lol.
having eng lessons in comb lab agains. =DD.
having tution later. =/
we were suppose to play some english-based games
at miniclips.com, but i dint played any of dem.
was being ps-ed luhs, bcux amarran dint come.
nvm. its not derh first tym anyways.
its owaes lyk dat, dat im being left alone,
pairing up wid someone i dun lyk/duno.
wtf, its okie. got to get used to it already,
its owaes happening. darn.
shldnt hav come to dis class anyways.
since no one wans mii. nvm. forget it luhs.

super tired after being back from the chalet. =/
wasnt able to concentrate much during lessons,
esp physics and mt. =/
hahs.
chalet on 270107 and 280207 was great.
had a great tym dere. (:
took some photos, mayb uploading dem nxt tym. (:
lols.

270107
first training taking the bravo platoon.
was really worried and scared at first,
but getting to mit dem.
finding dem quite nice.
and had fun training dem. (:
hhas. but most of dem and still quite shy and not used
to sj yet.
reached costa sands at about 4plus.
hahd CMC meeting den we played and had bbq food. (:
hahs. dere crabmeatS was great, wid derh bbq sauce.
i ate alot of dem. xD sudden addict to crabmeats.
most of dem were inside played card games and watching tv,
but xueling, shu hui and me were outside hlping out to bbq derh food.
was kinda pissed off bcus all along it was xueling who is doing the job.
wasnt in a gd mood bcus i something else. =/
went to mac wid pauline and xueling.
took a shower after we got back to derh chalet.
wadeva. den got some slp in the room at 1plus.
wthhhh, most of the officers TOKE the beds.
how un-gentlemen of dem. [but i noe dey muz b veey exhausted. xD]
(: but we hab to gib the bed
up bcus dey are our officers. so too bad,
we had to slp on the floor. =/

280107
had breakfast at mac.
met a bunch of craziie/friendly ppl?
which said hi to us.
went back to derh chalet and
start to decorate the chalet for mr lau's farewell party.
blowed up balloons anD cleared up abit.
[suddenly lost the mood of blogging, sry. but i will still finish typing my post.]
guests started arrive at 11plus. (:
played some games and some forfeits were so darn funny! xD
ate lunch, cartered food. and had a lil gifts presentation and
cake for mr lau, derh cake was really nice. (:
and im gonna miss mr lau, =XX.
played some 'game' in the room. =/
went dwnstairs for some card games.
left at ard 7plus. (:
tym really flies wen ur having loaddds of fun! =/
went to downtown's food court for some dinner.
derh food wasnt really nice. =/
toke bus 12 home, and reached home bout 9plus.
packed my stuffs and went to slp at 10.
was really really very tired by den. =/

seriously, i duno wad im to u all.
its owaes seems lyk im invinsible.
treated lyk nth at all.
im just lyk a shadow.
a shawdow. forget it..
do u all even treat mii as someone whu exsited?
haix, dint wan to say dis in the first place. =/
but chose to. bcux.. nvm. forget it.

im not gonna gib up. i wan to continue waiting.
but it really seems lyk i shldnt.
i really lyk u ALOT ALOT ALOT. =/
y m i doing dis? foolishest.

ending here.

currently doing my F&N task analysis. =/
kinda difficult luhs. but still nid to get used to it. =/
sch as per normal today, nth much bout lessons. =/
after school, went to coffee shop wid dem, went for the
nanjing debrief, (:
saw alot of photos and some videos. hahs.
great memories flowed back, really had a great tym back
den. (:
i miss those days at china! (:
well, too bad i cant turn back the tym.

went to beach road wid yanteen and hui ting after dat.
to check out the prices of some stuffs.
reached home at about 7plus.

even though i noe dat u hab someone else in mind now.
although i duno whu is she.
but i noe i wont gib up;
until i found someone better den u.
i will continue waiting; even if it is useless.
although i noe dats stupid, but i still wish for a miracle
to happen.
yes, im sad. but its just my own fault to fall for u.
saying i understand, and i noe, is totally useless.
i told u i'll try to forget u.
but derh fact is i can.
u said ur not worth my wait,
i still tink otherwise. dats y im waiting.
not for a miracle, just waiting.
not hoping for anything to happen; just waiting.
perhaps until derh day i forget u.
haix, feeling really foolish. but dat is really how i feel.
haix. y did i fall for u in derh first place, all i can do is
blame myself.
im just someone foolish..

new blogskin. (:
cute ritex? hahs. xD
comments plz, and dis blogskin looks kinda weird in FF.
but alright in IE.
although im using FF, but since most ppl use IE,
so i tink it shld be alright.
[although it stills look weird to mii.]
actually wanted to add in my own photo and music.
but dont noe which zilian photo to chose; xDDD
andand; which song to add. =(

obviously i did not go to sch today and
mangaed to finish some hwS. (:
my cough is getting better; and my sore throat is almost gone.
YEAHS. ^^
i dun wan my flu to come back. -.-
no,no.
i hate fluS. :D

no one toke hw for mii luhs and i dun noe wad hw are derh.
and wad m i suppose to do. -.-
kies, forget it. =(
and, wth. i dun noe how to do my hist hw; which is due tml.
omg, kill mii. kill mii.

last post for the day.
actually took some lame photos today,
but decided not to upload dem yet;
haix, seriously still not in the sec3-stress-lyfe kinda mood;
still slacking lyk last yr, not doing hw and stuffs. =/
still not in to mood to work hard, haix.
thoughts like dis shld stop. =/

those stuffs undone:
` f&n task analysis. [due on tue.]
` chemistry wrksheet. [dun evne gib it a damn, ^^
` eng compo?[i dun even gib it a damn too. =p]
` chi hw. [definetly a must do. :D]
` maths tution hw[okies, try to finish it wen i hab the mood and tym. xD]
` physics[i dun even noe how to do it. =(]
` history[ wth, flipping through my handbook and found i haven finish my hist. -.-]

upcoming events:
` maths test; wednesday.
` history&ss test; duno when.
` first training of the yr; saturday.
` chalet; saturday&sunday.
` father's bday. :D; 3feb.
` siew min's bday; 9feb.
` valentine; 14feb.
` chi new yr; 18&19 feb.
` lock's bday. :DD; 20feb.
dats bout all for the coming months.
shall update bout march in the coming posts. (:


cough; sore thoart and slight flu,
im coughing LYK HELL. -.-
BEING SICK IS SUCH A BAD TING.
i dint visit a doc, cuz i dun wan to eat medicine. =x
i wish i dint got sick.. -.-
i wish i can skip sch tml;
but mondays are long days wid quite an number of subjs.
so i cant possibly gib mondays a skip.
mondays are simply a bother. =.-

i still miss you;
i still miss you;
i still do.
i still tink of you;
i still tink of you;
i really do.

i dun understand y some ppl dislyk u.
wen ur such a nice person,
well, mayb dey dont noe u well enuff. (:
dat u can be dat nice.
hahs. crap. xD

BACK FROM TAMPINES MALL. :D
went dere wid yanteen; hui ting and angela.
dey went swimming before i went to mit dem. (:
met dem at montip; i bought a ring and two rubber bands.
and one bottle of nail polish today. (:
dint do much of stuffs except for
hui ting's pedicure and yanteen's medicure.
mii and angela waited lyk so long wen
dey were inside nail palace doing their nails. =.-
saw, sanjay; cyril and jianda.
den we saw sir ben at the traiffice light..
hahs. (:
nothing much; den we went to tamp mall's mac to slack.
ate fries and a had a cup of ice milo. (:
den leonard came.
den we went home. (:
reached home and here am i blogging.

somethings, i duno whether shld i tell u guys;
haix, it happen so so so sudden,
dat even i dun noe whether it is true.

sry guys; for showing some kinda attitude. =/
was kinda fck up wid some things.
dint feel really in the mood to talk to ppl.
really wanted to join u all but in the end chose not to.
sry; anyways, i tink i wudnt make a diff even if i came?
hahs..