its halloween today. (:
lol. hmm. so long since i last blogged?
but i really hab nth much to say.

its getting colder.
colder, isolated.

200th post.
haiz.
alot of things happened dis days,
in my family.
nvm. dun wanna tok bout sad stuffs lyk dis.
sry for derh long tym no update.
im lazy.
went to derh library wid yi quan and june.
lol. i borrowed 6books.
lol. kinda mad i guess.
but i love reading? lol. (:
nth much, den yi quan and june came to my hse.
and dint switched on derh comp cuz
my comp is craziie.
internet prob.
we watched la pi xiao xin.
which is super lame. xD

301006.
ytd, went to mit yi quan, dhana, andrew and june
at pasir ris park.
we slacked.
and went to simei arcade.
derh guys wer obbssed by dis fighting game?
sickos~ lol.
nth much too. lol.

Hm, so long dint blog lerh, fri. Went to town agains, ((: lol. Bought two tops and three bottles of nail polishes. xD we're so sick larh, xD Hm, walk till my legs were both aching, reached hme bout 11plus on fri. Saturday. Xueling and yt came to my hse, dey play wid my phone and dig cam, lol. I played maple. Sry guys, ask u all come c me play maple, =x. Den went to tamp mall. Ate long john. ((: di siao-ed pauline, she was working, xD today, started mapling bout 1500hrs, xD hm. Joined a new guild, OhanaRoyale. ((: still miss Emience though, =( juz a short post, nth much to tok bout, xD takkire all, ((:

Got nth much to blog bout, juz dat gort back my science results, 56/100. And also my maths paper ii results, failed. =( 21/50. Dats all for today, nth to post bout, lol. (:

Juz had a talk wid my father, derh normally stuffs, my hp bills, me spending too much money and my studies. For some personal reasons, i cried..while tokin to my father. =x i felt dat my father really do cares? And felt i been too overboard to my parents these days. Dey noe i haven been studying hard these days and dey understand, im glad dey do. And i often though dat taking up a part-time job will hlp me meet my wants and part of my pay will go to my parents, even though dey still hab a regular income? Juz wan to b a sensible person. I felt super overboard at flaring up at dem wen dey dint not allow me to go for derh part-time job today, but i noe dat dey wan me to focus on my studies, which is more important at derh tym being. Which i hope i can focus more nxt yr, haiz. Its lyk.. hard to even apologize wen i noe im at derh wrong, all i can do is blog, even wen i noe im at derh fault, sowrie mum and dad. [crap, mayb u guys dun understand my post, bcuz its all abt my feelings? lol. Duno wad im blabbing abt.]

So you think you can dance is such a GREATTT show! :D all derh dancers were soo cool, xD der was dis contestant which dint hab a work permit and cant b in derh top 20, sad. He was such a GREAT dancer, woots, ((: having gastric for derh whole day, =x went through dnt paper only. Wth. I cud pass derh theory paper by six marks, =x after sch, went to tm wid angela and guys, cuz angela's starting work, :D hm. Yt went to interview too. Dats all for derh day. (: ytd went Shopping wid PRINCESSpamela. XD shopped ard orchad, walked till our legs ache, but it was fun though. ((: i love PRINCESSpamy, xD hm. I bought two tops and one bottom, PRINCESSpamy bought 4 tops and a bottom, she's rich larh, xD it was juz a super great day, :D mayb my mum's gonna buy Princess Hours soon, woots! :D

Lol. Finally can go out wid dear pamela agains, love going out wid her, xD But she's another big spender. xD mayb going to plaza sing again. Hm, mayb going to de library too, cuz dint get to go de other day. ((: nth much today. Juz bored now, and i tink i slept too much today, xD

Hm, using my hp to blog now, went to bugis wid my mum, its her birthday, ((: happie birthday, mum! ((: went to bedok inter to eat pizzahut, lol. Second tym dis week? Lol, xD Den headed to bugis, shopped ard SEIYU. my mum bought some stuffs, i dint buy anything, xD den walked ard parco, nths to my liking, except for de bone-shaped earring frm perlin sliver. I gonna get it someday. Wee, ((: went hme after dat, saw michelle, wei xing, su ie and carmen. Lol. Den we went hme, ((:

Using my hp to blog now. Second post for de day. i was still worrying bout comp train on sat, den angela told me comp train on saturday was cancelled, i totally went, YAY, lol.xD haiz, my team is really lyk.. And our mentor isnt someone i wish it was, =x alexia too barh.=x blog has gone on for so long lerh, lol. ((: i juz love my blog, ^^ � no sch for today and tmr, yay! xD i slept till eleven today, to replenish my lost sleeps wen i was studying through de nites, totally shiok.((: � de prob wid samsung phone is dat dey run out of battery easily. But, i still love my phone, xD � wanna catch silk and death note someday, anyone's wid me? ^^ � Staying at hme will kill me, prob wid my internet and nth on tv. I miss maple so badly, anyone in guild miss me? xD It can kill me, u noe? =( luckily ders sch on monday, ((: � so, going to de library tmr, anyone wanna come? Gib me a call, no one's accompanying yet, ((:� MY MUM BDAE IS TMR! My dad bought her a new handphone,*envious* xD HAPPIE BIRTHDAY, MUM. LOVE YA,<3 ((:

Ytd.
wen to plaza sing wid yanteen and huiting at night. (:
fun, we went pizza hut, lol. Yummie. ^^
den shopped around, lol.
Yanteen bought some foudation and lip gloss,
while i bought nail polish, lol. (:
went hme at bout 9plus.
Hm, took some photos too,
but cant upload cuz im using my hp to blog, lol.

(: now, on de bus.
Going hme after a movie wid june, dom, yi quan and andrew,
watch world trade centre,
learned to cherish tings, xD
its a great show, very touching too. (:
de rest wanted to watch rob-b-hood,
but i watched before so i went hme alone. =( lol.

Takkire peeps,
AND YES!
DE EXAMS R FINALLY OVERRR! YAY. (:

science and maths p2.
both were not okie,
paractically because i was sick and unable to studie science?
haiz, de paper was easy, it was bcuz i dint studie. =x
after school came home, watched tv, slack.
dint studie dnt until de nyte.
only managed to studie abit.
dint do my art, cuz i dun hab the mood.
flag rising and lowering tmr.
hope nth gets wrong. (:
TWO more papers.
TWO more papers.
and i can stay away frm BOOKS until the end of de yr.
woots. dnt tmr.
all de best. (:
PRINCESS HOURS RAWKKS! (:
WOOTS.

My terrible sore thoart and flu is killing me, causing me unable to studie, im really sick. Im gonna fail tmr's science and maths, haiz.

sick and dying.
haiz, i still hav two papers tmr.
how m i gonna survive?
haiz, ytd went out wid jean jie and her fren,
wid alexia too.
jean's fren was so cute. lol.
both of dem r so tall, makes mii jealous. xD
dey both were so so lyk a couple.
dey r so cute wen dey r together. XD
went to watch rob-b-hood.
lol, funny. funny.
lol, i tot it was a sucky show.
but it turned out to b unexpectaly nice! (:

nth much to ryte about,
juz dat i gonna flunk my history, geography and maths.
for history i dint not hab time to finish a 25marks qns.
for geography, i dint hab tym to finish a 8mark qns.
and for maths, i juz hab a feeling i gonna flunk it.

Using hp to post now, haiz
im really depressed over this fcuking subj, history.
NTH cud get into my mind,
im on de verge of breaking down now,
i tried to memorise, but nth cud seem to get in,
im gonna FAIL for SURE.
history was once my best subj, and i wan a A1 for hist,
but it lyk, totally unachievable anymore.
Hab to say bye to my A1. And hie to DE COMING F9.
Sound so stupid, cuz im juz plain stupid,
Y CANT I JUZ GET DE FACTS INTO MY MIND?!
history is such a FCUKING SUBJ,
hidding in my studie room now,
so no one noes im crying..

ders no particular reason y i suddely wanna
blog again, lol. juz love my blog. xD
lol, hmm. nth much to say actually.
i cant seem to get de facts of history in my damn mind.
i gonna die.
its lyk nothing can get in my mind.
i better stop staring at de computer and
start studying again.
lol. takkires~

edited. (:
Using my hp to post now, ((:
Yay, finished lit paper and mt p1. xD
Lol, juz woke up frm my afternoon slp,
so dat i can stay late tonight, ((x
nid to studie history lyk hell. (:
mt p1 first, i chose de composition topic 'My Ideal Parents',
quite an easy topic though, ((:
shi han was okie, i suppose,
aw, wads wid dorothy? )=
den lit paper, i totally wrote crap mans, xD
hope i still can pass, xD
(thnx for de msg though. i really needed luck for lit. xD)

history and mt p2 tmr,
argh, history, muz buck up,
my aim is getting an A1 of cuz, ((:
JIAYOUS PEEPS! ((:

i read some peeps blog, i found out dat i can acess to blogs wid passes wen i
use my hp to read dem. xD
everyone lyk so stressed out. =x
exams pressure. killing us all. =x

yanteen, sry i hav to delete ur tag,
some reasons. dun mention him in my taggie kkies?
thnx. ((: <3

ders still tution tmr, sick~
i hate maths tution.
dying. grhhs.

TYPICAL TUESDAY, as always.
PE, played badminton.
art, self studied.
recess.
science, self studied dao sleep.
maths, slept.
after maths, i felt dat i cant slept too much dat i cant slp anymore. xD
eng, self studied.
end of school.

after school, went to coffee shop to eat lunch.
actually lent money to yanteen to eat lunch.
cuz her money was stolen.
but i forgotten im meeting bryan and jean at tampines mall. xD
it was a last minute decision. (:
but was canceled after all,
bcuz bryan had something on and jean was in bishan.
but we intend to meet at 7oct again. ((:
den xueling lent her money instead.

having literature and mt p1 tmr.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL. ((:
JIAYOUS WORX! ((:

EDITED-
Hm, using my hp to post now, ((:
sch today,
first two period literature, slacked,
cuz lit tcher dint came,
sci, slacked agains, nth much to do. xD
recess, den maths, slacked.
Dnt, mr lee dint come again, xD
Den cme, self studie period, i did studied, yeah. xD
yeah, i noe, say it, i slacked de whole day, its true, though. xD
Went to june's place after sch,
june and i had lunch, while de guys ate ice-cream and
watched la pi xiao xin, lame show, xD
ever wonder y xiao xin is forever six?
or was it five? forgotten, xD
Lol, xD kkies, lame.
we slacked at june's hse until 3,
cuz our slot is at 3, ((:
june booked de table tennis instead of de studie rm,
cuz andrew wanted to play table tennis, =(
den i dint studie much, de guys played lyk..
Erms, juz imagine table tennis played in badminton style, xD.
Lol, dey r juz entertainment larh, xD
but, i still managed to studie a little,
gonna go back to my studies now,
bbies.((:

hmmm, second post for de day.
well, i was in a bad mood recently..
and,alot peeps cheered mii up dis days.
really happie dey are der for mii. ((:
jie, pamela, dorothy and loadds more.
((:<3 dem. ((:
ders dis nice video i found in youtube. enjoy!
its a really NICE SONG. ((:
((:dats all for de day. bbies peeps.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6abh3gh6q8I

Well, ((:
today juz slacked almost de whole day, xD
but i still did studie, cant seem to concentrate, =x
and exams are starting dis wed,
i gonna die, =(
grh, my internet cant seem to connect,
how can i send june de toy car photos to print?
Wth. Haiz, and i promised de rest to print for dem too.
Haiz. Anyways, i was down wid flu ytd nitex.
Sick till i almost fainted,
i tink it was due to de haze,
=x btw,
Ytd was jerry's birthday,
HAPPIE BELATED 19TH BIRTHDAY! ((:
Emience rawkks, ;)) woOts~

had a qurrel wid my father agains.
wads wid him? wont let mii go to my frends hse to studie?
its lyk wadeva i siad he wont UNDERSTAND.
wth. haiz, forget it.
i tink i show him attidute too.
but it was bcuz i dun feel lyk hearing his voice on de phone.
haiz, bad mood.
grh. whenever i start to tok to my father,
it will end up to b a qurrel. WADS WID MIE?
HAIZ. i really duno wad to do.

how can i tell u how i feel? haiz,
ur so out of my reach.
=( stop it, i dun wan to tink bout u.
its affecting mii. xD