, YANTEEN! (:
TAKKIRES OWAES&SMILEEE. (:

hahs. in computer lab now. (:
blooging cuz i dint update for quite some tym..
sry. =x was kinda busy for the weekends. xD
and to all those who seen me during the weekends:
im so so so sry for being in a low mood during the weekends..
some probs at home, plus being so darn sway dis few days..
hmm. i noe my attidute those days was kinda bad towards u ppl. =/
the movie stuffs; the soft toy issue; the present thingy..
blah blah derh.
as in being very cold..
but i was pondering over some stuffs. =/
even before the weekends, im oreadi facing soem family probs.
dats y im so low.
hope u all understand.. =x
im truely sowrie. =/

HAPPIE BDAY ANGELA! (:
TAKKIRES OWAES AND SMILEEEE! =D

today.
is ANGELA'S BDAYYY. (:

kies, ending here. (:
sowrie agains. =/

cant seem to post dis post. _|_

today is saturday; my 272 post. =D
hahs. (:
went to mit dem at tamp mac at 0815.
on the way to the HQ on the mrt.
i had a bad headache..
and cried. =/ kies larh.
dats kinda stupid..
went for KSJ at SJ HQ..
hmm. derh paper was kinda easy.
but its lyk i will still fail.
cuz derh are loadds of qns which asked bout the yrS.
and i cant rmb some of dem.
really afiard i`ll fail again. =/
hopefully i cud pass dis tym. =(
went to the hawker centre nearby the HQ for lunch.
ate chicken rice.. feel lyk vomitting now.=/
duno wads wid me nowadays.. =/
nvm. den went home, taking mrt.
and here blogging. (:
dats all. =D

FRIDAY.
maths for the first two periods.
we are allow to sit tgt from now on! ^^
yay~ (:
hhas. den F&N.
fail my f&n theory paper, =(
14/30. haix.
but i still pass my overall, at least. =/
dats all.
after sch, derh sec1 had training on CPR and badaging.
taught dem arm sling and palm bandage. (:
den CPR lesson was conducted by staff jasmine..
after training, was having a headache. =/
my father&mum was nearby and came to fetch me.
had a lil qurrel wid my parents, agains. =/
duno y we ofen had dis kinda disagreements.. =/
cried alot at home, and still had to studie for KSJ..
hope to hav peace from now on..
hope its not impossible. =/

having steamboat wid sj peeps later at marina. (:
cyarh guys later. (:

and alexia is coming to my hse first.
before we mit at yanteen's house. (:

ending here. takkires ppl.
(:

songs playing in my head now: (:
never let you go; (:
refraction; (:
it ends tonight; (:
pieces; (:
crawling back to you. (:

trying to recall; everything.



















cool. (:
my fone looks motorola.-.-
but its actually sony erisson. (:














during dental; ages ago. xD














alexia and me. (: <3333 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_MUXQ-DyLpGE/RebgdPzDlHI/AAAAAAAAARc/M-79_tu-uIo/s1600-h/DSC00254.JPG">













i was bored; but value lyfe larh. =DD














huiting; vanessa and peiying! ^^
vanessa gonna get slaugter soon. =P














zombie angelo. xDD
he's such a cute child. xD














stop staring at the other lady der. =P
im the main point, juz my reflection. ^^














I WAS BORED. =/














edited; by me. =D














i do bcum zi lian wen im bored. (:














LOL. =D














at kebangan. =D














in class; was bored larh. xD














xinyi's pencil boxx derh duckie! =DD
kinda cute. =D














orh, dis is iris. xD














im just so camera shy. xD














xueling&angela. (:














okie, i look superrrrrrrr UGLY in dis pic.
just for the fun part of lyfe. (:














(: hmm. iris drew dis.














lol. (:















hui ting, stop acting guai! (:














yanteen too! ^^














c larh, derh SUPER lyk-to-act-ones. xD
KIES LARH. dey were really busy drawing lines. ^^














i told u i was shy! xD














iris&xueling. (:














me&alexia. (:














lol. xDD














me, alexia&xueling. (:














cool; i love dis pic. (:














orh, my beloved eeyore!
<333 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">eeyoreS loadds loadds loadds~ =D

dats all for the pics. (:
some of the nicer pics are taken by angela. (:
here photography skills are really quite gd. (:
thumbs up* (:

P.S: smth wrong wid the last photo;
cant seem to be uploaded.
hmm. =(

lols. (:
today is thursday; my 269th post. (:

today is such a cold day. =/
hmm. PE first, played captions ball. (:
kinda fun larh, even to watch dem play.
actually its kinda nice to be in a class lyk 308. (:
dey cud be a really entertaining bunch at tyms. (:
<33~ =D

but i still miss 206 lyk hell.
miss those days wen we were the noisest class the whole lvl.
miss those days when we made all the tchers pissed wid our class.
miss those days where we luffed lyk hell at those not-s0-funny jokes.
miss those tyms we spent our recesses in class and got caught by miss shanta. xD
&everything, every bit of 206.
OMG, i just miss dem badly.. T.T

lols~ den it was physics.
gone through the physics paper for the first period.
the second period we had some lil 'game'. xD
which amaran&glover, dorothy&some-gal.[i forgotten her name, sry. =X]
dey were suppose to play mirror mirror.
lols~ glover&amaran really made me luff&luff&luff,
luff&luff&luff. dey were so funny..
i lyk mr ng of his lil games,
which made us forget how difficult physics was! ^^
orhwell, then it was recess. (:
eng, was talking to zhi wei, cuz the whole class joined tables.
dint bring my journal, vocab book. =/
dint do my formal letter corrections. =/
haix, how bad of me. +(
assembly, ev idol. some contestants
really wow-ed me. (:
i really enjoyed singing along wid some of the teams. (:
dey did great! (:
mt, did the family tree thingy. boring lesson today, as for mt.
and suprisingly, i dint feel sleepy the whole day~ (:
really happie i stayed awake. xD

after sch, went for CPR practice lesson.
still kinda not sure bout the new procedue. =/
will try to rmb it as much as i cud, i muz pass my
SNCO& hartsaver course. =/
went to uncle shop after dat.
took 38 home. (: dats all for sch. :D

F&N TML.
i haven finish my 3rd draft of task analysis. =/
hopefully i wont get scolded by mdm chang! xD
she's so nice. xD lols.
will be uploading the photos today! (:
bcuz of yanteen's demanding request.. -.-

to my pamelaPRINCESS. =DD
i really miss going out wid pamela, =(
hope cud get to go out wid her soon
sometym later dis month of wad. (:
and looking at zulaika's blog and seems lyk pam got some
relationship probs..
really hope she's okie.. =(
i miss those tyms we went out tgt! ='(
me, pamela and winnie. will jio dem out very soon. =D
i miss dem BADLY. XD
pam, takkires kies? (:
rmb im owaes der for you. =D
and anyone! (:
esp u, (:

KIES, ending here. =D